Wisdom gained 2008-2011

Blessings and good wishes to Mark Rowberry, Henley on Thames and all.
All these ramblings were written because I didn't know that I am a Targeted Individual.
This means, whatever I do, did, will do will be used against me to harass me with gangstalking, electronic harassment, covert blacklisting and persecution.
The bigger picture is this: I was a targeted individual, I am a targeted individual but now I am wiser because I met other TIs (Targeted Individuals) and I do care for them equally to my self.
Being a Targeted Individual is a fast track to wisdom about people, the games they play and the games they don't know about. Human life is a challenging game. Being a Targeted Individual is a transformation challenge.
I am sorry if I hurt or offended people when I was "shaken and stirred" from the harassment and other unpleasant events I could not explain why all this negative flow was directed to me. Now I know. I do not deserve the bad things that came my way, but they were pointers that I need to transform and get closer to my true self and all aspects of truth.

Mark Rowberry the Genetic Entity

Genetic Entity is the life provider of the body and its mind, on a create, survive, destroy cycle
read more here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scientology_beliefs_and_practices#The_Genetic_Entity

So, Mark Rowberry, the GE was playing his cards right, being single and somewhat interested in me back in Feb-April 2001 and I was very exhilarated and enthousiastic that he could be an exciting entertaining boyfriend, jumped in the honey trap head-first and gave him a high quality treat by all accounts.
Being stingy with my trust and affections, there is no denying that I gave Caesar his own, granting of beingness that he is desirable and gratification. Good investment in retrospect, a fruitfull experiment about how inverted Logos works. You see, giving to the GE the life message "you have lived forever, you live forever and you are the most desirable man in the universe" is just what the GE wants to hear. That however is Inverted Logos, but that's exactly what Hubbard uses and abuses to destroy us, he knows that our Godstructure is all beingness and with admiration and validation and granting of beingness in the wrong direction he pulls Adam and his children far away in the opposite direction from their true power and self and beingness. Hubbard knows that only true beingness 1000% and from the true location can strike him down, the body the ambition to command soldiers and weapons and the GE are no Satan-Catchers.

Me, as a GE, I used to look like a mix of Ursula Andress and Nicole Kidman at the start of the Confederacy, but got very injured at the torture camps when I tried to do revolutions and conspiracies against the guys with the Mark of the Beast who eventually had won supremacy after the nuclear holocaust. Because of that torture Jesus decided that he will come here to mess the Antichrist-Judas Iscariot himself, but whatever happens to you, if you don't join forces with me this lifetime, he will let Judas-Hubbard-Antichrist to kill you all forever in the next 300 years (except the 144.000 who are 4 Satans strong), because Jesus is fed up with you backing up Judas-Hubbards joker-degrader-fair game, treachery against me, just to spite me, so if you fail to stop an A-bomb in the Middle East, if Heber Jentzsch St Peter does not hand me over the GE keys to get out of the electronic trap and pin Hubbard down now in 2008, then Jesus will let Judas-Hubbard-Antichrist to vent all his wrath, because he knows that I am your Leader, he just leads your reactive mind to spite me block and sabotage me, to refuse yourself your true beingness and first decisions. Either Hubbard will keep you and the Disciples split from me, or we will win and split Judas, as I explain in my splitjudas.blogspot.com for a year now, and you should read all of my postings there.
When I saw all the goodies Mark Rowberry gets from the other women who want to compete with me, he gets 30K car & 400K house women and tits and ass and blowjobs AND tolerance to sleep around Monday to Thursday, then what is there for me to do? try harder to give what and to get what?
The clergy needs to understand that despite the fact that Jesus knew 2000 years ago I will give this blowjob, and maybe that's why he had kissed me on the lips according to the scriptures, Jesus does not engage in dialogue or negotiations and does not attach importance to the GE whatsoever. As long as I didn't know who is the Antichrist, Jesus did not open any communication initiative with me and he couldn't care less if I marry Mark Rowberry or not.
The only thing that Jesus did with my GE, was after I had remembered Judas Iscariot and what had happened between him and Judas, he extended out a beam to stabilize me, not to have a heart failure from Hubbard's furious rage and beam hits. Apart from keeping my systems steady in order to keep this GE working normal and get on with my tasks to be seen and heard and achieve my objectives, Jesus has no amorous interest or any type of desires or infatuation admiration for the GE. As analogy, you love your wife or husband and you don't want them to crash their car, but you are not in love with their car, you just want them to use it well but you don't transfer your love of your partner to their vehicle do you? But you would be concerned if they get an engine break down, or the brakes don't work.

So, when I got the time I should shred the Da Vinci Code scam in detail.
Hubbard hugely provocative lies as usual that entertain and generate money and keep your considerations on a moronic level where you cannot protect yourselves and your future from the evil of the Antichrist and go blindly like well fed organic chicken or lamps for slaughter by some expert Chef on the telly .

Mark Rowberry, his importance to me and to Hubbard

Mark Rowberry was a very shocking surprise because I had met him before 2001, in 1962 as a ghost. That was pretty disturbing for me, in general I find him an attractive but disturbing creature. The problems with him being a very busy ghost in my home in 1962 remain the same: he doesn't remember and he doesn't see what he can do about it. In fact there is nothing he can do about it. I began to solve the mysteries of 1962 after the Tsunami disaster. 2005-2007 I have established that everything he had said was true and that there are several future applications for me to the fact that at the other end of the existence spectrum, he is god exterior from this world. Mark Rowberry is equally important to L Ron Hubbard: Hubbard is the only guy who knows that we form a lemniscate and reconnect Ouroboros and that if we get back to our true power and self I will pin Hubbard down, and pass him to Jesus to hold him down in our service and command for a billion years. Hubbard will find new goals, new friends, new things to do for Mark because he monitors him both with OSA-INT hired private investigators as well as with an electronic body in pawn from flag as well as by permeation, where Hubbard sits on his spine for a few seconds to get by permeation all his thoughts and emotions. Hubbard stonewalls both of us not to have any subliminal or subconscious contact.
The thing I need to master before I can have a beneficial effect on Mark or do any miracles is the Genetic Entity as well as various types of black fields, occlusions, goals problems mass etc. various items and Hubbard abominations get in my way to prolong the distance between certainty and ability to their true level.
For Hubbard the most important thing is for Mark Rowberry to stay emotionally, mentally and in terms of goals and what he wants to create in his everyday life totally out of sync. or synergy with me. So, at the moment Hubbard will be finding him things to be, do and have but Mark and his wife need to beware of OSA-INT because they do have private investigators monitoring their lives, they may get instructions to interfere with them, so precautions are in order.

This entire blog was written because Mark did not say

Mark did not say the week after sex with me, April 2001.
"Joanna I have discussed sex with you with my friends and social entourage. They say I must cut you off socially, I must believe you are a hooker and I must treat you like dirt."

He just acted on it, and never said a word about his "social interaction" with his friends and the Henleys that were already under the leadership of 4 hired private detectives on payroll by OSA-USA Mike Rinder.

What will Mike Rinder say to me now: can you prove I have just farted?
If you cannot prove it with solid evidence the 7 year stink and criminal damage does not count.

Mark Rowberry and the Bodily Ascension in Heaven

So, like I said in my other blog, splitjudas, I have operated my Kingdom of Heavens perfect body-mind set and it is very reassuring to observe with the modern human mind that I got another mind as well which is faster, far more direct, truthful, outspoken and a great deal multilingual.

The weight of the soul or thetan tangled up and running a human body as automaticity is 20 grams. So, inside Mark Rowberry there is 20 grams that are a powerful God to be repaired, because I let him get influenced and become hostage in a Hubbard lemniscate being cause from Hubbard's satan and hypnotist mind and values and this sliced him up into pieces as a God, so I have to fix that in due course.
What I can share on an equal level with other Scientologists is the method to remember clearly the last 100 million years, with standard results within 18 months. That where the treasures of Solomon are.

I have responsibility to upgrade my abilities until I can fully repair the 20 grams God inside Mark Rowberry so as to shift the 20 grams of God and stabilize them in space to run both pairs of bodies minds comfortably just like I experienced it.



The human creature Mark Rowberry, can be a nice guy to many women and people, I saw that directly back in 2001. But, he has killed me a few times and this cut off perception units and cuts down seriously our communication. So, good thing I plugged in the god with passionate sex the first time around.

In those days I didn't know that we are always cause from two lives and two minds.

The way he seemed to plan to treat me like dirt, in order to build up Amanda and Elisabeth, I said "to hell with cosmic love, I am not as big as Jesus and I will go away, if I hang around this guy he will just make me sick and tearful. I don't see the point at all, since I shortchange him in terms of looks and money and I also detest the kind of revolting dudes that will be praising him for messing me up."

So, what if I went to Spain to see him? He will be moaning that I wreck his marriage etc. and I will waste £1000 and days and effort, to be despised and to hear a new batch of complaints and accusations. It looks like a genuine waste of money, time, good will and optimism.
Going through my slaughtered enemy, at first made me very circumspect, but eventually I don't want to punish myself and I don't want others to punish themselves or suffer for forgotten but active sins.
Mark just like any other human is looking for his rightness. So, he has organized with Hubbard lemniscate or subconscious help (in order to keep us split and be safe from Ouroboros) a new rightness in Spain. I have living experience of his rightness in Henley on Thames for a full year back in 2001.
It's better to put him in perspective as one of many disciples that need to be watchful of their safety and be aware of the Antichrist and his methods, and invite him later on to join the rest of us when we start to do group meetings.
As for myself I get along much better with men who haven't murdered me and I will sense if someone has a good impact in my life.

There is a number of cults and mystics and new age people as well as the Pentecostals who have been waiting for the Heavens to open and for bodily ascension. Take it easy, we have some complications, such as OSA-USA dirty tricks, Hubbard the Great Serpent hypnotism, Heber and Lesevre (St Peter and St Thomas) staying put in enemy condition and out of com officially -it doesn't count that they are telepathic, as it cannot be proven-.

This will take time, but Mark Rowberry is the one, he has to do the bodily ascension first, so the wife, his new friends and the spanish authorities better look after him and the Orthodox Christian Churches should read his name to create space and positive vibes.

Mark Rowberry says he is married now

I called Mark and asked him what if I go to Spain to see him? He said that will not please his wife. I reassured him of the obvious, that I am not his lover anymore, so it doesn't matter.

Anyway, what matters is that Mark has started a new life in Spain. So, the freakout rumours spread by OSA-USA Mike Rinder and his private investigators are to DEAD-AGENT me. To make me look insane, untrustworthy, and conveniently a secret hooker, so as to prepare the ground for another Office of Special Affairs mysterious death.

Mark's place in life now is that the Henley chapter and events are over and done, and even if OSA and their private investigators got him into some kind of trouble back 2002-2004, he prefers not to talk about it or investigate it to make room for his new start.

The precautions for Mark are the same as the other amnesiac disciples:
Koos Trenite, Panos, Michael Jackson and me.
The authorities in each country need to be alert that OSA-USA keeps private investigators around them on the payroll for years to monitor their life and do sabotage from time to time, and I will list the precautions that apply to all of us the scattered disciples.

What I will do with Mark Rowberry, in a nutshell

Will get the skills to process some of his ridges, black fields, injuries, by passed charge and other disfunctions in his current mind-body packet, to make it lighter and more functional.
After that, place him to command and run the other pair of indestructible body- perfect mind too. When I manage to give him that, I will manage to have and keep the same goodies for myself.
That's why I am saying that he is the Messiah, and I am his repairer and together we make the top of the bridge, the 8 infinity symbol. I didn't get to have a loaded boyfriend who takes me to posh restaurants and treats me nice with Mark, but I discovered the name and identity and components of the Messiah and his name is: THE WOODEN WALLS WILL SAVE THE CITY.
The City that will be saved is not just Athens, it is also Jerusalem and also the City in the "Kingdom of Persia" from my 5th prophecy as Bernadette Soubirous.
Time for the Illuminati, and the top 5 of CoS and the other groups who are drunk with Hubbard's poison that they will be the slavemasters of the world when in fact he wants to get them to do crimes so as to mutilate them, to upgrade themselves together with me and smarten up about the fraud-trap associations, visions and dirty tricks that Hubbard is a specialist in asymmetric warfare. He is a poor devil who tries to show off as rich and powerful at our expense. When we can share the wealth of the world without his interference and sabotage plots, then all of you guys you'll see how rich we really are and how this poor devil has been bluffing his way, counting on his hypnotic skills and on installing forgetters on you to keep you confused and weak
So, it wasn't wrong really, that back in 2001 I thought, since Mark was saving his good manners for Amanda and Elisabeth because they are succesfull financially english women, let him settle down with an english woman who does a lot of effort to be well groomed and contributes a 400k house and a 30K car. I didn't want to stress when I am shortchanging him in the things he values, I let him have those thingies as much as he wants them, and worked on my own path, which included different but fabulous achievements: 100 million year memory of military and political information, understanding the Antichrist and his weak points, getting Jesus to talk to me, understanding why the Archangels told me not to trust the Guys with the Mark of the Beast and having the Lightbringer under my command, and comparing notes about behaviour and attitude between a Satan of the North I have already defeated- the Lightbringer- and this Satan of the North, the Great Serpent, who still wants to fool you to kill you all before I take him down as slave. I will take him down, but how many of you will be there at the celebrations in three hundred years?
We are 4 Satans big and strong together with Mark. So, my relationship with him works only when I am total certainty cause from both life-sources to get him back in top shape to the Kingdom of Heaven waiting for this repair.
The other stress things to be thinner or more clingy or more demanding than other women to win him over are useless to our relationship. I have also avoided lots of incompatibility conflicts: by going away I didn't nag him or moan or yell or cry or pressure which are all useless things for our future.
And of course it goes without saying that I was never going to stress to get a 400K house or 30K car to impress Mark and that I don't really feel sorry for myself or jealous of Amanda and Elisabeth for their goodies.
My vertical progress to knowledge, wisdom and ability leads to a genuine Golden Age, of the Sermon on the Mount, because material wealth without justice and truth is hell. Without justice and wisdom, love is disfunctional.
By achieving the Sermon on the Mount and by having a Golden Age socially and internationally then we can learn to be cause from two lives, to exist over tone 4o within and together and individually but together in synergy and be unbeatable in 8 - infinity formations.
Love is this, to be at cause from two life sources, it can be you and your children or you and your parents or you and your partner, but for this to function you must both be well over tone 40. There are certain conditions and basics to this, and Hubbard kept them hidden to manipulate you to place your hopes and trust in him -the devil who wants to do the biggest damage! Not the right terminal to trust. Do, make sure you don't misunderstand any of his writings and methods. You can end up dead and buried when you forget he was Judas Iscariot or that the IAS lifetime membership is just a discount card, it doesn't provide loyalty or safety from OSA or treachery or exploitation or deception from ruthless people in the CoS.