Saturday, 29 September 2007

Tolerance (live and let live) seen as weakness

Some things are better left unsaid was my state of mind back in 2001. Since I was the newbie in Mark Rowberry's "circle", all I had to do is walk away if we don't have any common ground.
I don't have inferiority complex, freudian complex, penis envy, electra complex or oedipus complex. Since Mark was doing his own thing, what was good for me was to go out with othr people and meet more balanced and constructive personalities.
Now, my live and let live attitude, just get rid of them, find new people was taken as weakness. The bottom line is that the Henleys and the Londoners have a massive Electra complex http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Electra_complex , subconsciously they consider Mark Rowberry their father, they are in some way "fantacy-avenging" their "father" because I somehow "wronged" him. These levels of lunacy and engineered hate, have to go: quite right I wanted to get rid of him because he was obnoxious to me, and if he doesn't consent to sex but wants to protest and make some sort of big deal scandal out of a one-night stand, I don't mind if he finds some other silly woman to play with. I don't have penis envy to bother why Mark is sleeping around when he is forty. For myself there were calmer and more entertaining guys.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oedipus_complex,
Matter of fact, the police in knowing along the vast majority of people in London about video or webcam or cctv clips that show me in the toilet, or inserting a tampon, or wiping my ass etc. is promoting ridicule, and malicious stereotyping against me. There was a rentboy who was boasting that he gets £300 a blowjob from Mark Rowberry back in 2004 and was also spreading rumours that Mark had done suicide. That a rentboy hates my guts and follows me down in Shepperd's Bush in London to harass me is not too shocking, because he is obviously some kind of a degraded being.
But the police quietly refusing to find anything when they know as soon as they see me face to face what is going on, is totally out of order. They are the last people you expect to have rentboy mentality or Electra complex.

Monday, 24 September 2007

Mark Rowberry and the corruption of the youth

One of the two charges for my death penalty was that I corrupt the youth of Athens as Socrates.

When I observed Mark Rowberry back in 2001, I was amnesiac homo sapiens like you. What I saw was that people in Henley regardless of their age, in their twenties, thirties or sixties had a strong inferiority complex towards this guy Mark. That his superiority does not rub-off on Graham, or Simon the Dentist, or Valerio so, they don't really gain anything in terms of status or influence by standing next to him. Same goes for the women: Amanda, Elisabeth, Lee, Eva and the others.

So, I was staring and could not explain why are they so antagonized immediately and they hit back by secretly farting behind my back that I'm a whore, hostility, snide comments, social exclusion, ridicule, barking abuse at me, spreading defamation and slurs, why all this massive upset about the one-night stand with me, one of nineteen women he shagged in 2001?

Why is it that they don't get upset about all the other blowjobs he gets, and why do they stay so hostility involved with me when I don't mind if Mark doesn't want to like me and I should find somebody else?

It has to do with who we are forever: there are two generations of souls.

The 144.000 indestructibles and the new souls who can die forever.
Bone structures and energy packets and pay packets are what we call appearences and they are deceptive. Mark Rowberry and Steve the fitness instructor may have the same height and body-build but Mark is immortal and Jesus can take him out from the electronic trap and the body cycle, but Steve will be dead forever by then. The immortal soul bit at the other end of the body is what you learn to distinguish when you win your perception units back, which are trapped under your slaughtered enemy in the last 3.000 years.
You hit a black wall and cannot remember anything because the last 100 million years are a compressed file, a ridge, like a winzip and only through your slaughtered enemy can you decompress the files, look at them and remember. At the moment, you have no mind-eyes to see. You only got eyeballs, so I left Mark to be with any woman he likes for your eyeballs to approve and I won back the eyes of the mind to find out who I am, who is Mark, who are you and what is coming to hit us if the Antichrist Agenda is not deconstructed internationally.

The new souls have not consolidated their potential immortality yet, they can die, they are not safe so far. They have not won Jihad against a Satan, they were born after the First Paradise and they have never done immaculate conceptions. On top of that, their father and mother Adam and Eve had forgotten how to fight Satan, had used their children in warfare and warcrimes and got them further mutilated as theta (life force), which the mind-engineer Hubbard exploited to implant them between lives and make them more malicious, destructive and corrupt.

So, now they are energy packets that the body triggers on a reflex.

I was observing irrational behaviour:

Amanda and Elisabeth becoming insecure women, because Mark would take them on an emotional curve : one day admired on a pedestal, next day crashed to pieces because he was cheating and will not report or be accountable.

Eva and Lee at his convenience and imagining that they should try harder and keep waiting for all his other relationships to collapse.
Lee, I found out, was famously married to Mark-General Alkiviades 2400 years ago. He had insulted her father, then made friends, then got a huge dowry to marry his daughter, then was cheating and she felt so much shame that she went to the public place in Athens to ask the officials for divorce, Mark-Alkiviades picked her up and run her back to lock her up at home, they had a son and then Mark-Alkiviades pressured his father-in-law to double the dowry money, her father refused but he was scared of Alkiviades “bestest buddies” so he gave the money demanded, but after that he went to the Athens officials and disinherited his daughter and made a public will that if he has a “mysterious death” all his money goes to the State, not his daughter or son-in-law. So, Lee and her family don’t remember but they know that emotional abuse=marriage to Mark and they are his children for ever, a much younger and seriously confused generation of souls.

Valerio and Simon the Dentist and Aziz obsessing and ranting against me.

Sixty and seventy years old women barking at me like harridans that I'm a whore.

Sixty and sixty five year old guys, who were later busted in paedophile rings calling me "a horn".

The director of human resources, forgetting that he is near a 100K packet respected executive and getting involved in my personal life and keeping up the sickening name calling within Invesco festering for more than 3 years, for what realistic benefit or personal profit did this guy risk his career with Invesco?

Why all this irrational behaviour? It has to do with the generations of the soul holding power over the generations of the body.

These people even in their sixties, even on a 100K income a year are the children generation. From Stuart Horgan the most disturbed, to the High Rank Thames Valley. Nothing to gain by vilifying or ridiculing me, just cutting their own throats and helping the Antichrist engineered Agenda for Teheran and Tel Aviv to start the Holocaust. It doesn't matter which side drops the A-bomb, the Antichrist will genocide the entire planet after that.

Hubbard had defeated Adam-Eve and their children with his Excalibur strategy. The father was a lunatic general or king good at butchering his enemies, their mother had been mobbed and lynched and murdered by her children and the children where living on the "survival of the fittest" principle and had become fraudsters, thieves, insecure sluts, and criminals. Charles Manson along with other “buddies” had learned from their father Adam to butcher enemies, women and anybody weaker and they had done these things together, which Hubbard exploits further to implant them with hypnotic commands + drugs+ amnesia on top of that to produce more psycho killers.

So, the issue Corruption of the youth has been answered by Hubbard in 1938. Excalibur. Google all about it, there is at least three people who have read the original manuscripts. It is engineered on the basic conflict that Adam is a Jihadi loser, because he has been butchering false enemies to become a Despot. Eva has been frantic to reverse the coming Holocaust as Socrates, Joan of Arc and Bernadette Soubirous.

So, the entire SEX-SCANDAL surrounding Mark Rowberry and me is the upset of the children:

They don't want their father to have sex with their mother. They hate the idea that their father loves their mother and might treat her well.

They imagine they have superior status when they suck up to their "superior" father and advise him to treat his mother like a whore.

Then they get upset because their mother despises their father's mentality.
Their mother didn’t know that they are a much younger generation, so, she gets exasperated and calls them idiots, dimwits and morons.

Then there is the Freak-Out scam: did the children actually gang-raped their father to prevent him to get in touch with their mother? Did they steal their father’s money? Did they hush-hush everything with the help of his children in the Thames Valley Police? One hell of an Excalibur scam.

These people in Henley as well as the high rank in Thames Valley and Walthamstow Police are being self-destructively obsessed to sabotage me as a person and as a woman.

Hubbard has TRUE reason to hate my guts, he hates his kismet to be taken hostage-our servant until we complete one more immaculate conception round, we defeat with him as hostage one more satan and then we complete the Second Paradise and we consolidate our expansion. That's the true Agenda for the next one Billion years. We the now dispersed Jewish, Muslim, Christian, Hindu, Buddhist Jihadis, will derail the slaughter and nuclear holocaust he has engineered for us in the next six years, get a firm grip on a rational-evolution handling of force.

Mark is leading the new souls to total perdition, under the brainwashing of the Antichrist. The people he influences are his youngest children, that’s why they are so awestruck and he has been corrupting them with appearances, superiority, love of money and status and desperate effort to become his equals. They can have equal bodies or equal cars or equal houses, but they will be dead by the time Jesus becomes his saviour.
These are my preoccupations about the corruption of the youth which has been going on for the last 100 million years.

Sunday, 23 September 2007

I'm a bitch and you WILL open your mass media to me

Congratulations to myself for going through my slaughtered enemy, those 80.000 civilian Protestants of the St Bartholomew Massacre. My lousy life as Socrates and Bernadette did not go wasted.This is the straight gate to power. You sure have successfully butchered some ethnic group or other in the last 3.000 years. Gather from me the knowledge, locate with some help who they were, ask them my 10 questions, get out of mutilation. I managed this in extremely adverse conditions, from January 2005 I had come out intact and won back perception units the size of 80.000 human lives from that Massacre in six months. I was under steady hate lashing, various pimps were working up my neighbours in Abbeywood to hate me , I was starving and was living with another overworked and starving Scientologist, who was also struggling to give up epilepsy medication and was having seizures, one of the most abusive and irrational tactics of Hubbard the Satan.
Yet I made it, and these additional perception units moved super fast up and down bringing to surface my deaths as Socrates, Joan of Arc, Bernadette Soubirous and then back to the Confederacy Holocaust. God is justice allright. What stops you from getting this full service is Heber's St Peter's stubborn treachery within the Church of Scientology. He could have said it all about warcrimes from 1986. Yet, he leaves humanity drawn in blood knowingly and willingly, just to spite me.
Am I a bitch? Yes!
Am I pretty or charming? No, Middle East Teheran-Tel Aviv is EXPLOSIVE and we have been losing Jihad, because if you don't know the specific name-address-strategy of the specific Satan you will become war-criminal, you will be killing false enemies, MUTILATING YOURSELF TO FINAL EXTINCTION. Going through my slaughtered enemy was gruelling ,but that's not what made me fat and scruffy. It was the constant London hate hitting me for no reason except that the Antichrist wants me to shut up. But, I didn't know that back in 2005.
What about the hate-discrimination-harassment? I will spcc, and copy several terminals.
What about Mark Rowberry? Was I a bitch? No, the guy got lucky but he just could not show some loyalty to his own dick. His priority was to call me a whore, not to be trusted or be appreciated by me. So, what did I do to him after that? I sent him a note to go back to his girlfriends and I cursed him "May you get stuck with an English cow."
Pragmatic Immortality is the biggest thing that happened for trillions of years, and you will listen, I am asking you to personally verify and establish that God exists and God is Justice and is merciful too. This is your chance, and now.
You are not being asked to like my nose or my hair, you are being showed how to grab your own immortality and God's justice here and now, while being human and alive.
How long does it take to verify individually that God indeed exists and is Justice first and Mercy too? Less than three years. In less than three years the entire concept of war will have changed forever.
Knowledge-control-ownership. You don't know that you have God ownership, until you start raising knowledge and control.
So, yes I am a bitch but I am a fantastic woman.
About the Mark Rowberry freak-out, if his pimps didn't want to bring over "Joanna the whore" why didn't he ask his doctor for some viagra?
This entire decapitation of the Antichrist will be completed, even if I have to go abroad to do it.
It had been done.

Saturday, 22 September 2007

Confident obstruction of Justice perpetuated by the Police Force

The confidence displayed by Walthamstow police in doing the paperwork when I file a complaint as a victim of crime, and their determination to "investigate" and find nothing and keep asking me for more evidence in order to keep "finding nothing" and closing "the investigation" is clearly coming from a long standing nurturing of hate crimes from some high rank officials in the Thames Valley Police. It's the Walthamstow Police supporting hate crimes committed and kept secret by the Thames Valley Police. Thames Valley Police and Walthamstow Police are the backbone of distributing ridicule videos of me wiping my ass or inserting a tampon on the internet and dictating all London to cut my communications and nullify-destroy me as a person. Who exactly inside the Thames Valley Police had started "a fair game" aggression against me, Vicky Horgan and her sister and Mark Rowberry? Clearly if this guy's influence extends as far as East grinstead where I had murder threats when visiting, if this guy makes the Walthamstow Police Constables laughing with raging hostility behind my back, he can promote hate crimes and obstruction of Justice all across London. Who is this "hate power" inside the Thames Valley Force? What other hate crimes have gone "unresolved" in the areas under Thames Valley jurisdiction?
Mark Rowberry could go on pulling a dozen new girls a year, they were consenting adults,
I had every right to find a decent guy for myself,
Vicky Horgan and her sister had every right to move on with their life.
Who is the undetected nurturing foundation behind the "mistakes" about the Horgan killings?? Who stayed untouched and escaped detection for the mistakes about the Stuart Horgan killings and with this Hubris and power trip mentality conducts a hate and death threat campaign against me all across London?
Mark Rowberry and me have worldwide religious importance, because our past explains what dangers was Jesus aiming to avert and he came here to get crucified. The secret that he is St John the Evangelist and I am Magdalene had to stay secret until I can get confirmation from Jesus about this, which was not forthcoming from the Bible, or the Da Vinci Code or any other commercial entertainment nonsense because none of them deals with the specific identity of the Antichrist. Until I had located the Antichrist and his operations I was not getting confirmation from Jesus.
Who is the guy in the Thames Valley Police Force perpetuating hate crimes against me for six years now?
The mind engineering strategy behind the hate and ridicule and general sabotage aggression against me is to cut down and destroy my endurance by having me attacked, vilified,sabotaged and betrayed from as many sides as possible to prevent me from striking down the Antichrist successfully now that the time has come.

Thames Valley Police:did they back up the gang rape of Mark Rowberry?

Mark Rowberry, as I observed from next door wants a lot of new conquests. So, I was perfectly used to the fact that he prances around like a peacock in Henley and pulls several younger, taller, richer, thinner women. So, I wasn't bothered by his conquests, I believed that I can pull a supportive guy for myself. Vicky Horgan believed the same for herself until Stuart gunned her down.
Now, in 2004 I could not believe that Mark Rowberry can possibly get gang raped and have his friends and ex-girlfriends gloating behind his back, because he was well-established and popular in Henley. I expected that if this is true his friend Steven the fitness instructor at the Odyssey Club, who hates my guts, who was full of iron-muscle, a very strong guy would go and beat up any rapists. However, clearly the Thames Valley Police provides with subtle bias full support to a number of hate crimes. The hate crime criminals in the area that Thames Valley Police exerts authority are highly confident in their personal aggression and their criminal glee comes from police and authority back up.

Friday, 21 September 2007

Socrates and the Thames Valley Police Force

Matter of fact I was Socrates. This bad habit I displayed from 2001 until 2007, starting at people barking at me "you fucking whore!" or "kill her" or "why not kill her if we can make some money" with total incomprehension, is disgracefully extended in my life as Socrates for over 24 years! Socrates was described as a weird guy, with a threatening swagger, and the comedy Clouds by Aristophanes which ridicules and degrades me had been written 24 years before my trial and death penalty. So, I had been subjected to the same viciousness by the robotic-minded mob, to kill me sideways through ridicule, defamation, degradation and dire poverty.

While I was in Walthamstow, from 2005, the harassment and the agressive verbal abuse went on, so I went to the police three times. The second time was off the record to tell them that from sideways talk I heard (subtle bias of harassment) there are videos from my bedroom going all across London. The officer mentioned "well, if there are videos of you having sex...you should bring us the camera, we need some evidence in order to investigate".
But I had said "from my bedroom" I hadn't mentioned sex, because I didn't have sex in Walthamstow. Last time I had sex was in Henley, in 2004, witch means that videos of me having sex are either from Henley or have been doctored. What I heard after I moved to Walthamstow is about videos going out on the Internet with me inserting a tampon, taking off my dentures, eating a comfort meal, and also from the toilet, I don't know which toilet in which area, me, wiping my ass.
The abuse of surveillance techniques started from Thames Valley Police and continued from Walthamstow Police. By the time I had filed my last complaint here, in end 2006-2007, the Police knew about these videos but told me nothing. I heard however a PC, laughing loud and telling a group of male and female PCs that " Ha!Ha! She has no place to hide...! changing her clothes behind the door!...."
There are videos of me in the toilet or inserting a tampon or having sex( and somebody is making good money out of this malicious aggression and exploitation of the sexually disturbed punters and woman-haters) going on the net years now, and this is done with police surveillance systems,facilities,police support and distribution and police protection. Boy! are they good with their paperwork! Boy! did they work so hard to "investigate" the harassment complaint I had made, all the while sending out the videos.
Thames Valley police are sitting behind another HUGE hate crime in 2004.
Stuart Horgan shooting his ex-wife and her sister.
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/main.jhtml?xml=/news/2004/06/08/nhorg08.xml&sSheet=/news/2004/06/08/ixnewstop.html
http://www.guardian.co.uk/uk_news/story/0,,1321444,00.html
"An internal review of the Thames Valley force's role, overseen by the Independent Police Complaints Commission, said there was no justification for the delay, and criticised a catalogue of failure. These included poor decision-making, delay in passing command of the situation to a specialist firearms officer, confusion in the control room and over the emergency services' rendezvous point. "
I recognized Stuart and his ex-wife in the newspapers, because I remembered back in Twyford in 2003, Stuart ranting abuse about me non-stop until their train to Reading arrived. Stuart would start ranting about me to his mates every time he would see me in Maidenhead. I was staring and could not understand where does he get the urge and the passion to be so hostile to a total stranger.
http://www.xenu-directory.net/practices/runningprogram.html «By lowering the endurance of a person, a group, or nation, and by constant degradation and defamation, it is possible to induce, thus, a state of shock which will receive adequately any command given.» — L. Ron Hubbard, "Brainwashing Manual", p. 34.

Stuart Horgan had been cautioned and arrested many times by the Thames Valley Police. While they are good with the paperwork, they sideways nurtured and implicitelly and covertly agreed with him that he should hate "the bitches". He shot his ex-wife, because the "bitch" wanted to move on and find a nice guy. His rightness to hate her, as well as me who was a total stranger had always been secretely nurtured by the Thames Valley Police.

Of course the Police delayed to let the paramedics in, not just for fear of another Hungerford, but mainly because they KNEW how crazy violent Stuart Horgan had been, they ALWAYS KNEW and they had wanted him to be that way. They hate the bitches in the Police. So, now they were too scared to move in earlier, because it's ok by them if he shot her, they were just trembling to be the next target of his rage.

It is also the Thames Valley Police that is behind this bizzare freak-out cover up about Mark Rowberry getting gang-raped in Henley.
It is the Police Force in Thames Valley and Walthamstow the core support and hub of the above hate crimes.
Personally the cost exceeds the£100.000 actual financial loss, plus health and emotional damage.
I will copy the ipcc and take it from there.

Sunday, 16 September 2007

So if there is so much shock torture why nobody remembers?

Because, your visual perception is blocked, so everything takes place in darkness or blackness.
Because at the end of the "rundown-hypnosis-session" Hubbard installs action phrases such as:
bouncers such as "Get up," "Get out" ; holders such as "Stay here," "Don't move"; misdirectors such as "Don't know whether I'm coming or going," or "Everything is backwards"; downbouncers such as "Get under," or "Go back"; groupers such as "Everything happens at once," "Pull yourself together"; callbacks such as "Come back here," "Please come"; and the denier, which states that the engram does not exist, such as "There isn't anything here," "I can't see anything".
There is also the valence shifter which shifts the individual from his own identity to the identity of another; the valence-bouncer, which prohibits an individual from going into some particular valence; the valence denier, which may deny that the person even exists; and the valence-grouper which makes all valences seem the same. From: http://www.freezone.co.nz/dict-A.htm
If you don't remember, it's because of the above. That's why I am Socrates, because I got out of amnesia with my own Socratic method. I just did it well,put together smart questions and much later I remembered I was Socrates.
People do not have sufficient available perception units without the realistic immortality program that I have been putting together from 2005 to now.