Some things are better left unsaid was my state of mind back in 2001. Since I was the newbie in Mark Rowberry's "circle", all I had to do is walk away if we don't have any common ground.
I don't have inferiority complex, freudian complex, penis envy, electra complex or oedipus complex. Since Mark was doing his own thing, what was good for me was to go out with othr people and meet more balanced and constructive personalities.
Now, my live and let live attitude, just get rid of them, find new people was taken as weakness. The bottom line is that the Henleys and the Londoners have a massive Electra complex http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Electra_complex , subconsciously they consider Mark Rowberry their father, they are in some way "fantacy-avenging" their "father" because I somehow "wronged" him. These levels of lunacy and engineered hate, have to go: quite right I wanted to get rid of him because he was obnoxious to me, and if he doesn't consent to sex but wants to protest and make some sort of big deal scandal out of a one-night stand, I don't mind if he finds some other silly woman to play with. I don't have penis envy to bother why Mark is sleeping around when he is forty. For myself there were calmer and more entertaining guys.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oedipus_complex,
Matter of fact, the police in knowing along the vast majority of people in London about video or webcam or cctv clips that show me in the toilet, or inserting a tampon, or wiping my ass etc. is promoting ridicule, and malicious stereotyping against me. There was a rentboy who was boasting that he gets £300 a blowjob from Mark Rowberry back in 2004 and was also spreading rumours that Mark had done suicide. That a rentboy hates my guts and follows me down in Shepperd's Bush in London to harass me is not too shocking, because he is obviously some kind of a degraded being.
But the police quietly refusing to find anything when they know as soon as they see me face to face what is going on, is totally out of order. They are the last people you expect to have rentboy mentality or Electra complex.
Saturday 29 September 2007
Monday 24 September 2007
Mark Rowberry and the corruption of the youth
One of the two charges for my death penalty was that I corrupt the youth of Athens as Socrates.
When I observed Mark Rowberry back in 2001, I was amnesiac homo sapiens like you. What I saw was that people in Henley regardless of their age, in their twenties, thirties or sixties had a strong inferiority complex towards this guy Mark. That his superiority does not rub-off on Graham, or Simon the Dentist, or Valerio so, they don't really gain anything in terms of status or influence by standing next to him. Same goes for the women: Amanda, Elisabeth, Lee, Eva and the others.
So, I was staring and could not explain why are they so antagonized immediately and they hit back by secretly farting behind my back that I'm a whore, hostility, snide comments, social exclusion, ridicule, barking abuse at me, spreading defamation and slurs, why all this massive upset about the one-night stand with me, one of nineteen women he shagged in 2001?
Why is it that they don't get upset about all the other blowjobs he gets, and why do they stay so hostility involved with me when I don't mind if Mark doesn't want to like me and I should find somebody else?
It has to do with who we are forever: there are two generations of souls.
The 144.000 indestructibles and the new souls who can die forever.
Bone structures and energy packets and pay packets are what we call appearences and they are deceptive. Mark Rowberry and Steve the fitness instructor may have the same height and body-build but Mark is immortal and Jesus can take him out from the electronic trap and the body cycle, but Steve will be dead forever by then. The immortal soul bit at the other end of the body is what you learn to distinguish when you win your perception units back, which are trapped under your slaughtered enemy in the last 3.000 years.
You hit a black wall and cannot remember anything because the last 100 million years are a compressed file, a ridge, like a winzip and only through your slaughtered enemy can you decompress the files, look at them and remember. At the moment, you have no mind-eyes to see. You only got eyeballs, so I left Mark to be with any woman he likes for your eyeballs to approve and I won back the eyes of the mind to find out who I am, who is Mark, who are you and what is coming to hit us if the Antichrist Agenda is not deconstructed internationally.
The new souls have not consolidated their potential immortality yet, they can die, they are not safe so far. They have not won Jihad against a Satan, they were born after the First Paradise and they have never done immaculate conceptions. On top of that, their father and mother Adam and Eve had forgotten how to fight Satan, had used their children in warfare and warcrimes and got them further mutilated as theta (life force), which the mind-engineer Hubbard exploited to implant them between lives and make them more malicious, destructive and corrupt.
So, now they are energy packets that the body triggers on a reflex.
I was observing irrational behaviour:
Amanda and Elisabeth becoming insecure women, because Mark would take them on an emotional curve : one day admired on a pedestal, next day crashed to pieces because he was cheating and will not report or be accountable.
Eva and Lee at his convenience and imagining that they should try harder and keep waiting for all his other relationships to collapse.
Lee, I found out, was famously married to Mark-General Alkiviades 2400 years ago. He had insulted her father, then made friends, then got a huge dowry to marry his daughter, then was cheating and she felt so much shame that she went to the public place in Athens to ask the officials for divorce, Mark-Alkiviades picked her up and run her back to lock her up at home, they had a son and then Mark-Alkiviades pressured his father-in-law to double the dowry money, her father refused but he was scared of Alkiviades “bestest buddies” so he gave the money demanded, but after that he went to the Athens officials and disinherited his daughter and made a public will that if he has a “mysterious death” all his money goes to the State, not his daughter or son-in-law. So, Lee and her family don’t remember but they know that emotional abuse=marriage to Mark and they are his children for ever, a much younger and seriously confused generation of souls.
Valerio and Simon the Dentist and Aziz obsessing and ranting against me.
Sixty and seventy years old women barking at me like harridans that I'm a whore.
Sixty and sixty five year old guys, who were later busted in paedophile rings calling me "a horn".
The director of human resources, forgetting that he is near a 100K packet respected executive and getting involved in my personal life and keeping up the sickening name calling within Invesco festering for more than 3 years, for what realistic benefit or personal profit did this guy risk his career with Invesco?
Why all this irrational behaviour? It has to do with the generations of the soul holding power over the generations of the body.
These people even in their sixties, even on a 100K income a year are the children generation. From Stuart Horgan the most disturbed, to the High Rank Thames Valley. Nothing to gain by vilifying or ridiculing me, just cutting their own throats and helping the Antichrist engineered Agenda for Teheran and Tel Aviv to start the Holocaust. It doesn't matter which side drops the A-bomb, the Antichrist will genocide the entire planet after that.
Hubbard had defeated Adam-Eve and their children with his Excalibur strategy. The father was a lunatic general or king good at butchering his enemies, their mother had been mobbed and lynched and murdered by her children and the children where living on the "survival of the fittest" principle and had become fraudsters, thieves, insecure sluts, and criminals. Charles Manson along with other “buddies” had learned from their father Adam to butcher enemies, women and anybody weaker and they had done these things together, which Hubbard exploits further to implant them with hypnotic commands + drugs+ amnesia on top of that to produce more psycho killers.
So, the issue Corruption of the youth has been answered by Hubbard in 1938. Excalibur. Google all about it, there is at least three people who have read the original manuscripts. It is engineered on the basic conflict that Adam is a Jihadi loser, because he has been butchering false enemies to become a Despot. Eva has been frantic to reverse the coming Holocaust as Socrates, Joan of Arc and Bernadette Soubirous.
So, the entire SEX-SCANDAL surrounding Mark Rowberry and me is the upset of the children:
They don't want their father to have sex with their mother. They hate the idea that their father loves their mother and might treat her well.
They imagine they have superior status when they suck up to their "superior" father and advise him to treat his mother like a whore.
Then they get upset because their mother despises their father's mentality.
Their mother didn’t know that they are a much younger generation, so, she gets exasperated and calls them idiots, dimwits and morons.
Then there is the Freak-Out scam: did the children actually gang-raped their father to prevent him to get in touch with their mother? Did they steal their father’s money? Did they hush-hush everything with the help of his children in the Thames Valley Police? One hell of an Excalibur scam.
These people in Henley as well as the high rank in Thames Valley and Walthamstow Police are being self-destructively obsessed to sabotage me as a person and as a woman.
Hubbard has TRUE reason to hate my guts, he hates his kismet to be taken hostage-our servant until we complete one more immaculate conception round, we defeat with him as hostage one more satan and then we complete the Second Paradise and we consolidate our expansion. That's the true Agenda for the next one Billion years. We the now dispersed Jewish, Muslim, Christian, Hindu, Buddhist Jihadis, will derail the slaughter and nuclear holocaust he has engineered for us in the next six years, get a firm grip on a rational-evolution handling of force.
Mark is leading the new souls to total perdition, under the brainwashing of the Antichrist. The people he influences are his youngest children, that’s why they are so awestruck and he has been corrupting them with appearances, superiority, love of money and status and desperate effort to become his equals. They can have equal bodies or equal cars or equal houses, but they will be dead by the time Jesus becomes his saviour.
These are my preoccupations about the corruption of the youth which has been going on for the last 100 million years.
When I observed Mark Rowberry back in 2001, I was amnesiac homo sapiens like you. What I saw was that people in Henley regardless of their age, in their twenties, thirties or sixties had a strong inferiority complex towards this guy Mark. That his superiority does not rub-off on Graham, or Simon the Dentist, or Valerio so, they don't really gain anything in terms of status or influence by standing next to him. Same goes for the women: Amanda, Elisabeth, Lee, Eva and the others.
So, I was staring and could not explain why are they so antagonized immediately and they hit back by secretly farting behind my back that I'm a whore, hostility, snide comments, social exclusion, ridicule, barking abuse at me, spreading defamation and slurs, why all this massive upset about the one-night stand with me, one of nineteen women he shagged in 2001?
Why is it that they don't get upset about all the other blowjobs he gets, and why do they stay so hostility involved with me when I don't mind if Mark doesn't want to like me and I should find somebody else?
It has to do with who we are forever: there are two generations of souls.
The 144.000 indestructibles and the new souls who can die forever.
Bone structures and energy packets and pay packets are what we call appearences and they are deceptive. Mark Rowberry and Steve the fitness instructor may have the same height and body-build but Mark is immortal and Jesus can take him out from the electronic trap and the body cycle, but Steve will be dead forever by then. The immortal soul bit at the other end of the body is what you learn to distinguish when you win your perception units back, which are trapped under your slaughtered enemy in the last 3.000 years.
You hit a black wall and cannot remember anything because the last 100 million years are a compressed file, a ridge, like a winzip and only through your slaughtered enemy can you decompress the files, look at them and remember. At the moment, you have no mind-eyes to see. You only got eyeballs, so I left Mark to be with any woman he likes for your eyeballs to approve and I won back the eyes of the mind to find out who I am, who is Mark, who are you and what is coming to hit us if the Antichrist Agenda is not deconstructed internationally.
The new souls have not consolidated their potential immortality yet, they can die, they are not safe so far. They have not won Jihad against a Satan, they were born after the First Paradise and they have never done immaculate conceptions. On top of that, their father and mother Adam and Eve had forgotten how to fight Satan, had used their children in warfare and warcrimes and got them further mutilated as theta (life force), which the mind-engineer Hubbard exploited to implant them between lives and make them more malicious, destructive and corrupt.
So, now they are energy packets that the body triggers on a reflex.
I was observing irrational behaviour:
Amanda and Elisabeth becoming insecure women, because Mark would take them on an emotional curve : one day admired on a pedestal, next day crashed to pieces because he was cheating and will not report or be accountable.
Eva and Lee at his convenience and imagining that they should try harder and keep waiting for all his other relationships to collapse.
Lee, I found out, was famously married to Mark-General Alkiviades 2400 years ago. He had insulted her father, then made friends, then got a huge dowry to marry his daughter, then was cheating and she felt so much shame that she went to the public place in Athens to ask the officials for divorce, Mark-Alkiviades picked her up and run her back to lock her up at home, they had a son and then Mark-Alkiviades pressured his father-in-law to double the dowry money, her father refused but he was scared of Alkiviades “bestest buddies” so he gave the money demanded, but after that he went to the Athens officials and disinherited his daughter and made a public will that if he has a “mysterious death” all his money goes to the State, not his daughter or son-in-law. So, Lee and her family don’t remember but they know that emotional abuse=marriage to Mark and they are his children for ever, a much younger and seriously confused generation of souls.
Valerio and Simon the Dentist and Aziz obsessing and ranting against me.
Sixty and seventy years old women barking at me like harridans that I'm a whore.
Sixty and sixty five year old guys, who were later busted in paedophile rings calling me "a horn".
The director of human resources, forgetting that he is near a 100K packet respected executive and getting involved in my personal life and keeping up the sickening name calling within Invesco festering for more than 3 years, for what realistic benefit or personal profit did this guy risk his career with Invesco?
Why all this irrational behaviour? It has to do with the generations of the soul holding power over the generations of the body.
These people even in their sixties, even on a 100K income a year are the children generation. From Stuart Horgan the most disturbed, to the High Rank Thames Valley. Nothing to gain by vilifying or ridiculing me, just cutting their own throats and helping the Antichrist engineered Agenda for Teheran and Tel Aviv to start the Holocaust. It doesn't matter which side drops the A-bomb, the Antichrist will genocide the entire planet after that.
Hubbard had defeated Adam-Eve and their children with his Excalibur strategy. The father was a lunatic general or king good at butchering his enemies, their mother had been mobbed and lynched and murdered by her children and the children where living on the "survival of the fittest" principle and had become fraudsters, thieves, insecure sluts, and criminals. Charles Manson along with other “buddies” had learned from their father Adam to butcher enemies, women and anybody weaker and they had done these things together, which Hubbard exploits further to implant them with hypnotic commands + drugs+ amnesia on top of that to produce more psycho killers.
So, the issue Corruption of the youth has been answered by Hubbard in 1938. Excalibur. Google all about it, there is at least three people who have read the original manuscripts. It is engineered on the basic conflict that Adam is a Jihadi loser, because he has been butchering false enemies to become a Despot. Eva has been frantic to reverse the coming Holocaust as Socrates, Joan of Arc and Bernadette Soubirous.
So, the entire SEX-SCANDAL surrounding Mark Rowberry and me is the upset of the children:
They don't want their father to have sex with their mother. They hate the idea that their father loves their mother and might treat her well.
They imagine they have superior status when they suck up to their "superior" father and advise him to treat his mother like a whore.
Then they get upset because their mother despises their father's mentality.
Their mother didn’t know that they are a much younger generation, so, she gets exasperated and calls them idiots, dimwits and morons.
Then there is the Freak-Out scam: did the children actually gang-raped their father to prevent him to get in touch with their mother? Did they steal their father’s money? Did they hush-hush everything with the help of his children in the Thames Valley Police? One hell of an Excalibur scam.
These people in Henley as well as the high rank in Thames Valley and Walthamstow Police are being self-destructively obsessed to sabotage me as a person and as a woman.
Hubbard has TRUE reason to hate my guts, he hates his kismet to be taken hostage-our servant until we complete one more immaculate conception round, we defeat with him as hostage one more satan and then we complete the Second Paradise and we consolidate our expansion. That's the true Agenda for the next one Billion years. We the now dispersed Jewish, Muslim, Christian, Hindu, Buddhist Jihadis, will derail the slaughter and nuclear holocaust he has engineered for us in the next six years, get a firm grip on a rational-evolution handling of force.
Mark is leading the new souls to total perdition, under the brainwashing of the Antichrist. The people he influences are his youngest children, that’s why they are so awestruck and he has been corrupting them with appearances, superiority, love of money and status and desperate effort to become his equals. They can have equal bodies or equal cars or equal houses, but they will be dead by the time Jesus becomes his saviour.
These are my preoccupations about the corruption of the youth which has been going on for the last 100 million years.
Sunday 23 September 2007
I'm a bitch and you WILL open your mass media to me
Congratulations to myself for going through my slaughtered enemy, those 80.000 civilian Protestants of the St Bartholomew Massacre. My lousy life as Socrates and Bernadette did not go wasted.This is the straight gate to power. You sure have successfully butchered some ethnic group or other in the last 3.000 years. Gather from me the knowledge, locate with some help who they were, ask them my 10 questions, get out of mutilation. I managed this in extremely adverse conditions, from January 2005 I had come out intact and won back perception units the size of 80.000 human lives from that Massacre in six months. I was under steady hate lashing, various pimps were working up my neighbours in Abbeywood to hate me , I was starving and was living with another overworked and starving Scientologist, who was also struggling to give up epilepsy medication and was having seizures, one of the most abusive and irrational tactics of Hubbard the Satan.
Yet I made it, and these additional perception units moved super fast up and down bringing to surface my deaths as Socrates, Joan of Arc, Bernadette Soubirous and then back to the Confederacy Holocaust. God is justice allright. What stops you from getting this full service is Heber's St Peter's stubborn treachery within the Church of Scientology. He could have said it all about warcrimes from 1986. Yet, he leaves humanity drawn in blood knowingly and willingly, just to spite me.
Am I a bitch? Yes!
Am I pretty or charming? No, Middle East Teheran-Tel Aviv is EXPLOSIVE and we have been losing Jihad, because if you don't know the specific name-address-strategy of the specific Satan you will become war-criminal, you will be killing false enemies, MUTILATING YOURSELF TO FINAL EXTINCTION. Going through my slaughtered enemy was gruelling ,but that's not what made me fat and scruffy. It was the constant London hate hitting me for no reason except that the Antichrist wants me to shut up. But, I didn't know that back in 2005.
What about the hate-discrimination-harassment? I will spcc, and copy several terminals.
What about Mark Rowberry? Was I a bitch? No, the guy got lucky but he just could not show some loyalty to his own dick. His priority was to call me a whore, not to be trusted or be appreciated by me. So, what did I do to him after that? I sent him a note to go back to his girlfriends and I cursed him "May you get stuck with an English cow."
Pragmatic Immortality is the biggest thing that happened for trillions of years, and you will listen, I am asking you to personally verify and establish that God exists and God is Justice and is merciful too. This is your chance, and now.
You are not being asked to like my nose or my hair, you are being showed how to grab your own immortality and God's justice here and now, while being human and alive.
How long does it take to verify individually that God indeed exists and is Justice first and Mercy too? Less than three years. In less than three years the entire concept of war will have changed forever.
Knowledge-control-ownership. You don't know that you have God ownership, until you start raising knowledge and control.
So, yes I am a bitch but I am a fantastic woman.
About the Mark Rowberry freak-out, if his pimps didn't want to bring over "Joanna the whore" why didn't he ask his doctor for some viagra?
This entire decapitation of the Antichrist will be completed, even if I have to go abroad to do it.
It had been done.
Yet I made it, and these additional perception units moved super fast up and down bringing to surface my deaths as Socrates, Joan of Arc, Bernadette Soubirous and then back to the Confederacy Holocaust. God is justice allright. What stops you from getting this full service is Heber's St Peter's stubborn treachery within the Church of Scientology. He could have said it all about warcrimes from 1986. Yet, he leaves humanity drawn in blood knowingly and willingly, just to spite me.
Am I a bitch? Yes!
Am I pretty or charming? No, Middle East Teheran-Tel Aviv is EXPLOSIVE and we have been losing Jihad, because if you don't know the specific name-address-strategy of the specific Satan you will become war-criminal, you will be killing false enemies, MUTILATING YOURSELF TO FINAL EXTINCTION. Going through my slaughtered enemy was gruelling ,but that's not what made me fat and scruffy. It was the constant London hate hitting me for no reason except that the Antichrist wants me to shut up. But, I didn't know that back in 2005.
What about the hate-discrimination-harassment? I will spcc, and copy several terminals.
What about Mark Rowberry? Was I a bitch? No, the guy got lucky but he just could not show some loyalty to his own dick. His priority was to call me a whore, not to be trusted or be appreciated by me. So, what did I do to him after that? I sent him a note to go back to his girlfriends and I cursed him "May you get stuck with an English cow."
Pragmatic Immortality is the biggest thing that happened for trillions of years, and you will listen, I am asking you to personally verify and establish that God exists and God is Justice and is merciful too. This is your chance, and now.
You are not being asked to like my nose or my hair, you are being showed how to grab your own immortality and God's justice here and now, while being human and alive.
How long does it take to verify individually that God indeed exists and is Justice first and Mercy too? Less than three years. In less than three years the entire concept of war will have changed forever.
Knowledge-control-ownership. You don't know that you have God ownership, until you start raising knowledge and control.
So, yes I am a bitch but I am a fantastic woman.
About the Mark Rowberry freak-out, if his pimps didn't want to bring over "Joanna the whore" why didn't he ask his doctor for some viagra?
This entire decapitation of the Antichrist will be completed, even if I have to go abroad to do it.
It had been done.
Saturday 22 September 2007
Confident obstruction of Justice perpetuated by the Police Force
The confidence displayed by Walthamstow police in doing the paperwork when I file a complaint as a victim of crime, and their determination to "investigate" and find nothing and keep asking me for more evidence in order to keep "finding nothing" and closing "the investigation" is clearly coming from a long standing nurturing of hate crimes from some high rank officials in the Thames Valley Police. It's the Walthamstow Police supporting hate crimes committed and kept secret by the Thames Valley Police. Thames Valley Police and Walthamstow Police are the backbone of distributing ridicule videos of me wiping my ass or inserting a tampon on the internet and dictating all London to cut my communications and nullify-destroy me as a person. Who exactly inside the Thames Valley Police had started "a fair game" aggression against me, Vicky Horgan and her sister and Mark Rowberry? Clearly if this guy's influence extends as far as East grinstead where I had murder threats when visiting, if this guy makes the Walthamstow Police Constables laughing with raging hostility behind my back, he can promote hate crimes and obstruction of Justice all across London. Who is this "hate power" inside the Thames Valley Force? What other hate crimes have gone "unresolved" in the areas under Thames Valley jurisdiction?
Mark Rowberry could go on pulling a dozen new girls a year, they were consenting adults,
I had every right to find a decent guy for myself,
Vicky Horgan and her sister had every right to move on with their life.
Who is the undetected nurturing foundation behind the "mistakes" about the Horgan killings?? Who stayed untouched and escaped detection for the mistakes about the Stuart Horgan killings and with this Hubris and power trip mentality conducts a hate and death threat campaign against me all across London?
Mark Rowberry and me have worldwide religious importance, because our past explains what dangers was Jesus aiming to avert and he came here to get crucified. The secret that he is St John the Evangelist and I am Magdalene had to stay secret until I can get confirmation from Jesus about this, which was not forthcoming from the Bible, or the Da Vinci Code or any other commercial entertainment nonsense because none of them deals with the specific identity of the Antichrist. Until I had located the Antichrist and his operations I was not getting confirmation from Jesus.
Who is the guy in the Thames Valley Police Force perpetuating hate crimes against me for six years now?
The mind engineering strategy behind the hate and ridicule and general sabotage aggression against me is to cut down and destroy my endurance by having me attacked, vilified,sabotaged and betrayed from as many sides as possible to prevent me from striking down the Antichrist successfully now that the time has come.
Mark Rowberry could go on pulling a dozen new girls a year, they were consenting adults,
I had every right to find a decent guy for myself,
Vicky Horgan and her sister had every right to move on with their life.
Who is the undetected nurturing foundation behind the "mistakes" about the Horgan killings?? Who stayed untouched and escaped detection for the mistakes about the Stuart Horgan killings and with this Hubris and power trip mentality conducts a hate and death threat campaign against me all across London?
Mark Rowberry and me have worldwide religious importance, because our past explains what dangers was Jesus aiming to avert and he came here to get crucified. The secret that he is St John the Evangelist and I am Magdalene had to stay secret until I can get confirmation from Jesus about this, which was not forthcoming from the Bible, or the Da Vinci Code or any other commercial entertainment nonsense because none of them deals with the specific identity of the Antichrist. Until I had located the Antichrist and his operations I was not getting confirmation from Jesus.
Who is the guy in the Thames Valley Police Force perpetuating hate crimes against me for six years now?
The mind engineering strategy behind the hate and ridicule and general sabotage aggression against me is to cut down and destroy my endurance by having me attacked, vilified,sabotaged and betrayed from as many sides as possible to prevent me from striking down the Antichrist successfully now that the time has come.
Thames Valley Police:did they back up the gang rape of Mark Rowberry?
Mark Rowberry, as I observed from next door wants a lot of new conquests. So, I was perfectly used to the fact that he prances around like a peacock in Henley and pulls several younger, taller, richer, thinner women. So, I wasn't bothered by his conquests, I believed that I can pull a supportive guy for myself. Vicky Horgan believed the same for herself until Stuart gunned her down.
Now, in 2004 I could not believe that Mark Rowberry can possibly get gang raped and have his friends and ex-girlfriends gloating behind his back, because he was well-established and popular in Henley. I expected that if this is true his friend Steven the fitness instructor at the Odyssey Club, who hates my guts, who was full of iron-muscle, a very strong guy would go and beat up any rapists. However, clearly the Thames Valley Police provides with subtle bias full support to a number of hate crimes. The hate crime criminals in the area that Thames Valley Police exerts authority are highly confident in their personal aggression and their criminal glee comes from police and authority back up.
Now, in 2004 I could not believe that Mark Rowberry can possibly get gang raped and have his friends and ex-girlfriends gloating behind his back, because he was well-established and popular in Henley. I expected that if this is true his friend Steven the fitness instructor at the Odyssey Club, who hates my guts, who was full of iron-muscle, a very strong guy would go and beat up any rapists. However, clearly the Thames Valley Police provides with subtle bias full support to a number of hate crimes. The hate crime criminals in the area that Thames Valley Police exerts authority are highly confident in their personal aggression and their criminal glee comes from police and authority back up.
Friday 21 September 2007
Socrates and the Thames Valley Police Force
Matter of fact I was Socrates. This bad habit I displayed from 2001 until 2007, starting at people barking at me "you fucking whore!" or "kill her" or "why not kill her if we can make some money" with total incomprehension, is disgracefully extended in my life as Socrates for over 24 years! Socrates was described as a weird guy, with a threatening swagger, and the comedy Clouds by Aristophanes which ridicules and degrades me had been written 24 years before my trial and death penalty. So, I had been subjected to the same viciousness by the robotic-minded mob, to kill me sideways through ridicule, defamation, degradation and dire poverty.
While I was in Walthamstow, from 2005, the harassment and the agressive verbal abuse went on, so I went to the police three times. The second time was off the record to tell them that from sideways talk I heard (subtle bias of harassment) there are videos from my bedroom going all across London. The officer mentioned "well, if there are videos of you having sex...you should bring us the camera, we need some evidence in order to investigate".
But I had said "from my bedroom" I hadn't mentioned sex, because I didn't have sex in Walthamstow. Last time I had sex was in Henley, in 2004, witch means that videos of me having sex are either from Henley or have been doctored. What I heard after I moved to Walthamstow is about videos going out on the Internet with me inserting a tampon, taking off my dentures, eating a comfort meal, and also from the toilet, I don't know which toilet in which area, me, wiping my ass.
The abuse of surveillance techniques started from Thames Valley Police and continued from Walthamstow Police. By the time I had filed my last complaint here, in end 2006-2007, the Police knew about these videos but told me nothing. I heard however a PC, laughing loud and telling a group of male and female PCs that " Ha!Ha! She has no place to hide...! changing her clothes behind the door!...."
There are videos of me in the toilet or inserting a tampon or having sex( and somebody is making good money out of this malicious aggression and exploitation of the sexually disturbed punters and woman-haters) going on the net years now, and this is done with police surveillance systems,facilities,police support and distribution and police protection. Boy! are they good with their paperwork! Boy! did they work so hard to "investigate" the harassment complaint I had made, all the while sending out the videos.
Thames Valley police are sitting behind another HUGE hate crime in 2004.
Stuart Horgan shooting his ex-wife and her sister.
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/main.jhtml?xml=/news/2004/06/08/nhorg08.xml&sSheet=/news/2004/06/08/ixnewstop.html
http://www.guardian.co.uk/uk_news/story/0,,1321444,00.html
"An internal review of the Thames Valley force's role, overseen by the Independent Police Complaints Commission, said there was no justification for the delay, and criticised a catalogue of failure. These included poor decision-making, delay in passing command of the situation to a specialist firearms officer, confusion in the control room and over the emergency services' rendezvous point. "
I recognized Stuart and his ex-wife in the newspapers, because I remembered back in Twyford in 2003, Stuart ranting abuse about me non-stop until their train to Reading arrived. Stuart would start ranting about me to his mates every time he would see me in Maidenhead. I was staring and could not understand where does he get the urge and the passion to be so hostile to a total stranger.
http://www.xenu-directory.net/practices/runningprogram.html «By lowering the endurance of a person, a group, or nation, and by constant degradation and defamation, it is possible to induce, thus, a state of shock which will receive adequately any command given.» — L. Ron Hubbard, "Brainwashing Manual", p. 34.
Stuart Horgan had been cautioned and arrested many times by the Thames Valley Police. While they are good with the paperwork, they sideways nurtured and implicitelly and covertly agreed with him that he should hate "the bitches". He shot his ex-wife, because the "bitch" wanted to move on and find a nice guy. His rightness to hate her, as well as me who was a total stranger had always been secretely nurtured by the Thames Valley Police.
Of course the Police delayed to let the paramedics in, not just for fear of another Hungerford, but mainly because they KNEW how crazy violent Stuart Horgan had been, they ALWAYS KNEW and they had wanted him to be that way. They hate the bitches in the Police. So, now they were too scared to move in earlier, because it's ok by them if he shot her, they were just trembling to be the next target of his rage.
It is also the Thames Valley Police that is behind this bizzare freak-out cover up about Mark Rowberry getting gang-raped in Henley.
It is the Police Force in Thames Valley and Walthamstow the core support and hub of the above hate crimes.
Personally the cost exceeds the£100.000 actual financial loss, plus health and emotional damage.
I will copy the ipcc and take it from there.
While I was in Walthamstow, from 2005, the harassment and the agressive verbal abuse went on, so I went to the police three times. The second time was off the record to tell them that from sideways talk I heard (subtle bias of harassment) there are videos from my bedroom going all across London. The officer mentioned "well, if there are videos of you having sex...you should bring us the camera, we need some evidence in order to investigate".
But I had said "from my bedroom" I hadn't mentioned sex, because I didn't have sex in Walthamstow. Last time I had sex was in Henley, in 2004, witch means that videos of me having sex are either from Henley or have been doctored. What I heard after I moved to Walthamstow is about videos going out on the Internet with me inserting a tampon, taking off my dentures, eating a comfort meal, and also from the toilet, I don't know which toilet in which area, me, wiping my ass.
The abuse of surveillance techniques started from Thames Valley Police and continued from Walthamstow Police. By the time I had filed my last complaint here, in end 2006-2007, the Police knew about these videos but told me nothing. I heard however a PC, laughing loud and telling a group of male and female PCs that " Ha!Ha! She has no place to hide...! changing her clothes behind the door!...."
There are videos of me in the toilet or inserting a tampon or having sex( and somebody is making good money out of this malicious aggression and exploitation of the sexually disturbed punters and woman-haters) going on the net years now, and this is done with police surveillance systems,facilities,police support and distribution and police protection. Boy! are they good with their paperwork! Boy! did they work so hard to "investigate" the harassment complaint I had made, all the while sending out the videos.
Thames Valley police are sitting behind another HUGE hate crime in 2004.
Stuart Horgan shooting his ex-wife and her sister.
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/main.jhtml?xml=/news/2004/06/08/nhorg08.xml&sSheet=/news/2004/06/08/ixnewstop.html
http://www.guardian.co.uk/uk_news/story/0,,1321444,00.html
"An internal review of the Thames Valley force's role, overseen by the Independent Police Complaints Commission, said there was no justification for the delay, and criticised a catalogue of failure. These included poor decision-making, delay in passing command of the situation to a specialist firearms officer, confusion in the control room and over the emergency services' rendezvous point. "
I recognized Stuart and his ex-wife in the newspapers, because I remembered back in Twyford in 2003, Stuart ranting abuse about me non-stop until their train to Reading arrived. Stuart would start ranting about me to his mates every time he would see me in Maidenhead. I was staring and could not understand where does he get the urge and the passion to be so hostile to a total stranger.
http://www.xenu-directory.net/practices/runningprogram.html «By lowering the endurance of a person, a group, or nation, and by constant degradation and defamation, it is possible to induce, thus, a state of shock which will receive adequately any command given.» — L. Ron Hubbard, "Brainwashing Manual", p. 34.
Stuart Horgan had been cautioned and arrested many times by the Thames Valley Police. While they are good with the paperwork, they sideways nurtured and implicitelly and covertly agreed with him that he should hate "the bitches". He shot his ex-wife, because the "bitch" wanted to move on and find a nice guy. His rightness to hate her, as well as me who was a total stranger had always been secretely nurtured by the Thames Valley Police.
Of course the Police delayed to let the paramedics in, not just for fear of another Hungerford, but mainly because they KNEW how crazy violent Stuart Horgan had been, they ALWAYS KNEW and they had wanted him to be that way. They hate the bitches in the Police. So, now they were too scared to move in earlier, because it's ok by them if he shot her, they were just trembling to be the next target of his rage.
It is also the Thames Valley Police that is behind this bizzare freak-out cover up about Mark Rowberry getting gang-raped in Henley.
It is the Police Force in Thames Valley and Walthamstow the core support and hub of the above hate crimes.
Personally the cost exceeds the£100.000 actual financial loss, plus health and emotional damage.
I will copy the ipcc and take it from there.
Sunday 16 September 2007
So if there is so much shock torture why nobody remembers?
Because, your visual perception is blocked, so everything takes place in darkness or blackness.
Because at the end of the "rundown-hypnosis-session" Hubbard installs action phrases such as:
bouncers such as "Get up," "Get out" ; holders such as "Stay here," "Don't move"; misdirectors such as "Don't know whether I'm coming or going," or "Everything is backwards"; downbouncers such as "Get under," or "Go back"; groupers such as "Everything happens at once," "Pull yourself together"; callbacks such as "Come back here," "Please come"; and the denier, which states that the engram does not exist, such as "There isn't anything here," "I can't see anything".
There is also the valence shifter which shifts the individual from his own identity to the identity of another; the valence-bouncer, which prohibits an individual from going into some particular valence; the valence denier, which may deny that the person even exists; and the valence-grouper which makes all valences seem the same. From: http://www.freezone.co.nz/dict-A.htm
If you don't remember, it's because of the above. That's why I am Socrates, because I got out of amnesia with my own Socratic method. I just did it well,put together smart questions and much later I remembered I was Socrates.
People do not have sufficient available perception units without the realistic immortality program that I have been putting together from 2005 to now.
Because at the end of the "rundown-hypnosis-session" Hubbard installs action phrases such as:
bouncers such as "Get up," "Get out" ; holders such as "Stay here," "Don't move"; misdirectors such as "Don't know whether I'm coming or going," or "Everything is backwards"; downbouncers such as "Get under," or "Go back"; groupers such as "Everything happens at once," "Pull yourself together"; callbacks such as "Come back here," "Please come"; and the denier, which states that the engram does not exist, such as "There isn't anything here," "I can't see anything".
There is also the valence shifter which shifts the individual from his own identity to the identity of another; the valence-bouncer, which prohibits an individual from going into some particular valence; the valence denier, which may deny that the person even exists; and the valence-grouper which makes all valences seem the same. From: http://www.freezone.co.nz/dict-A.htm
If you don't remember, it's because of the above. That's why I am Socrates, because I got out of amnesia with my own Socratic method. I just did it well,put together smart questions and much later I remembered I was Socrates.
People do not have sufficient available perception units without the realistic immortality program that I have been putting together from 2005 to now.
What should Mark tell his friends about himself
Tell all your friends that the personality you have in the last 100 million years, is cut off in theta substance = reason that brings order to life. Theta is the godly substance in us. Tell them that you used them in ferocious wars, so they used to kill and get paid for it, so they love money but they cut off their theta by 95%, while you are 100% cut -off from theta.
Tell them that you have to go back being God, because you are the most destitute person in theta on the entire planet as you were target number one of Hubbard the Engineer Satan.
Tell them that your current personality, posing as a sugar daddy to all and problems with sex and drugs are an artificial engineered personality that Hubbard made out of you to degrade you from being God.
The methods you don't remember, but have programmed your "I want" "I will have" urge, which you think is your own personality have been engineered by:
hypnosis commands-drugs-sex
hypnosis commands-electric shock-
hypnosis commands-radiation-black fields
hypnosis commands-overwhelm by force fields
hypnosis commands-false goals-electric shock
hypnosis commands-electric shock-associations, identifications.
So, now you cannot tell friend from enemy anymore.
Tell them that if they continue to flatter you to exploit your vulnerabilities they will be killed in the following manner:
electrick shock torture-blending in an engine to stop being individual souls-electrick shock gluing to an animal body, from there electric shock gluing to an insect body, from there electric shock conversion to bacteria, from there electric shock and radiation conversion to crude oil or stone. The degradation process is done by pain.
They will be long killed when you will be taken to court for ten days as responsible for their killing, by the Beast-Hubbard. Ten days is 24.000 years. After that Jesus will release you but they will be long dead.
The person whose job is to repair you back to God, is Jesus Advocate and that's me:
I have the 50% missing from Scientology, the current Scientology practice is 50% of the Temple of Solomon written by Satan. I have to study that and write down it's other half.
I will need to put the entire Solomon Temple in place by repairing you to your true God-self.
The other skills I will need to study and be expert are forensic hypnotherapy to deprogram Hubbard's command value-damage on you, remote viewing to repair all the emotional abuse and injuries inflicted to other people and yourself, TFT to balance your body-mind, repair of your 10 sephiroth, kundalini and chakras. Holodynamics to stabilize you.
The role play of being your friend Socrates or being your wife several times, did not work because I nagged the hell out of you which drives you more crazy and I was miserable too.
This situation is what made Jesus to "freely" come here and get crucified to save us out of torture and them from total death. He bought half the temple of Solomon from Judas-Hubbard with his blood. But Judas-Hubbard had blocked me succesfully twice to complete it. This time it's do or your friends and women die forever. You and I and the other 144.000 total will not die but will suffer horrific injury if we let the new generation of thetans get killed.
The reason you were born was to meet me and go back to God. If we fail, THEY die.
So,
A. Your friends: the tall guy with the ponytail, Valerio and Eva, Peter Landsbury and his girlfriend, Simon the Dentist and his girlfriend, Graham, Paul,Aziz, Lee and her family, Kathryn(?) and her family,the girlfriend from the 3 Horseshoes , Paul Jackson or anybody else who volonteered to "prevent" me from having sex with you or getting on with my job and life by calling me a whore because they wanted to suck up to you are going to straighten up. Since they offer you free advice to do criminal secret damage to me , hit hard their pockets and collect the 100 thousand pounds financial damage they did to me.
I wrote to you that sex is over and go to any woman you want and they should have left me alone. Now, they should not pose as your flatterers and minions unless they pay up. Hit them hard in their pocket for the "privilage" of your friendship. The friendship activities they did with you, slag me off secretely, smoke dope with you and wish you to be sexually and mentally criple are worthless and these should cost them a lot of money.
The above people and a few others whose names I am missing have been your corrupt sycophants for millions of years. They don't remember, but they used to dance on my grave every time your women and your mates had me murdered. Luckily you don't run kingdoms or any public funds anymore. They have profited from being your sycophants to the tune of a hundred million pounds each over 30 lifetimes average.
Now, they will pay the damage if they want to keep the "friendship" going and we all know who they are.
They are high maintenance embezzlers, fraudsters, killers and married secret whores.
All these years I hadn't said a word about Lee's weekend sexual services to you, all I wanted was to get on with my life. She was a consenting adult, and I had left the area. Who do they think they are, her and her family? Since I wrote to you good-bye why did she continue to encourage you to "do something to get at me"?
Your friends are humanoids who put their monkey-bodies in an open top car and imagine they became superior. Or, they send their monkey-bodies for cosmetic surgery and think they became superior.
Their advice, friendship and human currencies to you have been a disaster to you and me. So, cash in their money , don't waste your time with them if they don't pay up. Their inferiority complex is no friendship, they just wish you and me to curl up and die. Their hard cash will be their only proof that they are genuinely on your side to be repaired to your true self.
That will take me full time training from now until the end of 2012 to have everything in place.
So, who supports your real and true potential? and who just wants to suck your fart for your money? We' ll sort out your real friends now.
If you don't go back to God, this life, THEY die. So, their flattery is wasting your time. The superiority and rightness combination you have in this world is a Hubbard production of engineering. The true source of your superiority is cut-off and blocked to degrade you. You are destitute in the type of power that truthfully belongs to you.
Tell them that you have to go back being God, because you are the most destitute person in theta on the entire planet as you were target number one of Hubbard the Engineer Satan.
Tell them that your current personality, posing as a sugar daddy to all and problems with sex and drugs are an artificial engineered personality that Hubbard made out of you to degrade you from being God.
The methods you don't remember, but have programmed your "I want" "I will have" urge, which you think is your own personality have been engineered by:
hypnosis commands-drugs-sex
hypnosis commands-electric shock-
hypnosis commands-radiation-black fields
hypnosis commands-overwhelm by force fields
hypnosis commands-false goals-electric shock
hypnosis commands-electric shock-associations, identifications.
So, now you cannot tell friend from enemy anymore.
Tell them that if they continue to flatter you to exploit your vulnerabilities they will be killed in the following manner:
electrick shock torture-blending in an engine to stop being individual souls-electrick shock gluing to an animal body, from there electric shock gluing to an insect body, from there electric shock conversion to bacteria, from there electric shock and radiation conversion to crude oil or stone. The degradation process is done by pain.
They will be long killed when you will be taken to court for ten days as responsible for their killing, by the Beast-Hubbard. Ten days is 24.000 years. After that Jesus will release you but they will be long dead.
The person whose job is to repair you back to God, is Jesus Advocate and that's me:
I have the 50% missing from Scientology, the current Scientology practice is 50% of the Temple of Solomon written by Satan. I have to study that and write down it's other half.
I will need to put the entire Solomon Temple in place by repairing you to your true God-self.
The other skills I will need to study and be expert are forensic hypnotherapy to deprogram Hubbard's command value-damage on you, remote viewing to repair all the emotional abuse and injuries inflicted to other people and yourself, TFT to balance your body-mind, repair of your 10 sephiroth, kundalini and chakras. Holodynamics to stabilize you.
The role play of being your friend Socrates or being your wife several times, did not work because I nagged the hell out of you which drives you more crazy and I was miserable too.
This situation is what made Jesus to "freely" come here and get crucified to save us out of torture and them from total death. He bought half the temple of Solomon from Judas-Hubbard with his blood. But Judas-Hubbard had blocked me succesfully twice to complete it. This time it's do or your friends and women die forever. You and I and the other 144.000 total will not die but will suffer horrific injury if we let the new generation of thetans get killed.
The reason you were born was to meet me and go back to God. If we fail, THEY die.
So,
A. Your friends: the tall guy with the ponytail, Valerio and Eva, Peter Landsbury and his girlfriend, Simon the Dentist and his girlfriend, Graham, Paul,Aziz, Lee and her family, Kathryn(?) and her family,the girlfriend from the 3 Horseshoes , Paul Jackson or anybody else who volonteered to "prevent" me from having sex with you or getting on with my job and life by calling me a whore because they wanted to suck up to you are going to straighten up. Since they offer you free advice to do criminal secret damage to me , hit hard their pockets and collect the 100 thousand pounds financial damage they did to me.
I wrote to you that sex is over and go to any woman you want and they should have left me alone. Now, they should not pose as your flatterers and minions unless they pay up. Hit them hard in their pocket for the "privilage" of your friendship. The friendship activities they did with you, slag me off secretely, smoke dope with you and wish you to be sexually and mentally criple are worthless and these should cost them a lot of money.
The above people and a few others whose names I am missing have been your corrupt sycophants for millions of years. They don't remember, but they used to dance on my grave every time your women and your mates had me murdered. Luckily you don't run kingdoms or any public funds anymore. They have profited from being your sycophants to the tune of a hundred million pounds each over 30 lifetimes average.
Now, they will pay the damage if they want to keep the "friendship" going and we all know who they are.
They are high maintenance embezzlers, fraudsters, killers and married secret whores.
All these years I hadn't said a word about Lee's weekend sexual services to you, all I wanted was to get on with my life. She was a consenting adult, and I had left the area. Who do they think they are, her and her family? Since I wrote to you good-bye why did she continue to encourage you to "do something to get at me"?
Your friends are humanoids who put their monkey-bodies in an open top car and imagine they became superior. Or, they send their monkey-bodies for cosmetic surgery and think they became superior.
Their advice, friendship and human currencies to you have been a disaster to you and me. So, cash in their money , don't waste your time with them if they don't pay up. Their inferiority complex is no friendship, they just wish you and me to curl up and die. Their hard cash will be their only proof that they are genuinely on your side to be repaired to your true self.
That will take me full time training from now until the end of 2012 to have everything in place.
So, who supports your real and true potential? and who just wants to suck your fart for your money? We' ll sort out your real friends now.
If you don't go back to God, this life, THEY die. So, their flattery is wasting your time. The superiority and rightness combination you have in this world is a Hubbard production of engineering. The true source of your superiority is cut-off and blocked to degrade you. You are destitute in the type of power that truthfully belongs to you.
About Mark's friends
Mark's friends know that I wrote to him "one-night stand and good bye, go to those other women you value" since June 2001.
So, why did they keep backstabbing me after that? Mark was doing his own thing and so was I.
Mark ,apart from his day-job property-dealing, is socially inferior and collects mendacious couples and people with severe inferiority complex and delusional lust for status , always scheming and competing to win his approval, favours and money. If he wants servile people to want him for his money, that's the easiest thing in the world.
His friends were a very nasty surprise to me. I told them to leave me alone and they should have done so. Of course they can keep having sex with Mark, since they consider it a privilege, I don't consider sexual contact with Mark to be any bigdeal.
This first night was meant to lead to an exciting affair. I don't find it exciting when he was tied up to build up Amanda's socializing and he was doing secretely a social demolition against me behind my back.
It is out of the question that pompous moneyman Mark and his inferior friends can stretch their filthy gossip to damage my financial security and quality of life.
So, why did they keep backstabbing me after that? Mark was doing his own thing and so was I.
Mark ,apart from his day-job property-dealing, is socially inferior and collects mendacious couples and people with severe inferiority complex and delusional lust for status , always scheming and competing to win his approval, favours and money. If he wants servile people to want him for his money, that's the easiest thing in the world.
His friends were a very nasty surprise to me. I told them to leave me alone and they should have done so. Of course they can keep having sex with Mark, since they consider it a privilege, I don't consider sexual contact with Mark to be any bigdeal.
This first night was meant to lead to an exciting affair. I don't find it exciting when he was tied up to build up Amanda's socializing and he was doing secretely a social demolition against me behind my back.
It is out of the question that pompous moneyman Mark and his inferior friends can stretch their filthy gossip to damage my financial security and quality of life.
Thursday 13 September 2007
What I understand about Mark Rowberry-St John the Evangelist
Roughly what happened in the last 100 million years is this:
we bombed a lot of planets to create and expand the Confederacy. We had psychiatry and "invigorating" shock treatment sessions with hypnotism and hologramic entertainment with drugs as a way to be conditioned to sustain the hardships and to have the speed required for space expeditions and warfare and that's where he got severely screwed up by Hubbard-the psychiatrist-hypnotist-female engineer-satan.
So, while he was mentally incapacitated this way, his friends encouraged my sister to kill me twice. Once with poison when I was pregnant and then when I sent the "loyal officers" to disconnect Xenu's nuclear weapons.
Third time he agreed to have me killed when his mates with his mistress pulled a scam in China, 3000 years ago.
Usually wine is enough to trigger psychotic breaks to this guy and we know this from the time he was general Alkiviades and together with his mates vandalised the Hermes statues because they were drunk and later as Alexander the Great when he killed one of his friends when he was drunk.
The human personality knows that he is somehow superior, but this superiority as well as his true strength is entirely cut-off and diverted by Hubbard-the engineer. So, Mark has been trying to be God and prove to the world that he is superior from a severe injury base the human body-monkey body and the electronic trap a set of circuits that triggers mental illness and obsessive compulsive behaviour.
For these reasons,and because I have experienced tremendous malice, agression, backstabbing, criminal fraud, defamation and exploitation by his scumbag friends, this is what everybody needs to know about the Mark Rowberry-St John the Evangelist paradox situation:
NO WAY can his scumbag friends or himself try to cash in on this with merchandise, holy water, talismans, icons, symbols, beads, blessed oil or any other such fraud and nonsense. I will not have Mark Rowberry or anybody around him pull a scam and exploit the situation again. This guy is a contract with the Devil, which means he is in an electronic trap mentally that I need to see clearly and disconnect. He is no provider of healing, blessing, etc.
Jesus who had disconnected his circuits, so, you cannot recognise him from his behaviour, had a human body but he was not in any electronic trap. He came here willingly to show us what needs to be done.
Hubbard who knows that he is Satan the Great Serpent since 1938, and he started by remembering what had he done, and that's what he wrote in Excalibur, has told some truths about our warcrimes to increase fear and loathing for us among the Scientologists.
The office of Special Affairs is monitoring us, but earlier, Hubbard had already interfered with Mark since 1962 and he kept tabs on me and my parents since my birth and later on with a body in pawn without radionics, back in the seventies.
We are target to kill by the Office of Special Affairs and it is obvious to everybody that I had some very "mysterious" misfortunes, since I met him in 2001.
I did fancy him but I would cramp his style I suppose.
The revenge Londoners did on my career prospects and my quality of life is pathetic and deplorable and if you are concerned about Mark's libido give him a blowjob yourself.
There is a social mystery here. We all know that we have sexual hate criminal damage against me 2001-2007,
but the Henleys and Londoners refuse to come clean about the freakish rumours that Mark was raped, castrated etc.
What I need to do regarding Mark Rowberry is get my self out of this electronic trap , the "seven demons" to be able to see clearly and be able to disconnect his electronic circuits.
I think that he and his father, and first degree relatives should be aware why Mark is target for the Office of Special Affairs. Purely because of his past lives and because I exist. If OSA gets me "mysteriously" dead first, Mark Rowberry is utterly harmless, because he remembers nothing and can do nothing concerning Hubbard-the Satan-Engineer.
we bombed a lot of planets to create and expand the Confederacy. We had psychiatry and "invigorating" shock treatment sessions with hypnotism and hologramic entertainment with drugs as a way to be conditioned to sustain the hardships and to have the speed required for space expeditions and warfare and that's where he got severely screwed up by Hubbard-the psychiatrist-hypnotist-female engineer-satan.
So, while he was mentally incapacitated this way, his friends encouraged my sister to kill me twice. Once with poison when I was pregnant and then when I sent the "loyal officers" to disconnect Xenu's nuclear weapons.
Third time he agreed to have me killed when his mates with his mistress pulled a scam in China, 3000 years ago.
Usually wine is enough to trigger psychotic breaks to this guy and we know this from the time he was general Alkiviades and together with his mates vandalised the Hermes statues because they were drunk and later as Alexander the Great when he killed one of his friends when he was drunk.
The human personality knows that he is somehow superior, but this superiority as well as his true strength is entirely cut-off and diverted by Hubbard-the engineer. So, Mark has been trying to be God and prove to the world that he is superior from a severe injury base the human body-monkey body and the electronic trap a set of circuits that triggers mental illness and obsessive compulsive behaviour.
For these reasons,and because I have experienced tremendous malice, agression, backstabbing, criminal fraud, defamation and exploitation by his scumbag friends, this is what everybody needs to know about the Mark Rowberry-St John the Evangelist paradox situation:
NO WAY can his scumbag friends or himself try to cash in on this with merchandise, holy water, talismans, icons, symbols, beads, blessed oil or any other such fraud and nonsense. I will not have Mark Rowberry or anybody around him pull a scam and exploit the situation again. This guy is a contract with the Devil, which means he is in an electronic trap mentally that I need to see clearly and disconnect. He is no provider of healing, blessing, etc.
Jesus who had disconnected his circuits, so, you cannot recognise him from his behaviour, had a human body but he was not in any electronic trap. He came here willingly to show us what needs to be done.
Hubbard who knows that he is Satan the Great Serpent since 1938, and he started by remembering what had he done, and that's what he wrote in Excalibur, has told some truths about our warcrimes to increase fear and loathing for us among the Scientologists.
The office of Special Affairs is monitoring us, but earlier, Hubbard had already interfered with Mark since 1962 and he kept tabs on me and my parents since my birth and later on with a body in pawn without radionics, back in the seventies.
We are target to kill by the Office of Special Affairs and it is obvious to everybody that I had some very "mysterious" misfortunes, since I met him in 2001.
I did fancy him but I would cramp his style I suppose.
The revenge Londoners did on my career prospects and my quality of life is pathetic and deplorable and if you are concerned about Mark's libido give him a blowjob yourself.
There is a social mystery here. We all know that we have sexual hate criminal damage against me 2001-2007,
but the Henleys and Londoners refuse to come clean about the freakish rumours that Mark was raped, castrated etc.
What I need to do regarding Mark Rowberry is get my self out of this electronic trap , the "seven demons" to be able to see clearly and be able to disconnect his electronic circuits.
I think that he and his father, and first degree relatives should be aware why Mark is target for the Office of Special Affairs. Purely because of his past lives and because I exist. If OSA gets me "mysteriously" dead first, Mark Rowberry is utterly harmless, because he remembers nothing and can do nothing concerning Hubbard-the Satan-Engineer.
Wednesday 12 September 2007
The Monica scandal and my advice to Hilary Clinton
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Tuesday 11 September 2007
The future after the birth of the Antichrist
Now that the Antichrist is busy growing up in nappies, since August 2007, and he is not 24/7 out and about visiting Bin Laden and George Bushto pitch them against each other, like he used to do since 1986, we have about 35 years to complete a total theta rehabilitation that derails him in time and completely from power, so that Earth gets free from his suppression and constant hate and conflict creation and people can repair their structure from warfare and crime damage they have suffered.
Most Scientologists have not audited their warcrimes and the entities, the split theta that ensues and makes them weak, so they have not realized his full range of activities. They have doubts that he blew up the Challenger, 3 days after his "death" and Chernobyl later on.
However, the message is clear: you don't have time to make space colonnies to escape him, you defeat him here or he kills you here and the 72.000 indestructible pairs are shock tortured for 10 days,=24.000 years minimum for their negligence to have their children killed by the Antichrist. These 72.000 pairs or 144.000 indestructibles include Heber Jetzsch, Lesevre, Electra, Koos Trenite, Ingo Swann, some other remote viewers, Bill Gates, J K Rowling, several Scientologists and I keep locating more of them, because they have to connect and get a family management direction on the planet. Although the Antichrist is American, no nationality or religion or ethnic group will benefit. The only ones who will hold some power, for a short while, before they get victimized as planned are those with the Mark of the Beast. He has demonstrated that he rewards no one exept those with the Mark of the Beast by damaging his wives and children and many senior scientologists. Heber and Lesevre who have the Mark of the Beast will bitterly regret their misplaced loyalty. They need to give up the fixation to hide from the world that L Ron Hubbard lectures are Mr Satan talking about how Hell was engineered. The job about freedom for the dynamics and humanity is not under his leadership, but in opposition to him, and if we cannot audit our warcrimes and our misconceptions to reverse the existing damage, including any damage done to me and Mark Rowberry first of all, he is coming back to finish off his job with a massive slaughter that Judaism was talking about correctly.
So, it's 35 years to get our act together to the speed that we acquire abilities, change considerations and act in higher harmonics.
This is complete communication time, to catch up with what I have discovered so far, review of existing abilities and research and discovery to move up two harmonics from the most advanced Scientologist.
The arrogant money-man womanizer is the most tiresome type of human identity to communicate and reason with, but this particular specimen Mark Rowberry happens to have a God-component blocked away, which is what Judaism was calling Messiah. If his theta gets fixed Jihad has been won finally in this last round.
Most Scientologists have not audited their warcrimes and the entities, the split theta that ensues and makes them weak, so they have not realized his full range of activities. They have doubts that he blew up the Challenger, 3 days after his "death" and Chernobyl later on.
However, the message is clear: you don't have time to make space colonnies to escape him, you defeat him here or he kills you here and the 72.000 indestructible pairs are shock tortured for 10 days,=24.000 years minimum for their negligence to have their children killed by the Antichrist. These 72.000 pairs or 144.000 indestructibles include Heber Jetzsch, Lesevre, Electra, Koos Trenite, Ingo Swann, some other remote viewers, Bill Gates, J K Rowling, several Scientologists and I keep locating more of them, because they have to connect and get a family management direction on the planet. Although the Antichrist is American, no nationality or religion or ethnic group will benefit. The only ones who will hold some power, for a short while, before they get victimized as planned are those with the Mark of the Beast. He has demonstrated that he rewards no one exept those with the Mark of the Beast by damaging his wives and children and many senior scientologists. Heber and Lesevre who have the Mark of the Beast will bitterly regret their misplaced loyalty. They need to give up the fixation to hide from the world that L Ron Hubbard lectures are Mr Satan talking about how Hell was engineered. The job about freedom for the dynamics and humanity is not under his leadership, but in opposition to him, and if we cannot audit our warcrimes and our misconceptions to reverse the existing damage, including any damage done to me and Mark Rowberry first of all, he is coming back to finish off his job with a massive slaughter that Judaism was talking about correctly.
So, it's 35 years to get our act together to the speed that we acquire abilities, change considerations and act in higher harmonics.
This is complete communication time, to catch up with what I have discovered so far, review of existing abilities and research and discovery to move up two harmonics from the most advanced Scientologist.
The arrogant money-man womanizer is the most tiresome type of human identity to communicate and reason with, but this particular specimen Mark Rowberry happens to have a God-component blocked away, which is what Judaism was calling Messiah. If his theta gets fixed Jihad has been won finally in this last round.
Why it was a good move to stay away from Mark
Mark has a lot of body vitality -energy which makes him attractive, but he possesses 0% theta substance, which is something I can notice very acutely and I used to find very disturbing.
If I really wanted to keep him motivated to stick with me, I could have told him he is St John the Evangelist and that together we will be rich and famous. However, money absolutely poisons Mark's mentality and attitude to other people . So I shut up about this until I can investigate to my satisfaction what's the real score with all the contradictory things you said to me before you were conceived.
None of us is religious in the traditional sense and we are both not churchgoers. Mark's extremely limited ability to size-up people correctly gives me extreme anxiety.
He is very much safe with me but I am not safe with him, because he creates hostility and rivalry against me. That means that you could have me killed and your friends and girlfriends will be dancing on my grave. So, why stress to make you mine? If you want a variety of women because you want real bad to replace me and keep having novelty conquests, why shoud I stress to make you settle down, you did your own thing and after consulting with at least one dozen of buddies who claim that they have your best interests in mind. What you don't understand about your buddies and your various women is that they are a younger generation of souls than you are. They are under your influence and they give you a lot of importance because they are new souls and they are impressionable. However, because you are implanted by Hubbard the Great Serpent, each time they followed you to killing and looting expeditions called wars, they got mutilated in terms of theta and while Jesus is your saviour, so you personally are an older soul and you are sorted, in the end you will be saved, the people you influence can die for ever and very painfully indeed. So, in other words, the guys and girls you manipulate are your children collectively with 72.000 indestructible pairs. You are messing your children with your money and your superior airs.
Finally,this is a good opportunity to nag you and our children publicly and openely, as this is the first time you are not a King, abusing your power because you don't fancy any criticism.
I have been inspecting in detail what the advanced Scientologists can do. They sure can demonstrate a range of abilities that can have good results with you for a vey long time.
If I really wanted to keep him motivated to stick with me, I could have told him he is St John the Evangelist and that together we will be rich and famous. However, money absolutely poisons Mark's mentality and attitude to other people . So I shut up about this until I can investigate to my satisfaction what's the real score with all the contradictory things you said to me before you were conceived.
None of us is religious in the traditional sense and we are both not churchgoers. Mark's extremely limited ability to size-up people correctly gives me extreme anxiety.
He is very much safe with me but I am not safe with him, because he creates hostility and rivalry against me. That means that you could have me killed and your friends and girlfriends will be dancing on my grave. So, why stress to make you mine? If you want a variety of women because you want real bad to replace me and keep having novelty conquests, why shoud I stress to make you settle down, you did your own thing and after consulting with at least one dozen of buddies who claim that they have your best interests in mind. What you don't understand about your buddies and your various women is that they are a younger generation of souls than you are. They are under your influence and they give you a lot of importance because they are new souls and they are impressionable. However, because you are implanted by Hubbard the Great Serpent, each time they followed you to killing and looting expeditions called wars, they got mutilated in terms of theta and while Jesus is your saviour, so you personally are an older soul and you are sorted, in the end you will be saved, the people you influence can die for ever and very painfully indeed. So, in other words, the guys and girls you manipulate are your children collectively with 72.000 indestructible pairs. You are messing your children with your money and your superior airs.
Finally,this is a good opportunity to nag you and our children publicly and openely, as this is the first time you are not a King, abusing your power because you don't fancy any criticism.
I have been inspecting in detail what the advanced Scientologists can do. They sure can demonstrate a range of abilities that can have good results with you for a vey long time.
Monday 10 September 2007
Why the British hostility?
What exactly did I do to the Henleys and the Brits?
You got a great blowjob, called me a whore behind my back, I was gone to get out of your way
completely. You got a nice surprise but you gave me back a great deal of nuicance. That was out of order.
What's their problem and they got so backstabbing and hostile?
Where is the problem for the Brits if you excluded me and I then excluded you back?
You got a great blowjob, called me a whore behind my back, I was gone to get out of your way
completely. You got a nice surprise but you gave me back a great deal of nuicance. That was out of order.
What's their problem and they got so backstabbing and hostile?
Where is the problem for the Brits if you excluded me and I then excluded you back?
Sexual power versus "dirty whore..."
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Scientologists, Mark the God-Cad and the substance theta
* theta --life force; spirit : from http://www.zimbio.com/Scientology+beliefs+and+practices/notes/1/Scientology+Terminology
and also look up http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scientology_beliefs_and_practices
There is a number of advanced Scientologists I observed directly who can a) locate other human beings communication lines if requested to do so b) can exteriorize with stability and clarity c) can as-is that is to say disperse by inspection negative emotions like serious upset and anger d) can repair the energy fields of another body anywhere on the planet by being there with stability e) can produce own-individual universe-space with very uplifting environment, energy and outlook and invite you in, and so provide you with space and a change to an environment that contains more positive life-theta.
To put some order in the main conflict with Mark. I keep calling the guy God and Cad. That's because of the placement of the substance theta he has in particular: This guy we know as Alexander the Great, General Alkiviades, Ludwig II has 0% theta as a human identity. He is purely electronic circuits, considerations, material ideal scenes, aesthetics and superiority ego.
All 100% theta substance and space as well as stability of space is external to the material universe and does not flow into this world.
Any vulnerability he has this life, he had it as Ludwig II.
His brain can grow back to normal electronic circuits. There is an exit from the circuitry, which goes through the Tree of Life. The Tree of Life is not coming from God. It's the basic structure we took an oath with Satan to hold onto in order "to make up our losses" from previous wars in heaven. So, except the crown of the head, all the other seven epicentres are injuries.
The Tree of Life contains pretty words and definitions that hide the fact it's purpose is to split our strength into eight parts, so we can be injured and pinned down eightfold and have eight times less focus in one direction.
By the time Mark's normal brain circuitry recovers from ECT hits, I should have all my processes in place to audit him out of the Tree of Life electronic mind cage and circuitry.
So, it's a sure thing your brain can grow back, I have seen it with my mother, and it is a sure thing that processes will be ready by then to get you out of the electronic mind-cage.
and also look up http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scientology_beliefs_and_practices
There is a number of advanced Scientologists I observed directly who can a) locate other human beings communication lines if requested to do so b) can exteriorize with stability and clarity c) can as-is that is to say disperse by inspection negative emotions like serious upset and anger d) can repair the energy fields of another body anywhere on the planet by being there with stability e) can produce own-individual universe-space with very uplifting environment, energy and outlook and invite you in, and so provide you with space and a change to an environment that contains more positive life-theta.
To put some order in the main conflict with Mark. I keep calling the guy God and Cad. That's because of the placement of the substance theta he has in particular: This guy we know as Alexander the Great, General Alkiviades, Ludwig II has 0% theta as a human identity. He is purely electronic circuits, considerations, material ideal scenes, aesthetics and superiority ego.
All 100% theta substance and space as well as stability of space is external to the material universe and does not flow into this world.
Any vulnerability he has this life, he had it as Ludwig II.
His brain can grow back to normal electronic circuits. There is an exit from the circuitry, which goes through the Tree of Life. The Tree of Life is not coming from God. It's the basic structure we took an oath with Satan to hold onto in order "to make up our losses" from previous wars in heaven. So, except the crown of the head, all the other seven epicentres are injuries.
The Tree of Life contains pretty words and definitions that hide the fact it's purpose is to split our strength into eight parts, so we can be injured and pinned down eightfold and have eight times less focus in one direction.
By the time Mark's normal brain circuitry recovers from ECT hits, I should have all my processes in place to audit him out of the Tree of Life electronic mind cage and circuitry.
So, it's a sure thing your brain can grow back, I have seen it with my mother, and it is a sure thing that processes will be ready by then to get you out of the electronic mind-cage.
Sunday 9 September 2007
Mark pay them for their services, I insist
There is some people working overtime to "massage" your ego Mark. Because they are too inhibited to seek your friendship and favour directly, they attacked me and made my life miserable as a substitute. To be your friend from afar.
They worked really hard, so, I insist you pay them for their services.
I'll start with the most recent ones first:
Put up your website on Wayn.com with your pics again and invite the bitches from COFUNDS to be your friends. There is three or four frenzied females there, who think, if THEY had the chance to suck you they would be rich and powerful now. So, give them equal opportunity, make a special invitation to Cofunds. They will join you all the way from Chelmsford.
I don't know what to do with the other fools of Old Mutual and Integrated Financial Arrangements. I must have talked half an hour to each, but they were determined to keep total secrecy where the rumour that I'm a "secret hooker" is coming from. Although the salary-people in there fired me for "being a secret hooker", they are stuck in a total cowardice to speak up, is this backstabbing done with a website or a leaflet?
I'd like someone from the Odyssey Club to explain to me about that cunt: Steve the fitness instructor. He was going out with you, and he was barricading you with his body, in the street, to prevent you to talk to me. So, the cunt wants you to be gay real bad, right? He hates my guts and in the Odyssey gym, he was running around to all the blokes to tell them first hand that I gave you a blowjob and stuff... what is his problem? He hates himself, you and me too? How did Steve get involved to backstab me? What motivates him?
On your website, invite Helena Flood and the Director of Human resources, the shorty with the glasses and the facial hair. Those two kept the slag-off Joanna routine going on for three and a half years to make my life a misery. So, if they are so "concerned" about your ego, invite them on your website to be your friends. They will crawl on all fours to suck-up to you.
Frankly I am disgusted.
So, put your website back on and put a link on my blog for all Invesco to see. Especially Rob Hain, who pays fat salaries to those two creepy trash.
They worked really hard, so, I insist you pay them for their services.
I'll start with the most recent ones first:
Put up your website on Wayn.com with your pics again and invite the bitches from COFUNDS to be your friends. There is three or four frenzied females there, who think, if THEY had the chance to suck you they would be rich and powerful now. So, give them equal opportunity, make a special invitation to Cofunds. They will join you all the way from Chelmsford.
I don't know what to do with the other fools of Old Mutual and Integrated Financial Arrangements. I must have talked half an hour to each, but they were determined to keep total secrecy where the rumour that I'm a "secret hooker" is coming from. Although the salary-people in there fired me for "being a secret hooker", they are stuck in a total cowardice to speak up, is this backstabbing done with a website or a leaflet?
I'd like someone from the Odyssey Club to explain to me about that cunt: Steve the fitness instructor. He was going out with you, and he was barricading you with his body, in the street, to prevent you to talk to me. So, the cunt wants you to be gay real bad, right? He hates my guts and in the Odyssey gym, he was running around to all the blokes to tell them first hand that I gave you a blowjob and stuff... what is his problem? He hates himself, you and me too? How did Steve get involved to backstab me? What motivates him?
On your website, invite Helena Flood and the Director of Human resources, the shorty with the glasses and the facial hair. Those two kept the slag-off Joanna routine going on for three and a half years to make my life a misery. So, if they are so "concerned" about your ego, invite them on your website to be your friends. They will crawl on all fours to suck-up to you.
Frankly I am disgusted.
So, put your website back on and put a link on my blog for all Invesco to see. Especially Rob Hain, who pays fat salaries to those two creepy trash.
An equality relationship in my view: Mark and Lee
Since I had observed three girlfriends, Amanda, Elisabeth and Lee, my verdict was that Amanda and Elisabeth have certain limits about how much aggravation they are willing to take from Mark.
Lee on the other hand is his equal partner as a human being because:
he can play with her the game: try harder to get your man, but you don't count. Lee never had a good relationship in her life, so she doesn't get bored with his attitude, she does try harder to get her man without falling sick herself. Which means she can cope with Mark's obnoxiousness.
She likes his friends and doesn't worry about them. I think they are high maintentance killers and fraudsters and cunts, so, I don't want them anywhere near me.
She provides him with some good looks to show off to Henley, which is again useful for Mark to build up some rightness: hey, I'm cute and my girlfriend is cute too.
So, I just wanted to get rid of him and I got really pissed off, being attacked by the cunts, for no real reason, just because they are an itching crotch.
I think with Lee there is practical balance in terms of human identities.
Those two are on a level in terms of mentality and reality.
Mark has killed me together with my sister and together with his mates a number of times. That creates a lot of mutual nervousness and weariness. For me, Mark does not create any sense of emotional security.
The project we have together is dealing with Excalibur by L Ron Hubbard. To trust Mark I have to take him out of the electronic-circuit cage he mind is prisoner for at least 100 million years.
Jesus had taken him out of the electronic-mind cage by direct ability. That's why he was a normal guy back then. Without Jesus, I need to do special homework and get the Keys from Heber Jentzsch St. Peter too. That's the job that needs to be done from my side.
As for sex, I have been celibate for over three years and it's a breeze, no problem or loss whatsoever. I am not the type who does sex to please others. The cunts harassed me as a whore to keep Mark sexually and mentally cripple, that's all. They understand that if he wines and dines Amanda while all Henleys bark at me "you whore!" I will ditch him as a nuicance. Well, that's his cunts. He thinks he has a "powerbase" ha!
The Flag Class XII auditors who know the details of his wholetrack warcrimes would stick him on an electric chair and fry him for a billion years if they could.
Hubbard has deceived the Scientologists that it is Jesus who made this guy a warcriminal.
No, it's Hubbard's Excalibur and it's Hubbard who made Xenu a warcriminal too.
Lee on the other hand is his equal partner as a human being because:
he can play with her the game: try harder to get your man, but you don't count. Lee never had a good relationship in her life, so she doesn't get bored with his attitude, she does try harder to get her man without falling sick herself. Which means she can cope with Mark's obnoxiousness.
She likes his friends and doesn't worry about them. I think they are high maintentance killers and fraudsters and cunts, so, I don't want them anywhere near me.
She provides him with some good looks to show off to Henley, which is again useful for Mark to build up some rightness: hey, I'm cute and my girlfriend is cute too.
So, I just wanted to get rid of him and I got really pissed off, being attacked by the cunts, for no real reason, just because they are an itching crotch.
I think with Lee there is practical balance in terms of human identities.
Those two are on a level in terms of mentality and reality.
Mark has killed me together with my sister and together with his mates a number of times. That creates a lot of mutual nervousness and weariness. For me, Mark does not create any sense of emotional security.
The project we have together is dealing with Excalibur by L Ron Hubbard. To trust Mark I have to take him out of the electronic-circuit cage he mind is prisoner for at least 100 million years.
Jesus had taken him out of the electronic-mind cage by direct ability. That's why he was a normal guy back then. Without Jesus, I need to do special homework and get the Keys from Heber Jentzsch St. Peter too. That's the job that needs to be done from my side.
As for sex, I have been celibate for over three years and it's a breeze, no problem or loss whatsoever. I am not the type who does sex to please others. The cunts harassed me as a whore to keep Mark sexually and mentally cripple, that's all. They understand that if he wines and dines Amanda while all Henleys bark at me "you whore!" I will ditch him as a nuicance. Well, that's his cunts. He thinks he has a "powerbase" ha!
The Flag Class XII auditors who know the details of his wholetrack warcrimes would stick him on an electric chair and fry him for a billion years if they could.
Hubbard has deceived the Scientologists that it is Jesus who made this guy a warcriminal.
No, it's Hubbard's Excalibur and it's Hubbard who made Xenu a warcriminal too.
Friday 7 September 2007
Danny DeVito and Mark Rowberry
For three months I had the time to fancy Mark Rowberry and think well of him as an attractive person before I jumped in for sex. I have asked myself: was I going to give him a blowjob if he looked like Danny DeVito? No, not first time around. Do good looks matter? Yes they do the first time only. The first time is what I see is what I get. It did look good. After that the guy is a poison chalice and a nest of hornets. Good looks without some beauty inside last only one night. So, how long did sex work between us? one time only.
Trust me, there is people around the planet who have beautiful own universe and space, like you have never suspected. Sitting in my shithole bedroom I travelled the planet exterior.
People are amazing creators of beauty, strength and harmony.
Trust me, there is people around the planet who have beautiful own universe and space, like you have never suspected. Sitting in my shithole bedroom I travelled the planet exterior.
People are amazing creators of beauty, strength and harmony.
Satan's pussyheads motivation and filthy ditch Henley
Mark Rowberry together with the tall slim guy with the short ponytail, the long horseface and the long teeth and the hunched shoulders, have killed me a number of times when I was Mark's wife. The tall guy somethimes he kills me with Mark's consent and sometimes he kills me together with one of Mark's many mistresses. Mark is a filthy liar as usual, when he says he doesn't "remember" this guy, Latino's and the Angel and Valerio and Peter Landsbury know him and Simon the Dentist was competing with the ponytail who will smoke more dope with Mark.
Now, why did Mark used to kill me when he could divorce me or simply ask for separation. I am a very independent woman, and I don't have any worries that I cannot make friends or have a good relationship. So I don't believe I would have any difficulty to bin the guy and find someone who is a better human being, in past lives as well.
Furthermore, while Mark is good looking, extrovert and exciting at first, he is mentally feeble, weak. The average normal bloke understands society, money, friendships, drugs, sex, men and women much better and is more mature about these aspects of life.
So, what was all the fuss Mark started about sex with me? He called me a whore in a bid to forbid me to exist and make my own friends and relationships. He wanted to make sure he can damage completely and immediately my quality of life in Henley as a person, while he is busy with Amanda and her daughter.
Mark cannot forbid me to exist or to have success in my life, to have decent people as friends and terrific relationships, like I did before I met him.
Mark did not have any right from me to place as moral critics in my life Peter Landsbury and his odious fucked up bitch of a girlfriend who excluded me, Simon the Dentist and his conniving girlfriend and Valerio with the short and dumpy bitch Eva, or Aziz and the baby face, the hooker with the pakistani boyfriends who does S&M and screams like a jackal.
Mark collects vermine as friends because he is jinxed and cursed and utterly decapitated by the Great Serpent. These people around him are vermine to any wealthy or successful guy and only Satan's biggest victim St John the Evangelist-Mark Rowberry can possibly finance and reward trash like that.
Now, the reason I snogged Paul Jackson and others was to get rid of Mark, are you thick or what? the guy wants to pretend that he has a licence monopoly on who exists and succeeds in life or not. I strongly suggest that the above couples starting with Landsbury's girlfriend suck his dick themselves, because they are not much use to anyone otherwise.
If Mark things that hey, he called me a whore and I am going to beg him to change his mind and give me licence to exist and do well, he is welcome to hang himself just like Judas did.
Mark is jinxed by Satan and only women and men who are utter and complete vermine and decayed to the core can be ok with his disgusting and vile manner.
Now, I have investigated again and again and again that this guy is God with a huge space, stability and power at the one end of the spectrum and an odious, revolting cad at the other end, here on earth as a human. All Gods agree that he has to be repaired, that's to say that his intention and ability to be cause as God travels through the knots where it is blocked and gets manifested here on Earth, just like in Judea, in Jesus time. So, I have been doing my homework and I am still researching how to pull a straight cable from God to the fucking cad over here.
In this research, I have met a few former Scientologists who can be at cause and produce good quality space and com. lines and want to stay low profile. This has given me something good and beautiful to experience and look at and some space to breathe. It's amazing what beautiful people exist around the world, while Mark Rowbwerry's pussyheads were enforcing their "dick management". What a filthy ditch Henley and its people are. Repugnant.
Definitely it's time for me, to complete the massive hatchet job against the Antichrist and take a break looking at people who are beautiful inside and can reach out to me from any country and continent around the world.
Mark and his cunts overreached in my direction with their sexual hate. This dirt has to be purged and sent back to its point of origin.
You shouldn't worry about Mark Rowberry's dick or open top car, you can lick them both as far as I am concerned.
Now, why did Mark used to kill me when he could divorce me or simply ask for separation. I am a very independent woman, and I don't have any worries that I cannot make friends or have a good relationship. So I don't believe I would have any difficulty to bin the guy and find someone who is a better human being, in past lives as well.
Furthermore, while Mark is good looking, extrovert and exciting at first, he is mentally feeble, weak. The average normal bloke understands society, money, friendships, drugs, sex, men and women much better and is more mature about these aspects of life.
So, what was all the fuss Mark started about sex with me? He called me a whore in a bid to forbid me to exist and make my own friends and relationships. He wanted to make sure he can damage completely and immediately my quality of life in Henley as a person, while he is busy with Amanda and her daughter.
Mark cannot forbid me to exist or to have success in my life, to have decent people as friends and terrific relationships, like I did before I met him.
Mark did not have any right from me to place as moral critics in my life Peter Landsbury and his odious fucked up bitch of a girlfriend who excluded me, Simon the Dentist and his conniving girlfriend and Valerio with the short and dumpy bitch Eva, or Aziz and the baby face, the hooker with the pakistani boyfriends who does S&M and screams like a jackal.
Mark collects vermine as friends because he is jinxed and cursed and utterly decapitated by the Great Serpent. These people around him are vermine to any wealthy or successful guy and only Satan's biggest victim St John the Evangelist-Mark Rowberry can possibly finance and reward trash like that.
Now, the reason I snogged Paul Jackson and others was to get rid of Mark, are you thick or what? the guy wants to pretend that he has a licence monopoly on who exists and succeeds in life or not. I strongly suggest that the above couples starting with Landsbury's girlfriend suck his dick themselves, because they are not much use to anyone otherwise.
If Mark things that hey, he called me a whore and I am going to beg him to change his mind and give me licence to exist and do well, he is welcome to hang himself just like Judas did.
Mark is jinxed by Satan and only women and men who are utter and complete vermine and decayed to the core can be ok with his disgusting and vile manner.
Now, I have investigated again and again and again that this guy is God with a huge space, stability and power at the one end of the spectrum and an odious, revolting cad at the other end, here on earth as a human. All Gods agree that he has to be repaired, that's to say that his intention and ability to be cause as God travels through the knots where it is blocked and gets manifested here on Earth, just like in Judea, in Jesus time. So, I have been doing my homework and I am still researching how to pull a straight cable from God to the fucking cad over here.
In this research, I have met a few former Scientologists who can be at cause and produce good quality space and com. lines and want to stay low profile. This has given me something good and beautiful to experience and look at and some space to breathe. It's amazing what beautiful people exist around the world, while Mark Rowbwerry's pussyheads were enforcing their "dick management". What a filthy ditch Henley and its people are. Repugnant.
Definitely it's time for me, to complete the massive hatchet job against the Antichrist and take a break looking at people who are beautiful inside and can reach out to me from any country and continent around the world.
Mark and his cunts overreached in my direction with their sexual hate. This dirt has to be purged and sent back to its point of origin.
You shouldn't worry about Mark Rowberry's dick or open top car, you can lick them both as far as I am concerned.
Wednesday 5 September 2007
Man-Woman cultural background, my viewpoint
When I observed Mark Rowberry and his relationships I noticed that his top priority was to get the relationship on his own terms, to be totally unaccountable, he does not report to the woman.
The english women I observed were consenting to his attitude, so they had some common cultural background.
My cultural background is that no way can I have a boyfriend or husband who has dabbled in street drugs or has any substance abuse problem or gambling addiction.
I never had a boyfriend who can be that stupid to smoke cannabis or take E tablets. Ever.
Fullstop. It's hard enough living under Satan's pussy, we don't want to make our lives more difficult. So, if 70% of british men have "tried" drugs in their teens, so be it.
We are unsuitable for each other.
Now, I have fixed one misconception I had already from the days I was Socrates. Apart from 144.000 souls, who are established power in terms of immortality, no matter what, because they have previously defeated satans and done previous round of immaculate conceptions, the rest of the human population are POTENTIALLY immortal, not necessarily. Because we have lost two previous confrontations with Satan, they have gathered too much robotic energy fields. So, basically if I get upset because in society people do not think clearly, or they do not observe and judge people and situations fairly, I am wasting my time and I get upset in vain. People are hypnotized from the energy impact of the body on the mind, they are under the hypnotic command to do something anything, in order to be cause in order to be somebody. They are not in any process of evolution. Unless I set clear boundaries they will not think to find out what is true, their crotch dominates them. So, they sabotage my communications because their crotch tells them to be jealous if I communicate. Their crotch is jealous in case I get attention. Their crotch wants to enforce ridicule and revenge on me. Their crotch tells them that if they are stupid they are strong.
Mark was a grown up man. It was simple to realize that if his pussyhead buddies organize humiliation and social exclusion and exploitation by embarassement to me I will bin him as a potential friend.
I don't see the point why he closed down his Wayn.com account. This is the aftermath of the situation that he happens to be a very handsome man with very ugly buddies and a pussyhead social circle. Their crotch was itching to bully me about sex with Mark. Mark's buddies are pussy-heads in male bodies. There is not a single normal bloke who would actually like Mark's personality and beliefs.
Mark has the "sexiness of money" to run his relationships and pussyheads like sugardaddies.
I want a man with good mental and emotional health and maturity about money and society.
I will not feel emotionally secure if my man cannot size up his friends, and social circle directly and correctly. That's what I call common ground in a relationship.
The english women I observed were consenting to his attitude, so they had some common cultural background.
My cultural background is that no way can I have a boyfriend or husband who has dabbled in street drugs or has any substance abuse problem or gambling addiction.
I never had a boyfriend who can be that stupid to smoke cannabis or take E tablets. Ever.
Fullstop. It's hard enough living under Satan's pussy, we don't want to make our lives more difficult. So, if 70% of british men have "tried" drugs in their teens, so be it.
We are unsuitable for each other.
Now, I have fixed one misconception I had already from the days I was Socrates. Apart from 144.000 souls, who are established power in terms of immortality, no matter what, because they have previously defeated satans and done previous round of immaculate conceptions, the rest of the human population are POTENTIALLY immortal, not necessarily. Because we have lost two previous confrontations with Satan, they have gathered too much robotic energy fields. So, basically if I get upset because in society people do not think clearly, or they do not observe and judge people and situations fairly, I am wasting my time and I get upset in vain. People are hypnotized from the energy impact of the body on the mind, they are under the hypnotic command to do something anything, in order to be cause in order to be somebody. They are not in any process of evolution. Unless I set clear boundaries they will not think to find out what is true, their crotch dominates them. So, they sabotage my communications because their crotch tells them to be jealous if I communicate. Their crotch is jealous in case I get attention. Their crotch wants to enforce ridicule and revenge on me. Their crotch tells them that if they are stupid they are strong.
Mark was a grown up man. It was simple to realize that if his pussyhead buddies organize humiliation and social exclusion and exploitation by embarassement to me I will bin him as a potential friend.
I don't see the point why he closed down his Wayn.com account. This is the aftermath of the situation that he happens to be a very handsome man with very ugly buddies and a pussyhead social circle. Their crotch was itching to bully me about sex with Mark. Mark's buddies are pussy-heads in male bodies. There is not a single normal bloke who would actually like Mark's personality and beliefs.
Mark has the "sexiness of money" to run his relationships and pussyheads like sugardaddies.
I want a man with good mental and emotional health and maturity about money and society.
I will not feel emotionally secure if my man cannot size up his friends, and social circle directly and correctly. That's what I call common ground in a relationship.
Satan's pussy dominated World, not male dominated world
We have chosen our enemy to fight, and the enemy we had chosen is called Great Serpent, Ophis o archaios o megas and it is a Female Satan. Previously, we have lost two rounds of war confrontation with this Satan. This is the third time around we got weapons of mass destruction, not the first. What happened previously and Jesus had to incarnate, deal with the Satan-Judas-Hubbard and get crucified for our sins? Sins? War crimes and high treason crimes. Why is it I went so quiet after I met and observed Mark Rowberry St John the Evangelist? What did I find out about our past and present gradually? I will tell the Synod and the Vatican and the entire world.
But you need to know this:
especially after 1986, all the wars and bloodsheds, like Kuweit, Desert Storm, Yougoslavia, Rwanda,September 11, Irak, Afganistan,Darfur have only empowered Satan's pussy=her will.
In all this Satan gets help from traitors.
St John the Evangelist, regardless how odious was towards me, is an artificial suppressive person and his obsessive-compulsive circuits can be deactivated by perception.
So, yes Mark Rowberry when I met him was handsome and he was bad news, but I put in the work to deal with the bad news and get the right direction perspective.
Jesus life in Judea is about the current international politics and warfare not about theology.
But you need to know this:
especially after 1986, all the wars and bloodsheds, like Kuweit, Desert Storm, Yougoslavia, Rwanda,September 11, Irak, Afganistan,Darfur have only empowered Satan's pussy=her will.
In all this Satan gets help from traitors.
St John the Evangelist, regardless how odious was towards me, is an artificial suppressive person and his obsessive-compulsive circuits can be deactivated by perception.
So, yes Mark Rowberry when I met him was handsome and he was bad news, but I put in the work to deal with the bad news and get the right direction perspective.
Jesus life in Judea is about the current international politics and warfare not about theology.
Tuesday 4 September 2007
Too bad I didn't want to keep Mark Rowberry and use him back
We got a massive and in rulership Satan Hubbard, yet, as life is lived by many, most people are busy earning a living, to become somebody from the body this life and in other poorer countries they are just struggling to survive.
If I had kept Mark Rowberry, whose dick and wallet absolutely MESMERIZES the british, all I had to do was point his wallet on the Satan and everybody would look, listen and learn.
Too bad I didn't use his "influential" profile, no matter that I think he is a handsome idiot.
He appeals to many, while few people got time for reason, life as organized by satan is a non-stop present time problem and because Satan is an old word, it doesn't stimulate people, like speculation about Mark Rowberry's wallet and dick.
If I had kept Mark Rowberry, whose dick and wallet absolutely MESMERIZES the british, all I had to do was point his wallet on the Satan and everybody would look, listen and learn.
Too bad I didn't use his "influential" profile, no matter that I think he is a handsome idiot.
He appeals to many, while few people got time for reason, life as organized by satan is a non-stop present time problem and because Satan is an old word, it doesn't stimulate people, like speculation about Mark Rowberry's wallet and dick.
Robotic fantacy of Mark as a provider
The sexual hate and competition started from a misunderstanding: Mark Rowberry does not provide me with anything that covers my needs or with anything remotely pleasant.
Did I need all Henley, 2000 total strangers back in 2001 to exclude me socially and whisper behind my back? No.
Did I have sex with Mark to have my colleagues at work calling me names? No.
So? Why were you surprised when I was more than happy if Mark gets his blowjobs elsewhere, and goes out with any woman he wants. He can buy a hooker, he can rent a hooker, he can fool a hooker, no problem of mine if he has some women who pose as Madonnas and some who pose as whores and some who pose as pathetic fools.
I wasn't waiting for Mark to come back, because he is a distinctly unpleasant personality.
I was waiting for you british people to come to your senses. It's a one night stand, this guy does not cover my needs and he is very very bad news in my life. My life was so much better before he brought the plague of gossip and harassment in my life.
I gave a blowjob and I got the bubonic plague as a reward.
It is your overactive imagination that Mark Rowberry presents some kind of good luck or opportunity, or progress for me.
Where was I before I run into Mark Rowberry? I was 100K better off, 4 stone lighter, looked 15 years younger and had harmony and normality with the British.
Mark Rowberry is extremely amnesiac, and probably had ECT several sessions this lifetime. It is next to impossible to make him get his memory back from the time he was St John the Evangelist. However, he can look at his coronation portrait as Ludwig II and recognise his face and body type. Everything is the same in that painting except his hair is lighter brown, not as dark as in his Ludwig II days.
Clearly, he was a one night stand to get rid of, if I believed he is valuable to me I would have done catfights with his women. There wasn't anything valuable the way his mentality works, and if you had ignored me, and leave the one-night stand behind for what it is, I would be living in Canada from 2003 already.
Look, go back to being normal and human. I have a paradoxical relationship with Mark Rowberry. This guy is a very powerful god in one end of his existence which I can see, I saw and inspected and at the other end of the spectrum he is a mentally ill guy who can slap me and kill me if I live under the same roof with him, he has done it before. So, I am dealing with the two extremes, he is a phenomenon from where I stand and observe.
If Mark had any good friendly feelings for me you would have seen him friendly to me within the next few months in 2001. Whatever he said behind my back is public relations or just delusional.
We had a good start with this guy, there was a genuine foundation in this casual sex, from past lives. Without him I was never going to look back and get out of amnesia.
But this life, here and now the way he is amnesiac, he is just an obnoxious cad who organized a public humiliation for me, because he believes that when he is malicious and backstabbing to me, he is being socially powerful. This caddish robotic attitude he has, affects me and makes me very cautious and very eager to slam proper boundaries with him and his buddies, as well as the UK and Henley. Mark Rowberry as one life human is a liability to me.
We are both better off if he gets his relationships on his own terms and I get on with my priorities which affect you a great deal more than Mark's wallet or personal habits.
My priorities concern you and the entire World now, like yesterday.
Forget your desire that Mark Rowberry will ever get the chance to oppress me or exploit me in any way.
Drop the provider fantasy. Mark equals £100K damage to me.
He earns his money in property etc. if you want to squeeze his money or his favours, as far as I'm concerned I was never bothered or jealous. He can do what he wants with his money, his dick, his time.
This blog is because he was an insane cad, he just could not stop exploiting me with gossip.
So british people, time you grow upand think like grown ups. Mark and I were two people in our forties who did casual sex because it was Tuesday, and it seemed like good fun. After that things did not work out at all.
I have my own perspective and direction in life and this warcrime auditing I discovered is your way out of death, pain and suffering.
The hostilities Mark brought in my life were against my intentions, I did not have sex with him in order to help Mark produce enemies against me.
Did I need all Henley, 2000 total strangers back in 2001 to exclude me socially and whisper behind my back? No.
Did I have sex with Mark to have my colleagues at work calling me names? No.
So? Why were you surprised when I was more than happy if Mark gets his blowjobs elsewhere, and goes out with any woman he wants. He can buy a hooker, he can rent a hooker, he can fool a hooker, no problem of mine if he has some women who pose as Madonnas and some who pose as whores and some who pose as pathetic fools.
I wasn't waiting for Mark to come back, because he is a distinctly unpleasant personality.
I was waiting for you british people to come to your senses. It's a one night stand, this guy does not cover my needs and he is very very bad news in my life. My life was so much better before he brought the plague of gossip and harassment in my life.
I gave a blowjob and I got the bubonic plague as a reward.
It is your overactive imagination that Mark Rowberry presents some kind of good luck or opportunity, or progress for me.
Where was I before I run into Mark Rowberry? I was 100K better off, 4 stone lighter, looked 15 years younger and had harmony and normality with the British.
Mark Rowberry is extremely amnesiac, and probably had ECT several sessions this lifetime. It is next to impossible to make him get his memory back from the time he was St John the Evangelist. However, he can look at his coronation portrait as Ludwig II and recognise his face and body type. Everything is the same in that painting except his hair is lighter brown, not as dark as in his Ludwig II days.
Clearly, he was a one night stand to get rid of, if I believed he is valuable to me I would have done catfights with his women. There wasn't anything valuable the way his mentality works, and if you had ignored me, and leave the one-night stand behind for what it is, I would be living in Canada from 2003 already.
Look, go back to being normal and human. I have a paradoxical relationship with Mark Rowberry. This guy is a very powerful god in one end of his existence which I can see, I saw and inspected and at the other end of the spectrum he is a mentally ill guy who can slap me and kill me if I live under the same roof with him, he has done it before. So, I am dealing with the two extremes, he is a phenomenon from where I stand and observe.
If Mark had any good friendly feelings for me you would have seen him friendly to me within the next few months in 2001. Whatever he said behind my back is public relations or just delusional.
We had a good start with this guy, there was a genuine foundation in this casual sex, from past lives. Without him I was never going to look back and get out of amnesia.
But this life, here and now the way he is amnesiac, he is just an obnoxious cad who organized a public humiliation for me, because he believes that when he is malicious and backstabbing to me, he is being socially powerful. This caddish robotic attitude he has, affects me and makes me very cautious and very eager to slam proper boundaries with him and his buddies, as well as the UK and Henley. Mark Rowberry as one life human is a liability to me.
We are both better off if he gets his relationships on his own terms and I get on with my priorities which affect you a great deal more than Mark's wallet or personal habits.
My priorities concern you and the entire World now, like yesterday.
Forget your desire that Mark Rowberry will ever get the chance to oppress me or exploit me in any way.
Drop the provider fantasy. Mark equals £100K damage to me.
He earns his money in property etc. if you want to squeeze his money or his favours, as far as I'm concerned I was never bothered or jealous. He can do what he wants with his money, his dick, his time.
This blog is because he was an insane cad, he just could not stop exploiting me with gossip.
So british people, time you grow upand think like grown ups. Mark and I were two people in our forties who did casual sex because it was Tuesday, and it seemed like good fun. After that things did not work out at all.
I have my own perspective and direction in life and this warcrime auditing I discovered is your way out of death, pain and suffering.
The hostilities Mark brought in my life were against my intentions, I did not have sex with him in order to help Mark produce enemies against me.
Monday 3 September 2007
In retrospect about Mark Rowberry
Mark Rowberry was 38 years old back in 2001. He is 44 years old now. The good impression I had about the British that they are smart fair-minded people was purely because I was living in Britain with a good husband. Whether society is good or evil depends on whether I have a good or treacherous partner.
The grown-up thing to do after he told me to fuck-off in LaBotega, to please Elisabeth was to draft a no-gossip agreement, pay him a 1000 quid in front of a lawyer and make sure that he stops the gossip with his filthy sluts and his filthy pussyhead buddies who want to dictate my life immediately.
Since the filth his social circle generates was beyond imagination or any rational anticipation, what I have to say once and for all is this:
To hell with you Mark Rowberry's pussyhead cunt-buddies.
The grown-up thing to do after he told me to fuck-off in LaBotega, to please Elisabeth was to draft a no-gossip agreement, pay him a 1000 quid in front of a lawyer and make sure that he stops the gossip with his filthy sluts and his filthy pussyhead buddies who want to dictate my life immediately.
Since the filth his social circle generates was beyond imagination or any rational anticipation, what I have to say once and for all is this:
To hell with you Mark Rowberry's pussyhead cunt-buddies.
The Joanna-Mark strategy deployment
Get this straight all of you. Mark Rowberry had told me before he was conceived that HE IS IN MY COMMAND, HE IS WORKING FOR ME. Now, a proper Satan wants to fight his corner and wants to stay free to do damage as long as possible. The reversal of this deployment, ADAM UNDER THE COMMAND OF EVE, is meant for Satan to stay free and on top of the game and kill all new souls, that's everybody except the 144.000 sealed ones. Stop wearing your pussy on your heads and your eyes between your legs. This obsessive attitude got you where you are. In a world packed with nuclear weapons, terrorism, torture and secret multiple power and domination conspiracies.
I am not going to EVER follow Mark Rowberry's mentality or leadership to perdition because if I do such a crime YOU will all die an extremely painful and slow death.
I got steady nerves and I am nobody's whore and nobody's fool.
Hell will freeze over allright, but the Pussyheads will never dictate to me to take any crap from Mark Rowberry.
I will be nice and respectful to him when he gets a proper job as a Satan Catcher. Right now he is an odious, selfserving, conniving moneyman with his pussyheads to suck up his false importance.
So, right now you can consider us divorced, until he is fit to go back to his proper job.
THERE IS TWO THINGS TO SORT OUT WITH HENLEY:
1. Did you ever see Mark Rowberry and me in a pub, or restaurant, or at the Angel or the Regatta or the Henley Festival, did you ever see us together having joy and fun after sex? No never. So, why did you pester me? What does it matter to me his money or his looks, what does he bring into my life? Inferior shitheads and sluts who hate me. Anything good? No. Even the slightest amusement or entertainment? No.
He is just a guy who calls me a whore in an effort to forbid other people to make friendship or relationship with me. In other words he doesn't wish me to do well in life because he is heavily into the CUNT culture.
SO STOP THE SCAM OF TELLING TALL TALES that he got raped and stuff, as you have to go to discuss these things with his girlfriends. I had excluded him back and sent him a good ridance not from June 2001. STOP EXPLOITING ME YOU FUCKING BACKSTABBING CUNTS.
Because these rumours are extremely disturbing, he is welcome to strip off and show me that he is ok and in one piece. I don't believe a word he says because he is a congenital liar and phoney. But I will believe it that he has no missing limbs or bodyparts when I see it.
Don't worry that I will grab him from his willy again, I want to find a real man: Someone who doesn't need cunts and arselickers in order to be somebody and can size up people directly and correctly. That's point one made.
2. It was so simple and easy for Mark to try to get sex on his own terms without backstabbing.
He could have said the obvious: Joanna is almost one foot shorter than me and she totals about 18K from Invesco, and I think I am supposed to chase younger, taller, richer,thinner trophies- conquests, therefore it would be great to get some more of Joanna's human currency goodies but I am dreadfully stressed and worried she might enjoy herself or feel good about herself. So, I might as well skip sex with Joanna to convince her if I can that she is worthless and she must not be confident, she must remain suppressed and groveling for my approval.
What I have to say to Henley and the entire world about this: Mark Rowberry is delusional and I am coming to the issue of mental illness.
The common denominator between Mark Rowberry, the horseface cunt and my mother was that they nuked together a one planet minimum with a minimum 180 Billion people on it, motivated by the cunt to betray me and topple me back in the Confederacy days.
From this 180 Billion killing there is still residual disturbance. The psychiatrists must not use ECT in this situation, because it is a brutal hit to the brain and the thetan and doesn't handle the source of the schizophrenia or psychotic break.
My mother was victimized with one set of ECT sessions back in 1959. When I grew up I prevented further ECTs.
The horseface is smoking his dope and Mark Rowberry is persistently covering him up.
Mark Rowberry's military record is much heavier than my mother's so if he ever has a psychotic break again, he should not be given ECT but the best available medication.
I was a war criminal too, but now I am getting things straight, fair and square about warfare.
Bloody hell, why was it so tough for Henley to accept that Mark Rowberry is a one-night stand to me, he is not worth a dime as relationship material to me and I was free to write it off no big deal.
My priority is to decapitate the Antichrist and I will do that with St Mark the Evangelist and other early Christians and Scientologists and ancient greeks.
It's not my priority to suck up or tolerate Mark Rowberry's crap.
I am not going to EVER follow Mark Rowberry's mentality or leadership to perdition because if I do such a crime YOU will all die an extremely painful and slow death.
I got steady nerves and I am nobody's whore and nobody's fool.
Hell will freeze over allright, but the Pussyheads will never dictate to me to take any crap from Mark Rowberry.
I will be nice and respectful to him when he gets a proper job as a Satan Catcher. Right now he is an odious, selfserving, conniving moneyman with his pussyheads to suck up his false importance.
So, right now you can consider us divorced, until he is fit to go back to his proper job.
THERE IS TWO THINGS TO SORT OUT WITH HENLEY:
1. Did you ever see Mark Rowberry and me in a pub, or restaurant, or at the Angel or the Regatta or the Henley Festival, did you ever see us together having joy and fun after sex? No never. So, why did you pester me? What does it matter to me his money or his looks, what does he bring into my life? Inferior shitheads and sluts who hate me. Anything good? No. Even the slightest amusement or entertainment? No.
He is just a guy who calls me a whore in an effort to forbid other people to make friendship or relationship with me. In other words he doesn't wish me to do well in life because he is heavily into the CUNT culture.
SO STOP THE SCAM OF TELLING TALL TALES that he got raped and stuff, as you have to go to discuss these things with his girlfriends. I had excluded him back and sent him a good ridance not from June 2001. STOP EXPLOITING ME YOU FUCKING BACKSTABBING CUNTS.
Because these rumours are extremely disturbing, he is welcome to strip off and show me that he is ok and in one piece. I don't believe a word he says because he is a congenital liar and phoney. But I will believe it that he has no missing limbs or bodyparts when I see it.
Don't worry that I will grab him from his willy again, I want to find a real man: Someone who doesn't need cunts and arselickers in order to be somebody and can size up people directly and correctly. That's point one made.
2. It was so simple and easy for Mark to try to get sex on his own terms without backstabbing.
He could have said the obvious: Joanna is almost one foot shorter than me and she totals about 18K from Invesco, and I think I am supposed to chase younger, taller, richer,thinner trophies- conquests, therefore it would be great to get some more of Joanna's human currency goodies but I am dreadfully stressed and worried she might enjoy herself or feel good about herself. So, I might as well skip sex with Joanna to convince her if I can that she is worthless and she must not be confident, she must remain suppressed and groveling for my approval.
What I have to say to Henley and the entire world about this: Mark Rowberry is delusional and I am coming to the issue of mental illness.
The common denominator between Mark Rowberry, the horseface cunt and my mother was that they nuked together a one planet minimum with a minimum 180 Billion people on it, motivated by the cunt to betray me and topple me back in the Confederacy days.
From this 180 Billion killing there is still residual disturbance. The psychiatrists must not use ECT in this situation, because it is a brutal hit to the brain and the thetan and doesn't handle the source of the schizophrenia or psychotic break.
My mother was victimized with one set of ECT sessions back in 1959. When I grew up I prevented further ECTs.
The horseface is smoking his dope and Mark Rowberry is persistently covering him up.
Mark Rowberry's military record is much heavier than my mother's so if he ever has a psychotic break again, he should not be given ECT but the best available medication.
I was a war criminal too, but now I am getting things straight, fair and square about warfare.
Bloody hell, why was it so tough for Henley to accept that Mark Rowberry is a one-night stand to me, he is not worth a dime as relationship material to me and I was free to write it off no big deal.
My priority is to decapitate the Antichrist and I will do that with St Mark the Evangelist and other early Christians and Scientologists and ancient greeks.
It's not my priority to suck up or tolerate Mark Rowberry's crap.
About british men-women and VAT Value Added Terminals
British men do not have creation ability to relate. However, their salary gives them a life structure and buys them girlfriends. The sequence is a man gets a job with the best salary he can get. Then he goes out with a woman. If he is seen together with a woman, sitting at a table in the pub, the other women mark him down that if there is a woman at his side he is giving her something, so they jump in to see what they can get for themselves. English women understand that if a man is with his mates or alone in the pub there is something wrong with him. So, in that case they are "just friends" and from a cautious distance. Once they see that he started something with some other woman, then they go into a frenzy of jealousy and jumb in to shred everything to ribbons and establish their own territory. British women have the same level inability to create as a creator a relationship. They must see first that another woman has created a territory or a foundation with a man and then they jump in to counter-create, that's to say, they are not energized to create until they have a man-woman-love potential in place, in sight to destroy. They have to destroy in order to have something. They are reactionnary.
In my life I used to do the opposite, be friends but keep strict clean boundaries with men who got girlfriends or are in a relationship and, for myself, get to know single men.
When I did this here in the UK, back in 2001, the result goes somewhat like this: The guy has about 4-5 english women who monitor him from a distance, but consider him good for nothing. Once I get in and show any interest, then they decide he must be worth a lot, as a person or wallet and jump in with a rage offer sex a couple of times to see what they can squeeze out of him. So, my interest gives VAT to a man. He becomes a Value Added Terminal.
Anyway, because I had excellent relationships and a very happy and fulfilling marriage until the end of the year 2000, my position is this:
Dick power is the soul. Creation and sharing creation for evolution and wins is the desire. I don't have any curiosity about sex with Brits. Apart from the Mark Rowberry odious situation, the other Brits where entertaining, they can crack good jokes, they can dance, they can drive carefully, they can look after themselves, they are very enthousiastic and athletic in bed and they have an optimistic view of the world.
I know that they can be very good in bed. So, sex is no big deal and better avoided because this promiscuity phase Mark had right after me, 3 girlfriends and 18 one-night stands left me deeply paranoid. I don't like getting into worries and hussles, so I am perfectly alright to skip sex and I am very comfortable without it because Creation and sharing a flourish and prosper direction and vision of society or project is far superior than sex.
The disgusting situation with Mark Rowberry came about with huge obscene and backstabbing attacks against me because this is the Key relationship that threatens the existing Domination of the Antichrist, and it is Hubbard's Excalibur booby-trap laid in that was hidden and now became visible widely.
All of you should realize that Mark Rowberry was that fucking asshole General Alkiviades back in Athens and right after that the other fucking asshole Alexander the Grrrrreat, because he just wasn't going to tolerate that Asian Kings are superior than him. That recently he was in dreadful shape as Ludwig II of Bavaria, but at least he didn't butcher many people, instead built fairy tale castles. The local Tourist Board of Bavaria, shoud actually exhume Ludwig's body and do comparative tests in metabolism, substance residues, bone structure etc. and they will find that this is the guy Mark Rowberry who made for them the fairy tale castles. The guy I call "the cunt" the 6foot 2 with the horseface and the long teeth, was his buddy back then, I have located who he was and in all likelihood he is behind Ludwig's drowning and also behind the whole disgusting revenge he organized between Mark and me this lifetime. I think Mark Rowberry should seek investigations about himself and Ludwig II. It will be very beneficial for him to visit Bavaria, see his palaces, see his clothes and personal things and read his diary. Take a new look at his possessions and his materialistic but positive creations from his last life. Mark has to understand that I was living in France during his time as Ludwig II. He should watch with all his friends and women the film Requiem for a Virgin King by Hans-Jürgen Syberberg. This film describes his true emotional state, and the tears and imbalance and about creation that stays frustrated.
He has to understand that the bad luck and poison in these 3 lifes Alkiviades, Alexander the Great and Ludwig II is the direct result of his effort to use military power, the sword, the soldiers, the money, the plots to kill off my spirit.
He has to understand that the motivation and hypnosis-drugs brainwashing he dramatizes every lifetime, to diminish me, exploit me, discredit me, sabotage me and previously, betray me, have me tortured and killed and nuked when I was his wife and mother of his children is coming from Hubbard the Great Serpent and kept in place active by the tall guy, the horseface and a few other cunts who are into robotic criminality and viciousness under his protection and cover up. This protection and cover up he had given to cunts who hate me, because Hubbard transfered his hate to them, is self-destructive for him and boomerangs against his true and powerful self, which is totally disconnected from this earth and I am the only connection cable.
So, Mark Rowberry you had sex once with me, you got your VAT, Value Added Terminal, you used that VAT capital anyway you wanted. I left you doing your own thing.
Unfortunately you share persistently too much CAD culture with your pussyhead buddies.
So, I am going to straighten up all the filth your scambags spread around.
I am researching where is the socket that disconnects the obsessive-compulsive patterns that operate you, and until I can see clearly all factors involved, go fuck yourself.
In my life I used to do the opposite, be friends but keep strict clean boundaries with men who got girlfriends or are in a relationship and, for myself, get to know single men.
When I did this here in the UK, back in 2001, the result goes somewhat like this: The guy has about 4-5 english women who monitor him from a distance, but consider him good for nothing. Once I get in and show any interest, then they decide he must be worth a lot, as a person or wallet and jump in with a rage offer sex a couple of times to see what they can squeeze out of him. So, my interest gives VAT to a man. He becomes a Value Added Terminal.
Anyway, because I had excellent relationships and a very happy and fulfilling marriage until the end of the year 2000, my position is this:
Dick power is the soul. Creation and sharing creation for evolution and wins is the desire. I don't have any curiosity about sex with Brits. Apart from the Mark Rowberry odious situation, the other Brits where entertaining, they can crack good jokes, they can dance, they can drive carefully, they can look after themselves, they are very enthousiastic and athletic in bed and they have an optimistic view of the world.
I know that they can be very good in bed. So, sex is no big deal and better avoided because this promiscuity phase Mark had right after me, 3 girlfriends and 18 one-night stands left me deeply paranoid. I don't like getting into worries and hussles, so I am perfectly alright to skip sex and I am very comfortable without it because Creation and sharing a flourish and prosper direction and vision of society or project is far superior than sex.
The disgusting situation with Mark Rowberry came about with huge obscene and backstabbing attacks against me because this is the Key relationship that threatens the existing Domination of the Antichrist, and it is Hubbard's Excalibur booby-trap laid in that was hidden and now became visible widely.
All of you should realize that Mark Rowberry was that fucking asshole General Alkiviades back in Athens and right after that the other fucking asshole Alexander the Grrrrreat, because he just wasn't going to tolerate that Asian Kings are superior than him. That recently he was in dreadful shape as Ludwig II of Bavaria, but at least he didn't butcher many people, instead built fairy tale castles. The local Tourist Board of Bavaria, shoud actually exhume Ludwig's body and do comparative tests in metabolism, substance residues, bone structure etc. and they will find that this is the guy Mark Rowberry who made for them the fairy tale castles. The guy I call "the cunt" the 6foot 2 with the horseface and the long teeth, was his buddy back then, I have located who he was and in all likelihood he is behind Ludwig's drowning and also behind the whole disgusting revenge he organized between Mark and me this lifetime. I think Mark Rowberry should seek investigations about himself and Ludwig II. It will be very beneficial for him to visit Bavaria, see his palaces, see his clothes and personal things and read his diary. Take a new look at his possessions and his materialistic but positive creations from his last life. Mark has to understand that I was living in France during his time as Ludwig II. He should watch with all his friends and women the film Requiem for a Virgin King by Hans-Jürgen Syberberg. This film describes his true emotional state, and the tears and imbalance and about creation that stays frustrated.
He has to understand that the bad luck and poison in these 3 lifes Alkiviades, Alexander the Great and Ludwig II is the direct result of his effort to use military power, the sword, the soldiers, the money, the plots to kill off my spirit.
He has to understand that the motivation and hypnosis-drugs brainwashing he dramatizes every lifetime, to diminish me, exploit me, discredit me, sabotage me and previously, betray me, have me tortured and killed and nuked when I was his wife and mother of his children is coming from Hubbard the Great Serpent and kept in place active by the tall guy, the horseface and a few other cunts who are into robotic criminality and viciousness under his protection and cover up. This protection and cover up he had given to cunts who hate me, because Hubbard transfered his hate to them, is self-destructive for him and boomerangs against his true and powerful self, which is totally disconnected from this earth and I am the only connection cable.
So, Mark Rowberry you had sex once with me, you got your VAT, Value Added Terminal, you used that VAT capital anyway you wanted. I left you doing your own thing.
Unfortunately you share persistently too much CAD culture with your pussyhead buddies.
So, I am going to straighten up all the filth your scambags spread around.
I am researching where is the socket that disconnects the obsessive-compulsive patterns that operate you, and until I can see clearly all factors involved, go fuck yourself.
Saturday 1 September 2007
I am glad I gave Mark Dickpower and he did not forget about it
Dickpower is the soul and certainty of immortal beingness can be created at cause and effect. The more high quality beingness we can grant the more total immortal certainty we produce. That's a target that Satan has failed to shred to pieces as he desires and that's where Satan's balls are getting chopped off. Our love has an immediate impact: it castrates the Satan and asserts our true authentic beauty and vitality.
Because with total fulfillment of beingness at its highest quality and distilled truth, satan has no room to deploy desire and curiosity for false goals which is the main trap with cheese he keeps setting when we inflow. Mark run out because the sensation and the experience was more than he had ever experienced before. I didn't know about past lives anything and didn't realize that when he leaves me and when I leave him we are dramatizing past deaths from which we never recovered because we never had the space and time to look at them and inspect them from here, from the year 2007.
From 2005 to now I have managed to inspect about fifteen of my deaths and a few of his.
Because I am his wife and partner Satan-Catcher forever, all his past deaths and secrets spill out in me while I'm looking at the time track.
This time track has been created by Satan's applied methods to oppose our intention. Opposition, derailment, alterisness of first and true intention travelling through the maze of the material delay, the material mystery and barriers is what keeps the reactive mind charged up and working against us and breeding situations we regret and immediately turn black.
Turning things black stops now. Breathe in colour and light. Communicate truthfully.
This is no time to shove in the soul into malicious secret odious black parcels.
Clean up the shadows and emerge true winning self.
To do this I will talk to you about Mark Rowberry's other eternal women that Satan has hidden from the reach of humanity so far.
Because with total fulfillment of beingness at its highest quality and distilled truth, satan has no room to deploy desire and curiosity for false goals which is the main trap with cheese he keeps setting when we inflow. Mark run out because the sensation and the experience was more than he had ever experienced before. I didn't know about past lives anything and didn't realize that when he leaves me and when I leave him we are dramatizing past deaths from which we never recovered because we never had the space and time to look at them and inspect them from here, from the year 2007.
From 2005 to now I have managed to inspect about fifteen of my deaths and a few of his.
Because I am his wife and partner Satan-Catcher forever, all his past deaths and secrets spill out in me while I'm looking at the time track.
This time track has been created by Satan's applied methods to oppose our intention. Opposition, derailment, alterisness of first and true intention travelling through the maze of the material delay, the material mystery and barriers is what keeps the reactive mind charged up and working against us and breeding situations we regret and immediately turn black.
Turning things black stops now. Breathe in colour and light. Communicate truthfully.
This is no time to shove in the soul into malicious secret odious black parcels.
Clean up the shadows and emerge true winning self.
To do this I will talk to you about Mark Rowberry's other eternal women that Satan has hidden from the reach of humanity so far.
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