Monday 30 July 2007

This binary God Adam-Eve is no sublimation.

Back in 2001 I saw that giving that life message to Mark that he has lived for ever and he lives forever repaired him, but sent him into manic euphoria, so I decided not to elaborate on this, just go away quickly. Things that I could never imagine or make up are:
1. That he had me killed a few times in past lives. This is hard to imagine because he was a handsome, charming man. The only bad news indicator was that I could not control my weight or my health like I used to. My immune and nervous system got the message faster than my mind. All I had established was I don't get any wellbeing in Marketplace, Henley and my weight went yo-yo up and down 8 stone in total. 1stone +, then a couple of months later 2stone-, losing and gaining weight until I gave up struggling and stabilized to overweight.
2. That we are a binary God is even harder to imagine or to figure out. First of all, if I wanted to flatter him I would have told him back then that I perceive him in a different manner than anybody else. How is it possible two persons who are like chalk and cheese, mistrustful and wary of each other be a binary God?
3. So, I am not doing some kind of Freudian sublimation of sex or platonic love. It took me six years to reach this truth. Very inconvenient but real truth. To end up like this, we had to forget that our purpose is to capture that Satan the Great Serpent. Then we had to buy his power recipies, he went for the goal to kill the female God to be a bigger God, I went for the goal to be independent and count on myself. Having forgotten the true Jihad, we had to create a substitute. The Confederacy. So in the beginning we were both arrogant and doing the Eugenics Master race who bombs and runs slave planets with their corrupt henchmen. At some point he teamed up with them and nuked me. After that we went through different psychiatric-torture concentration camp programs. He ended up with the same goal to be superior and keep fighting wars, making totalitarian regimes. I decided it's time to turn things around, because weapons and eugenics are just a trap deeper into being a smaller identity. I made a breakthrough with the theta solution to find my direction when Socrates, to find out what have I done, which I got back new and improved in the Sea Org and made it newer and far more effective and beneficial with my pragmatic immortality program.
4. It's not to compensate but to describe to you that we are here because we are the effect of the force we used and I cannot hold my space in Heaven for more than 35 minutes. So in our true location, with mobility, voice, looks, strength we are like the entire gold reserves of the earth in one place and over here we are like a 20 pence coin. That's the amount of beingness, space and reach over there, which is chopped off and disconnected through various stages of beingness traps that go against our true power and beingness. The most important way to produce damage to an immortal being is to pitch the survival principle against the immortality situation. All that killers get is more weakness and more certainty that physical death is final, when in fact it is a disconnection of communication. If someone in your family dies, it's like your mobile was stolen. It doesn't mean that the frequencies are not there it means that the receiver-terminal is gone.
5. So, it's not that I got fertile imagination, or I am some virgin whore or religion and love addict. Only reason, clear reason with clear communication about warcrimes can turn around our losses.
6. The people who could have audited the warcrimes of the planet since 1986, when Hubbard dropped the body are Lesevre and Heber. And their twenty years silence is proof that the end of wars, crime and insanity are the Jesus agenda, not the Antichrist agenda.
The Antichrist wrote it down well, to prove to Jesus, look here your people are thick and cannot even tell I am the Antichrist. I write down nice things and then I tell them to fair game, lie, do all the curl up and die to others they can get away with and they think that you can have double standards in terms of flow. You cannot.
So, Hubbard is telling Jesus. It's one or the other Jesus, they cannot work for two masters. Either they agree to go through their warcrimes and establish rational viable agreements above the curl up and die level, either they unite against me and stamp me down or I win Jesus because they prefer to hate each other and it's a lot easier to hate and blame others than to look at your own crimes wholetrack and get traffic with reason and with pandeterminism.
And Hubbard says: Adam and Eve I split them from their common purpose and I turned them against each other. Then I created the mob mentality to split them even further. Somebody has to win Jesus, and it's more likely I'll win, because Heber and Lesevre don't know all the types of implants and triggers I put in place.

What else could be wrong with you, Robotism

ROBOT, 1. the individual with an evil purpose has to withhold himself because he may do destructive things. When he fails to withhold himself he commits overt acts on his fellows or other dynamics and occasionally loses control and does so. This of course makes him quite inactive. To overcome this he refuses any responsibility for his own actions. Any motion he makes must be on the responsibility of others. Thus he must have orders to operate. Therefore one could term such a person a robot and the malady could be called robotism.(HCOB 10 May 1972)
— L. Ron Hubbard, from
http://carolineletkeman.org/sp/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=1006&Itemid=153
You know very well, that I did like the guy but very soon reached the conclusion that he is bad news for me. So, I was gone and he stayed with the crowd he likes and trusts. You personally don't have any score to settle with me. What kicks in your system and you start cackling and whispering? Too much automaticity. You do it because the others do it, nothing personal.
You do something irrational and old news just because the robot in you kicks in. It's bad luck to be robotic. I have seen it many times. People want to socialize and make friends but have nothing constructive to offer, because emotionally they are in the "curl up and die " zone, so they join forces to slag off somebody. Since I have been staring at you, my estimate is that 80% of "socializing" here in Britain is done on a slag-off basis. It's the herd or crowd mentality where "curl-up-and-die" personalities gang up to do derision and sniggering on somebody convenient.
Read more about it in "Crowds" a classic read about herd mentality http://socserv.socsci.mcmaster.ca/~econ/ugcm/3ll3/lebon/Crowds.pdf

The only point where I disagree with Gustav le Bon the writer is that "inferior" groups such as women, children and savages have more herd mentality. I don't think that the male gender is superior. It is just the gender more determined to exert authority. In this gender, it is better to come out as a gay man and get married to a bloke than to be a cunt.
A cunt is not a closet homosexual, no, it's some guy with a girlfriend who wishes damage to both genders, men and women. A cunt usually promotes money corruption among men to be partners in crime and criticizes women down about their bodies, their shape, their age, their period.
I could never keep Mark Rowberry in a good relationship without doing all my homework. I had to go through my warcrimes until I find the Antichrist, the original source of evil. Without this homework, I could never figure out to tell him, drop all your friends, you don't need their advice how to treat women shoddy.
Crowd mentality is something very useful to the Antichrist because it keeps violence and crime going on.

Cackling and whispering behind my back, the two cures

Fair enough, we were friendly with Mark for 3 months, I fancied him, I jumbed on him, he got a really nice surprise. After that he told his buddies and they got involved with real passion to fault-find with me. Mark wasted all the year 2001 trying to diminish me with his buddies. He pretended nothing happened between us, shagged his 18 women AND wanted to prevent me to pull someone else with a more decent personality and that's why the hooker rumour and the ridicule started and goes on non-stop. His buddies wanted to help him to have it all AND prevent me from getting on with my life too.
I am not naive anymore. First of all there is a source, a driving force pushing your buttons millions of years now. Second, during those millions of years, he made sure you got a lot of crimes against me. You cackle and whisper for three reasons only: 1. you got crimes against me which you don't remember but they affect you.
2. You are not in a good relationship, never was and will never be.
3. You got a lot of warcrimes and these block you from having good luck in your friendships and relationships.
So: if you got warcrimes, you will follow my pragmatic immortality program to go through them. Only then you can be sure your life will get better, when you are not an amnesiac slave and nobody's fool and soldier, losing Jihad.
To women who cackle behind my back the solution is the same. Go through their warcrimes, to get some more soul and pull better luck in relationships.
To blokes who laugh out loud, I know that more than one 100 million years ago, there was a huge crowd of women that the Antichrist convinced at some point that they will be as sane as they consider themselves dangerous to the environment. And also that it's a healthy thing to run a "cannot have flow" to other women.

So, the bottom line is this: if you are a bloke, no matter how matcho you seem to be physically, here is the score: either you got crimes against me which will keep bringing you bad luck. or, you got crimes against women, or you are a secret woman who pretends to be a man, to forget your crimes.
The solutions are two: find out your crimes, find out what gender you are as a soul.
Gay men who are truthful are in better shape than cunts. Elton John being gay says, I don't know how this happened to me but I am true to my feelings. Once he can get a chance to go through his warcrimes, because if we are human we are all warcriminals, no exception, then once he wins his memory back he can find out what problem is he trying to solve by being in a male body. Women in the last 3.000 years had a bad life and no rights. Being a bloke is a way to have more control. Which means that from next lifetime Elton could go back to being all woman, with nothing to fear or hide anymore.
Personally I am not fooled by body gender anymore. I don't care if you are a black guy 6 foot tall laughing at me or behind my back. Either you are a secret woman, so better get your self a guy with a good body and a good job and calm down, or, if you got no luck to pull someone nice, find your warcrimes, clean up your act and your luck will change.

The one source, the engineer of Jokers and Degraders is L Ron Hubbard the Antichrist. What did he want to achieve? To ridicule me in the most crucial years for humanity: 2007-2013. Drop an A-Bomb and he gets licence to be born again and turn the Earth into a concentration camp.
If you can stop the A-bomb you can stop him.
As for me I am nobody's whore and nobody's fool. If you are cackling there is something wrong with you.

Thursday 26 July 2007

To Mark's friends and women

This life was not the first time you manage his head, his dick and his money. The mutual attachment he showed to go out and ask Aziz, Graham, Simon, Valerio and the others to dictate what to think and what to do about me is going on at least 90 million years. Back then Hubbard was our "therapist" and power guru. You suck up to Mark from the time we were under psychiatric glee bombing the apemen planets. You squeezed the equivalent of 100 million pounds on average each of you during the Confederacy. 75 million years ago, with extra mentoring from Hubbard you had made up your mind together with my mother and some other very unfortunate women that if you nuke me you will be free to share more money and power with Mark. And so you did. In the last 3.000 years it was the same story. He had no shortage of scheming whores and royal guards who kill the dissidents with one hand and steal from the Public Funds non stop until they can murder me and him later on and dance on our graves. His whores and his walletfaggots are the Scandal. You were his managers for years before 2001, and all the time after the end of 2001. You come clean about who did what, 2002-2004 and my position is clear: I know what have you done millions of years now, I know you cannot be trusted unless out of brainwashing programs and after doing full amends and prove to society that you are not a liability to me. To stick this guy's head back on and get his sanity back which is his true lost Kingdom, Heber Jentzsch has the craft. Hubbard is still doing extensive hate management on Lesevre, Miscavige, Heber and his personal CIA, the OSA. Hubbard hates the Interpol, FBI and CIA, but he made his own. The OSA protects the Antichrist Agenda.
Scientology is made of the Socratic method applied on the engineering components of brainwashing. The combination of Socrates and the hell the Great Serpent had put together was written because Jesus wants to start the Exodus. Mark Rowberry is the Messiah, he leads the Exodus in the sense that we know the engineering manual is complete once he goes back to his true self. Under Hubbard's hate management, CoS is hostile to the idea that thetans go back to doing immaculate conceptions in their own society. Hubbards wants them here and castrated, playing with electricity and fireballs, harming others to get the self worth they lost from immaculate conception castration. Hubbard is a Satan fighting his corner to keep thetans dependent on the Engineer that hates their guts for their senior purpose of existence, being Lifegivers and wants them twisted like Xenu.
Heber is being a cunt, silent about Jesus, fixed on hidden hate planted by Hubbard lies.
I have no use for moneygrabbing killers and whores to help me with Mark. Society is watching.

Wednesday 25 July 2007

Koos Trenite was right and spot on all along! Why Jesus didn't help

Koos the Ambassador for Mankind had already SP declared Hubbard-Satan back in 1997 and earlier. Koos had been systematically discredited as bonkers and nearly framed for the drowning of somebody, when I was reading his solo auditing sessions back in 2005 I found them waaay over the top. I could not adopt his point of view about Hubbard, it was too radical in my view, I thought he was being hysterical.
Yet, see it for yourselves: Jesus was watching his two favourite disciples meeting in Henley in 2001 and creating from a genuine attraction, where nothing wrong was done and no boundaries were transgressed towards society. This turned into a nasty malicious fiasco, where both of us where harmed emotionally and materially.
Know this: Jesus did not help us at all. Jesus would rather have us both dead, than fail to find out and shout from the rooftops of the World who is the Antichrist and the original source of Suffering, torture, betrayal and hate in humanity and how he dealt with Judas.
Koos Trenite may have been discredited, sabotaged, fair gamed, etc. but he got there by 1997 already. This is one of his writings: http://www.insolitology.com/topten/koostrenite/ri-848i.htm.

Only and only when I thought that Jesus was EVIL to Judas, that Jesus had applied all the SP declare, freak-out and fair game writings of Hubbard back to the source bang on, did he talk to me and the Heavens opened. And that was in 2006.
Jesus LIED to control Hubbard-Judas, because he tells him he will rise to power etc in the Judas Gospel, but he went to the Temple, chased the moneychangers and trades people and declared that he will destroy and rebuild the Temple in 3 days.
Koos Trenite was not hysterical or over the top. I can say this now, after eighteen months of realising where all the suffering came from.

But Joanna why Jesus didn't help you in France

You say that you were Joan of Arc and you were already the leader of the Church. So, why Jesus didn't help you and you got burned at the stake? You? his own Leader?
The guy who took the court decision was Heber Jentzsch, former St Peter. Now, I have established for myself, that Jesus had lifted St John from mental illness heavy to the point of mental decapitation. Which means that if he could do that sure he could walk on water.
He also did a lot of healing and material miracles and he entrapped and brutalized Judas.
Why then he just told St Peter, you will betray me three times before the dawn? One time St Peter betrayed Jesus was when he was antagonized by my angel talking, initiative and no respect for rank file and status, back as Joan of Arc. St Peter as a thetan is made of the same element fire. He has the Mark of the Beast. He has been in treason and servant to the Antichrist/Great Serpent trillions of years. The mark of the beast is not a one lifetime thing. It exists trillions of years now and the lack of precise definition and description had caused a lot of confusion and randomity. I have something to do with St Peter's treason condition.
One thing is that he has been using my past crimes or use of force as a motivator, to justify his treason.
More importantly I must have ignored his treason at some point. I must have missed some lie Hubbard whispered to him. There must be a gnostic crime I have to locate from the inside.
This jail has to open from the inside for the Exodus. I have to find out from the inside.
What makes Heber stay in treason condition is using my true past crimes as justification. That's a sure thing.
There is a range of lies about Jesus and me that Hubbard whispered and Heber is not telling. These lies take their credibility from my actual past crimes and from shortage of differentiation and analytical capacity.
Why Heber did not talk about Jesus and Judea twenty years ago? Apart from my crimes, how did Hubbard managed to frighten Heber?
One thing that Heber told me was that I am going to blackmail, put pressure on the Church of Scientology to denounce Satan-Judas-Hubbard. Seniority of purpose and serving humanity which is a nuclear and WMD arsenal puts pressure, there is no dispute about seniority of purpose.
I know I have done scary crimes and that if I don't locate them with precision I will be partially blind. I will find out.

Tuesday 24 July 2007

What stayed from my past lives.

From my life as Abbess Kassiani, he told me all things evil come from women and I answered back that all good things come from women too. So he married someone else and I never talked to him again for the rest of my life.
I spent years avoiding to talk to him when I was Socrates.
The other lives, Joan of Arc and Bernadette Soubirous I completed my command intention job, even without any resources or thanks. All I got was robotic meaness while I was alive. But if you think I died, no I didn't.
The bad women have turned to cunts,long time ago. Female thetans in male bodies. No wonder is hard to find a nice guy to have a family these days. Too many cunts.

Mark and the riff-raff about me

Riff-raff definition:
People regarded as disreputable or worthless.
Rubbish; trash.
The guy who will reward you if you tell him "Joanna is a whore" "use her only" is Mark Rowberry. He will be so grateful he will buy you a beer, or wine you and dine you.
It's possible if you tell him "Joanna is a whore, give me some money upfront and I will bring her to you" you might even squeeze some cash out of him.
The split between me and the world starts right under Mark's throne in heaven. So Mark has been used by the Antichrist against me. He does not have a mind of his own. The only life we had without the Antichrist in the middle was back in Judea.
In this world there are two kinds of people who got a firm position of support for the Beast-The Antichrist. Mark is one type of these people. His mind is not his own: it is the treasure of the Antichrist. So, Mark with his money trades on behalf of the Antichrist with the other money lovers.
The other two people with the Mark of the Beast in their profile are Heber Jentzsch and Lesevre. They are not amnesiac or mentally ill like Mark.
Quite the opposite. They knowingly trade and lead in support of the Antichrist.
Jentzsch could have told his story with Jesus back in Judea and change the world since 1986, when Hubbard dropped the body. Countless deaths in war and terrorism would have been prevented.
Lesevre volonteered a crime he had done against me after the fall of the Confederacy and from there I found out about the bombings I had done to start the Confederacy.

There is an earlier conflict where I used force against the traders of the Antichrist. They use it as an excuse to have you dead for ever.
I look to find the conflict.
I look at their trade and your trade too.
Time for inconvenient truths. The media is the field for this drama. I put my cards on the table first. Mark Rowberry is an artificial Suppressive Person. That's what Jesus knew, healed him and considered him his favorite disciple. Mark had not the personality or the mental state he has now. I found out that his willy works ok, but the problem is his mind.
My mother's schizophrenia was that if you agree with her that I am planning to poison my parents to inherit them you got her friendship, she will help you financially and may be put you in her will.
Mark's schizophrenia was that if you agree with him Joanna is a whore, use her, you get his friendship, his available time and any money you can squeeze.
I went away from my mother for 10 years, when I met her again we had the same problems.
I went away from Mark for 6 years, but I found out where is schizophrenia coming from.
Both my mother and Mark found a lot of takers for their lunacy. Lunacy as an agreement about rightness. Nobody disagreed with my mother or Mark that their thinking is too rigid about me, too "stuffy".
People keep being and doing same things as in their past lives. When I was asking around in the City , where is this rumour that I am a secret hooker coming from? I was doing the same thinking as in that Gospel I had written. All things have to go back to their source.
The first Merchant of Fear and Black Public Relations guy was Hubbard. He wrote down a lot about what crimes were done, but kept confusing the issue who did what.
In both situations, my mother and Mark I was wondering: why me? Because my opponent has been using them, he counts on their past crimes to make them robotic backstabbers with nothing to gain.
What I found totally true and right is his Kingdom in Heaven and his citizens out there.
Over here I am dealing with cunts.
Anyway sex was the best way to start dealing with who and where we really are, the two of us. It is himself outside from this world that's the true Mark. The Mark that was out and about in Henley is just Great Serpent mental engineering personality.
The free people out there know that I will manage to open the road.
If Hubbard gets dislodged from his position under his throne, then evil is off the plug. The Great Serpent has diverted part of our strength against us.
Meanwhile Hubbard counts that the riff-raff of Henley will keep covering up what really happened to Mark from 2002-2004.
The secrets of Henley.

Who am I in relation to the World

Simon the Dentist was ranting to Mark "who does she think she is? not talking to you?" of course Mark was grateful for Simon's position against me, so off they went to the pub to go on ranting about me, they came back after midnnight and I could hear them stumbling on furniture upstairs Simon still ranting: "Tell her to fuck off!"
Fuck off was a good idea until I found out who am I and who is Mark.
Who am I then.

Actually I am Hubbard’s nemesis, and that’s no secret from Jentzsch, Miscavige, Lesevre, Rinder, Miscavige sister, etc.

I am the Strategist not just of the Christian Churches , but of the whole planet, the leader of Omnimotion to stump down the Antichrist.

In recent times I am known as Socrates http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Socrates

Magdalenehttp://www.earlychristianwritings.com/gospelmary.html

Abbess Kassiani http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kassia

Joan of Arc http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joan_of_Arc

and Bernadette Soubirous http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bernadette_Soubirous

Jesus kept Bernadette’s body undecayed, as a body in pawn type, to stay here on Earth, teach Aleicester Crowley as Aiwass http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aiwass ,to start the Thelemic movement, and then guide Hubbard, the Scribes of the Thelemic Movement, and the engineer of the Reactive Mind. He wrote down Scientology, the manual to undo reactive mind engineering and KNOW.

My job is to split Hubbard the Antichrist, just like Jesus split Judas, take the knowledge to freedom for all, and curse him too. No applause! He described the traps because he had made the traps in the first place.

Hubbard is just a Scribes, Jesus and me are holding the true scientology purpose and can take apart the evil.
The Media are next to useless when they divert your attention to second class information I am the stable datum which puts Jesus to win over the Antichrist to change our future about the wholetrack, about Jesus strategy and about the Antichrist strategy, otherwise there will be an A-bomb in the Middle East by 2012 the latest!
Do a film about me the Beastfighter and some of the true situations of the disciples, who are still here, amnesiac.

Sunday 22 July 2007

The directional flows of repair

Judas Hubbard's damage was to get Adamas trying non-stop to kill me or invalidate me or subjugate-subdue me and have all of you as his allies on this in order to have a game.
The whole damage is because the true goal is that Judas-Hubbard is the game. It is him we set out to take hostage. By fair-gaming me you got some gratification to evil intentions but you went down from in the image of God to well-groomed ape.
Once he got his confidence back, his automaticities kicked-in and his friends robotics too, as they had been players against me for a very long time.
Now, to repair him the next repair station is myself.
The game where I treat Mark well and he betrays me to entertain and please you went on for many trillion years. Now, until I achieve full repair for myself, he stays allways ill never dying.
The evil intention that started with the Great Serpent that Adam should do well and Eve should not brought you all down to hell. It's me first if you want any luck and order to flow around and get out of war, insanity and crime.

Who is really in charge of Mark Rowberry

It is one of two wills only.
So far, it is Great Serpent-Judas-Hubbard-Antichrist who is embedded between Mark and me under his throne.
Or, once I audit his implants and repair all flows my will.
That's why his erratic behaviour did not make sense to me back in 2001.
It was the consolidated brainwashing and obsessive-compulsive patterns of trillions of years by Judas-Hubbard. His mind is where the treasure is blocked.
All this transfered hate and ridicule and financial damage was utterly out of order.
What solves his case, solves my mothers case and your case too.
So, more two way communication to free us from liabilities since the beginning of time.

Saturday 21 July 2007

Love under will, part 2.

Once I had moved house, in December 2001 I thought what did Mark bring in my life? He misrepresented me in Henley, cut off the harmony I had all the years I had been in Britain, was telling around that I was trying to destroy his relationships and that he was protecting his relationships from me.
I did very well to jump on him and give him a blowjob and a very strong experience. High quality attention and emotional penetration, to size up what's the score with this handsome guy? Why does he seem to imagine he is bisexual?
Only when I read Kenn Ogger's research into the Sex,Drugs,Hypnosis Rundown, I said yes, now Mark makes sense, this brainwashing method has been done to all of us at some point before or after the Confederacy, 90 to 75 million years ago and we dramatize it to various degrees.
Before I read Ken Ogger's research I was disappointed with Kate Moss, what good is it to be so good looking,succesful and all and have a boyfriend like Pete Doherty. No thanks, I would rather sit in my room and read a book than date a case like that. Now, you should understand why Hubbard-the Antichrist should be cursed and disconnected from Scientology. Because this is the guy who had the mental capacity to put together destroy-degradation methods like this, and he wrote down about these because he had made them and spread them around in the first place. So, this sex and drugs about Kate Moss, that at some point she smoked stuff and asked "who wants a shag?" is not her own personality: a good thing sex-love-desire was twisted around and mixed with drugs and hypnotic commands implanted by Judas-Hubbard the Antichrist with the SDH rundown, out of hatred for us the native thetans and in a war to degrade us.
With Pete Doherty, the drive to create music, which is a natural native thetan ability had been twisted with drugs and hypnosis and while I was going through Charles Manson's life, I notice that for years he was digging out new songs and that his mind had been triggered by Hubbard-the Beast, the master hypnotist to connect together music and artistic creation with narcissism and violence. So, the Antichrist has done a job to us and his first and Major, Top Target had been Mark and Me because at the other end of the spectrum before the beginning of time we are a binary God.
But Mark had been brainwashed for trillions of years and he is decapitated mentally, there is a black field of implants, triggers so that his ambitions and drive are totally boobytrapped.
Because we are, to put it in other words, if binary God sounds too pompous, we are a bipolar soul, Hubbard had been trying to crack this soul.
My exilaration and enthusiasm got through to Mark, but what blocked this was that I had no tools to deal with his mental triggers at all. This is before and after the beginning of time the most crucial relationship for me, for Mark and for the entire humanity, I jumped in, and then I had to stand still and come to terms with the ruin and the source of the ruin, the third party, L Ron Hubbard.
It was out of the question that if I run after Mark, to tell him come to bed and don't smoke drugs, don't sleep around, drop your inferiority complex buddies. It wasn't going to work, it wasn't going to create a relationship . I think I would be miserable and full of anxiety out of failure to control, failure to help and to protect. Again, because his ambitions and drive are boobytrapped if I succeeded to make him sober and monogamous, the vision sounds miserable. Hubbard on the whole track had boobytrapped our desire to reach out, to share joy and friendship, with drugs and destructive confusing commands. Manson had been made this way, his body and his age just triggered the implants on the mind of the immortal soul, the thetan.
Hubbard had been the first who brainwashed Mark that if he despises love, comittment, accountability and co-creation in his main relationship, he will be powerful, dominant and a winner. Hubbard had made an industrial size degradation, amnesia, and mutilation machine because we forgot we were opponents and that our goal is to defeat him and take him hostage. We went against our true first decisions, we forgot our purpose, got confused and invalidated by the material universe which is his patch, our communications and our initial and true reality where cut off. But he did not crack my soul and I will shred him to ribbons world wide. He is the scribes of Scientology but not the Leader. Mark has been his casualty, but I began to wake up. I am not confused anymore. I have a good prespective of Soul and human or God and man .

Love under will, part 1

So I was watching Mark for the rest of the year, to find out what does he want to do with his life, what is his will? What is he creating? His relationship with the third girlfriend Lee started around the end of July or beginning of August 2001. His friends liked her, but to me it seemed that his motive for this relationship is to use her to make Amanda and Elisabeth wrong. Those two relationships did not work out as Mark wanted to be totally unaccountable, and by starting new with Lee he was getting back to them by making them wrong. Telling them, look I am with someone younger and prettier than you, you have financial/career success but she is much more good looking and flexible. Mark had written me off and was juggling those three girlfriends, that they all got good qualities but they must pick up the pieces when he smashes the relationships to bits with his conduct and these women were super fast been made emotionally insecure but willing and consenting to be invalidated and to work hard and pick up the pieces every time he bolts out of the relationship.
In the 5 months he was with Lee I saw two things that really made up my mind to let go of him completely. First of all, that when he gives attitude to Lee, which he did big time, she would show up week ends with her little white car, eager and determined to get her man, and he would go out on the pull Tuesday to Thursday mainly. So, he was telling her try harder but you don't count and she was positive minded about it and she did not fall sick. More than anything else that really counts. Lee didn't fall sick from getting attitude and cheating from Mark. I was comparing notes on this, and after this hello-goodbye sex, I had lost control of my health. My weight went up and down by 1 stone at least 3 times in 8 months, I had insomnia, something was hitting my nervous and immune system and health balance was lost. The two things he was getting from Lee that she is determined to be positive minded no matter what he does to her and she doesn't fall sick and that she likes his friends and they like her, these two things he was Never going to get from me. No way I can provide him with so much tolerance and stay optimistic. So the question what are we doing to the world? With Lee he put together good appearences that he drives around with a pretty and optimistic girl and because he sleeps around a lot "society" that's to say all the cackling harridans, venomous sluts and frenzied goldiggers and his walletfaggot friends are calm and reassured that she doesn't threaten their grip on Mark,they will not lose their opportunity to strike out for his money and favours, they are still cause over him, they are still managers of his head. Valerio did not stop being Mark's head manager dictating to him what to think and what to do, as a cheating relationship is cripple. What his buddies approve is a good looking, tolerant and cripple relationship. To me the most shocking moment I remember from Lee was when I saw her smiling and nodding with acceptance and respect to Valerio. I have never recovered from the shock. This is a guy with an inferiority complex who takes all his self-worth from advising and monitoring Mark, he is his head manager. So, when Mark asked her one night, "Joanna is not talking to me, what should I do with her?" and she said "do something to get at her", I went into denial. I thought this is not for real, this is not happening, Lee respects Valerio which is crazy and Mark and Lee agree to "get at me??" what for?? What IS all this nonsense?? Mark and Lee got some very compatible stupidity. Really they have an stupidity wavelength that keeps them together. What am I doing here? How do I fit in? What goals do I have in common with this couple? Nothing. I am irrelevant to them and they are irrelevant to me. Naaa!! this won't happen, this is totally unreal. Get rid of them completely!
What Mark wants? Relationships on his own terms.
What do I want? Somebody more considerate, intelligent and with good quality friendships in his life. I should get to go out with other guys, without fail.
Lee doesn't fall sick when Mark sleeps around with 15 behind her back, and she doesn't sleep around or flirt with other guys, at least that's what I managed to observe in those 5 months, she was focused and determined to get and keep her man. The thought that if the guy sleeps around with 15 in 5 months, which is 3 new conquests a month, this is either a joke relationship or an abusive emotionally relationship did not exist for Lee. She and me were coming from different galaxies, but she was a consenting adult and everything looked alright. Mark was holding court with lots of women and mates being the unofficial royal court in Henley.
I was making note that all I got going with this guy is the supernatural thing that I affirmed he is God, which doesn't sound pragmatic or real, so I did not elaborate about it at all and that I did fancy him for the first three months. He got a shag because I fancied him. His bold statements that he doesn't want to stay with me for a week after sex, get to know me better but runs out to declare "serious" relationships derailed the whole attraction. I noted that while we were friendly friendly our differences didn't matter, but we had genetic dissonance. I have a low thyroid which is a genetic defect and makes me look slow and stupid and he is super strong,tall and fast. I am analytical and he is a total extrovert, live for the moment. Therefore I should not preach him or try to sell him my concepts because he is already well settled in his genetics, his mentality, his friends and his lifestyle.
On top of that ever since he had told me to "fuck off" at that restaurant, where he was with Elisabeth, on the 8th of June he had been moaning that I have done a scandal and I was trying to destroy his relationships.

Thursday 19 July 2007

Hubbard you and me

Hubbard divides people's communication and life attitude in two trends. Those who are constructive in society and those who want others to curl up and die "succumb" as he calls those people who are below 2.0 on the tone scale.
Now, from 2004 to now, we got horrendous rumours about Mark Rowberry which I still suspect 50% possible as I cannot verify them because our communication is cut off.
About me, I was getting steady sexual hate, social exclusion and in 2004-2005 got fired from 3 contracts in the City, which led to 100K financial damage. All this does not add up, at the end of the day Mark got lucky once with me and used that to the max to make other women compete for his favour. That's all. Henley was pleased with Mark, and I was pleased to leave him and Henley as soon as I could.
Don't you think it's kind of sick and bizzare if Mark gets attacked in a place where he was the life of the party for over 10 years and I get all this name calling from literally thousands of complete strangers to me. The communication is effectively cut off.
Why? because Londoners just like any other people, when they participate in something malicious, they do it because they want us, Mark and me , to curl up and die, but then they keep "shtum", total quiet, once they stack the daggers in our backs.
They want to wash their hands and find something else to do. Hubbard the Antichrist knows your nature because he is the original source of evil. Have you seen Katie the Apprentice who prides herself for being "ruthless"? Hubbard was her teacher. These ruthless, evil, backstabbing, joker-degrader personas that you adopt because somebody pushed your buttons about Mark Rowberry and me have a single source. You don't remember the guy, but his hate teachings are in your personality system for billions of years. You are not the source of this hate/ridicule attack against me , you don't have any score to settle with me.
What it is, if you backstab me, which you did out of robotic reaction, to get involved, then you go quiet and want to cover-up everything.
You are not the source. You don't personally gain anything because I lost my job and had 100K damage, and you didn't win anything if somebody actually raped Mark and his buddies cover up who it is.
The Antichrist knows that at heart you want us me and Mark to curl up and die. Hubbard understands what makes you tick.

Tuesday 17 July 2007

Admiration for Hubbard??

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Kill God to be a bigger God, that's how it all started

This didn't work because the structure of God is to always be at cause and effect, in male and female and in the 5 flows: What you do to yourself,what you do to others,what others do to others,what others do to you,what others do to themselves.
That's why I could not understand WHY Mark doesn't register mentally that if he calls me a whore to entertain Henley and shags 18 women it's very unlikely I will manage to fall in love.

Anyway, this had been going on for millions of years, so his perception is unable to copy what the result of his actions will be. Was he bonkers and a God too? Yes. What went wrong? Implants, and everything that Ken Ogger describes in SDH.

You need to keep your cool because all the double standards and the unjustice in the world started from this. But I was average amnesiac back then, so I did not calculate that he would actually create a consensus against me, I expected that people are rational and that if he talks nonsense about me they will dismiss it.

Greece was spooked and confused by Hubbard as well, but somehow they were not manipulated to the degree that Britain cannot distinguish between Scientology and Hubbard.
Hubbard is the Antichrist, Scientology is gnostic and Jesus and Socrates are involved in it too, all hate policies and implanting methods SDH,PDH aswell as asymmetric warfare are antichrist agenda.

I got some links what happened in Greece.

OSA has been organized by Hubbard to prevent Scientology being useful to decent people who don't like the Antichrist.

I know that all Henley and London was going to be dreadfully jealous if actually Mark and I had managed to have a succesful relationship. Remember your reaction to Wallis Simpson, Yoko Ono and Heather Mills. Unless they settle down abroad they cannot keep the relationship.

So, I left Mark with his mates and his women and he was very attached to them.

I repaired myself from having been nuked in the Confederacy, having my face and hands destroyed and dying from this in China, going very upset and drinking the hemlock in Athens,
getting rejected in public byMark and then starting a convent and refusing to talk to him for an entire lifetime, getting burned on the stake as a heretic by the guy who is now Heber Jentzsch and more. So, it's not too surprising that I wasn't very cheerful.
There is an effective way to find out that you never stayed in Heaven, you are in the same situation with me.

Since you all got involved in the sex "scandal"with an opinion, now you will follow me to separate the Antichrist Founder from the Church and the knowledge of Scientology.

Also, all warfare methods have one single source only,Hubbard is the only winner from all the wars, hostilities and murders ever done.

Assuming that you are basically good the way to get out of liabilities and hostilities is to back me up to expose and derail the Antichrist Agenda and get the repair methods from Heber and Miscavige, both for Mark Rowberry and anybody who can use them.

Let me put it like this. Assuming that we are a binary God with Mark we are married in Heaven. The collective celebration is to reduce all humanity's wars down to one individual. The Beast.
He is a Goddess disguised as "the Commodore" with a fake army record. He wrote down truths but he is a crafty liar too.
He fooled a lot of people for a long time, but he cannot fool you all forever.
Hubbard and Scientology are two separate things. Don't be afraid to put him under the microscope and take Scientology too.
Miscavige and Jentzsch will have to change sides from being loyal to the Antichrist to transferring Scientology to humanity. The sooner the better and since Britain has given tolerance and hospitality to Scientology, it's time to give tolerance and support to me. Above all freedom of speech and access to the media. The Antichrist is totally allergic to freedom of speech.
You called me names, yet he is the only one person in the entire world that deserves to be called names. The work is to confront a very gnostic enemy. The win is to have many friends and one single enemy too and all his power and knowledge yours.

Monday 16 July 2007

What is needed for repair. Mass Media against OSA tactics

Mass media where I can present what is the real situation worldwide is needed like Panorama and TV documentaries, daily newpapers, productions with terrestrial TV orSKY TV channels urgently, because Hubbard wants us both dead or criple.
I was harmless as long as I was amnesiac, but once I had met Mark Rowberry in 2001 the clock was ticking that I will get my memory back to turn things around from impending disaster and I hadn't realized where the sexual hate and ridicule is coming from because I found Hubbard out in 2006! Until then, you were calling me "f....ng whore and I was staring blank because Mark had been fully booked after me both with women and friendships.
The OSA want me dead because I know he is the Antichrist and I know all his crimes and destroy to win strategy and Mark Rowberry because he is the most damaged in mind automaticities of the two of us already 75 million years ago and Hubbard wants to prevent any repair I can do by solo-auditing his time track and energy fields. So, publicity and to listen to me, because text is slow, TV and videos are far more effective and needed urgently.
Heber Jentzsch, Miscavige and Lesevre have all the tech knowledge I need to solo audit and turn around his energy fields. I need processing tools to repair this person Mark Rowberry, it cannot be done by relationship because his situation is a 90 million year implanting with drugs, electric shock, hypnosis, confusing commands, a consolidated mess, it is useless to hang around and nag him don't do this don't do that. Don't be this way, be that way.
So, mass media for me to speak-up and present what's the manipulation Hubbard is doing to Jentzsch,Miscavige,Lesevre and what is Hubbard trying to win from all this.

Hubbard has poisoned the top 5 of the CoS against me already by 1984 or earlier. There is only one genuine product in the entire Universe, and you are under constant pressure to produce one of two things: The expansion of God infinitely to denser matter and at the top end of the spectrum, the expansion of God to infinite higher immaculate conceptions and more powerful and evolved immortal existence. Both the words Jihad and Israel refer to this top end of immortal evolution.
Being human is a middle situation where pressure was being applied by Hubbard as source of traps to turn you into matter and automaticity, to lose your selfdeterminism and freedom. I will pull to reverse the damage and open the road to the free immortals while we have a body, because it is not the obstacle. So far, we have been pulled from all powerful immortality down to amnesiac monkey bodies by Hubbard himself. His goal is to turn into matter as many of the thirty trillion souls involved in this as possible. He wins if he expands and enriches matter by killing thetans and recycling them.

Hubbard our opponent's job is to pull down by false goals,false methods and false stable data the immortal souls-thetans towards matter. Only the two extremities keep expanding matter and spirit. From 30 trillion souls-thetans who got involved with Hubbard and the Adam against Eve attack, only 144.000 souls-thetans are "sealed" that is no matter what they do, or what happens to them they are indestructible and will bounce back to the top end of immortal evolution. Hubbard's target with the introduction of implants and brainwashing, overwhelm and SDH,PDH rundowns was to desorient the indestructible 144.000 about leadership goals and methods, so as to send those 30 trillion to their death for ever and by pain. To turn the thirty trillion into matter.

Let's take two indestructibles that he was mentoring; Xenu, the vertical rainbow, he was a Hubbard Operating Thetan who took the advice to do genocide and implanting on 200 billion thetans and the other indestructible Mark Rowberry took the advice to blow up two planets to overthrow Xenu and seize power. Result, another 350 billion were nuked, including me. While, me and Mark and Xenu are among the indestructibles, those 200 billion body thetans and those 350 billion nuked in the holocaust are closer to death. He is working 24/7 to increase the death rate by WMD and A-Bombs and any explosives , because these don't just kill the monkey body but damage the soul-thetan which gathers injuries and mutilation and approaches death by pain and trasformation into matter this way.
Heber Jentzsch who was St Peter is another indestructible fooled and poisoned by Hubbard. Heber is sitting back watching the wogs doing bloodshed from 1986 when Hubbard dropped the body. He just does what Hubbard says when he could have stopped the war culture with the tech.
But CoS does not use the tech to help humanity, they use the tech to make humanity worship and respect Hubbard the Antichrist. So, they don't say Irak, Gazza and Afganistan are happening because we did not talk about the whole track and warcrimes and auditing, they like to think this bloodshed is happening because these people did not read Hubbard's books! If only they knew what a wonderful guy Hubbard was , if they knew their Saviour.
The opposition i get from CoS is damaging humanity big time and I have to make things go right on TV about this. Mark Rowberry's repair is from the top down, because I got traffic with his Throne and his Kingdom in Heaven, those who are free and able, I am team with them, the morons who suck up to Mark for his money and favours cannot dictate to me what to think or what to do or who I am
It's pathetic if Panorama stays cagey and cowardly about the CoS after all the spookiness they experienced and broadcasted. It goes without saying that they should give me equal air time and the program should be: Socrates, Jesus, Adam-Eve involvement in Scientology. These are the true leaders of humanity's purpose.
So, I hope Mark keeps his cool because I doubt he can follow up what's going on and all these things I am talking about are news to him and he should stay neutral and look after himself.

Sunday 15 July 2007

Mark Rowberry and the Office of Special Affairs

As I was saying, I had to find out about Pain,Drugs,Hypnosis and I run into the news that Ken Ogger, Freezone Scientologist had a "mysterious" death, end of May 2007.
From there I found his postings about being harassed by the Office of Special Affairs, where he talks about the Scientology Sex,Drugs,Hypnosis Rundown.
Now, when I moved house back in December 2001, Mark Rowberry had scored with eighteen women after me and he had a dozen mates to tell him which woman he is supposed to shag, which one has bigger tits, or longer legs or is richer or thinner.
That Hubbard was Judas the Disciple and that he has the Antichrist Agenda dawned on me in 2006, after I had opened the time track.
Finding my crimes with precision I found out Hubbard's crimes and humanity's crimes.
This is a summary.
The first crime is What effect can you have on God? when the answers you give on that are below 2.0 on the tonescale, to kill God, to make God succumb etc. The aberration of the second dynamic starts with Hubbard the Great Serpent (that she-devil, the bitch that was posing as a man during Jesus time) advising to kill the female part of the binary god Adamas-Eve.
So, immediately we got Adamas leading his followers to make his other half succumb. But because in the free thetan society, Garden of Eden, all is made from firm certain beingness, when Adamas brutalized Eve with explosions, he damaged his throne as his throne is made of her beingness. His followers, which total in my estimate around 30 trillion thetans agreed for him to be a bigger,independent god, and to make me succumb in order to give him power. Therefore to do crimes against my survival and sovereignty is the crime all thetans followers of Adamas did. That's why Mark's idea that I am a whore was sooo popular. That's why his bestest mates were barking to him to treat me like dirt and that's why they clicked together in this agreement to enforce degradation,hostility,backstabbing, sexual hate etc. against me.
But the women, between 2002-2004 could not repair him because they do not own the truth that he is God. His buddies are cunts like Judas the Disciple. Thetans have gender, male or female for the binary structure of God and Theta society. So, his buddies are women who were super determined to kill the female god. Having heavy duty crimes on the female identity, they became male gender bodies so as to forget their crimes. They are fixated in the zone below 2.0 on the tone scale, because they were fixed on the goal to kill the female God. That's why, once I was gone, they gradually started wishing Mark to succumb. As long as I was living next door, I was the only target of their hate. They were arslickers to Mark because they were afraid I might make Mark fall in love with me, marry him and cut him off his buddies. Once I was gone, their hate doubled. They now wanted Mark to succumb too, to be a weak guy so as to share power with him, control his dick,his head and his money.
His bestest buddies are cunts: Female thetans disguised in male bodies to criple his relationships with women.
Nobody knew between 2002-2006 that the OSA was involved because Hubbard is the Antichrist-Judas-the future Beast and that Mark Rowberry and me are going to have a bust-up with him, sooner or later.
So, the cunts, his bestest buddies are covering up a "freak-out" situation where possibly Mark was attacked and raped, because his group are heavily implanted by Hubbard in PDH and SDH manner. So, his venomous sluts preferred him to be castrated rather than make up with me.
Ken Ogger was a female thetan in a male body, who, like most Scientologists, did not go through all his war-crimes on the track, so, being a male body he did not find out what problem was he trying to solve, I spent a 1000 years as a man,after dying from torture as a wife and mother.
No Scientologist realized that Adamas-Eve are native thetans waging a holy war to stay in power condition and get the Great Serpent to write down his post, the knowledge of God and Life and make him transfer power and knowledge. Hubbard is pressuring OSA and CoS to enforce solutions and handlings below 2.0 on the tonescale,so as to keep the world out-ethics, so that, although he has written down what has he done to native thetans and how to repair them, keep having a CoS that wants the world to SUCCUMB to the Antichrist.
If they use handling at 2.0 on the tone scale, law abiding and honest then the world will go uptone and the native thetans will recover their strength and sanity quickly. To keep them aberrated they have to either be slaves to Hubbard or prejudiced that Scientology is a brainwashing cult. Both make the Antichrist win.
If the six billion on the planet go on enforcing solutions below 2.0 on the tone scale then they will have the Beast to rule with terror and torture within a few decades. If they get their ethics in, and audit their war-crimes then we got power transfer from the Beast to me and the native thetans.
That's why Hubbard is the original source of the hate and jealousy, both against Mark and me.
Why Mark sleeps around so much and smokes drugs and has moodswings?Back in 2001 when I was watching him?
The answer is in the Sex-Drugs-Hypnosis Rundown. Hubbard "discovered" it on the whole track but he does not admit that he is the Source. Native thetans will stay his slaves as long as they consent for other native thetans to be harmed and to succumb.
When I met Mark he was 38 years old and rather set in his lifestyle and very attached to his mates. His behaviour is coming from SDH rd. He was the first target of it, that's why he was promiscuous and treacherous in the last 75 million years.
So, once more: any "freak-out" attacks against Mark have second generation source his "buddies" the cunts, evil women born blokes to control his dick and share power with him and they are covering the OSA behind it. It is not clear from what I read if Ken Ogger's death verdict is suicide or murder. I also read what OSA did to Dr Joan Wood, who was the coroner in the LisaMcPherson case. So, OSA can "bend" it seems justice and police persons?
Are London and Henley wimp populations? Are they going to stay "bent" or will Valerio, that obsessed cunt and the rest of Mark's entourage speak up who did what in the "freak-out"?
Mark had been the first target of the SDH rundown. That's what I discovered in the last 24 hours. Unless Henley comes clean about who did what to Mark Rowberry, I declare his buddies Valerio and Eva, Simon the Dentist,Aziz, Graham to be cunts like Judas,and his girlfriends PTS to the Antichrist and to OSA. Either Henley will come clean or I declare Henley the world capital of sexual hate and with the highest number of cunts.
I have put the links from my findings, read,learn and grow up.
Name and shame who did what to Mark.
Stop backstabbing me if you are some bitchy woman or a walletfaggot or a cunt.
It is the Antichrist Desk in Florida the original source.
Hubbard wrote down most of his post: he wrote down what repairs native thetans and what people do below 2.0 on the tone scale.
He did not write down that all crime and downward spiral started by pitching one binary God against each other. In the conflict of binary Gods the God who was determined to make the other one succumb, that's Adamas Mark Rowberry has heavier injuries, less mental stability and is lower on the tone scale and the same applies for his "entourage".
I was gnostic, so in the mayhem 2005-to now, I applied the Sea Org ethics I had seen and I found what have I done wrong to get out of confusion with more genuine stable datums.
No solution below 2.00 on the Tone Scale can put an end to conflicts or confusion.
Hubbard wants OSA and the CoS to stay below 2.00 on the Tone Scale. He did the same with his other Operating Thetan, Xenu t he vertical rainbow and with the White Implanters. They got abilities with electricity and force, but their communication and control methods are below 2.00 on the scale.
When reading Hubbard policies ask two things: is this attitude above or below 2.00 on the tone scale? If I do what he says what condition do I get in versus other people?
If Mary Sue Hubbard and Quentin had asked themselves these two questions they could have done Power Transfer from the Antichrist to the Native Thetans.
What use to humanity is a Sea Org and Operating Thetans that handle life and expansion with methods below 2.0 on the Tone Scale and are in Enemy condition to the Scientology critics and they are in Confusion and Treason condition towards the Free Native Thetans because they never saw them, because they did not go through their war-crimes to locate what is being created forever.
Victory against the Antichrist means handle life with solutions above 2.0 on the Tone Scale.
Power condition is to reconnect with the Free Native Thetans and to take apart the Major Ridge, that half a mile tall energy field that blocks our access and participation into the free society. That Ridge is the main MEST piece that needs to be dealt with, because it blocks the Native Thetans mobility and social awareness that without a Reactive Mind Ridge 500 trillion persons can live together, expand and prosper and we cannot even handle 6 billion over here just because we did not find out that we native thetans have ONE enemy only Hubbard-Judas the Disciple-The Great Serpent-the Beast who knows what genuine godliness is and what is a false God valence. He wants to tempt you to enforce solutions below 2.0 on other people and the dynamics so that he comes back to destroy you.
But as Scientologists were not in touch with Jesus they hadn't realized the importance of auditing their warcrimes that's why they did not find out first hand what is the Antichrist Agenda and they confuse Scientology with the Antichrist Agenda.

Saturday 14 July 2007

Structure of the free and the sequence of events from God to Ape

Hubbard states two colossal truths.
The third dynamic does not exist.
The second dynamic is the most aberrated.
Now that I managed to go into the free native thetan society and see for my self how do free beings actually look,sound and feel and what is their ability for perception, mobility, cause and effect I saw that the Kingdoms of Heaven, do exist, but they are not a third dynamic because their building blocks are made of binary (male-female) structures. Hubbard invalidates us when he says that the thetan has difficulty with the dual structure of the universe. Not at all, we are not thick as he likes to imply. The duality is made of male-female and NOT theta-mest. The free society is build on male-female beingness and the theta space is made of beingness and the two thrones are made of beingness and firm but invisible knowingness.
There is a free society of female thetans about five hundred trillion. They are all individual with individual beauty and individual voice with unlimited strength and reach. In the centre Adam's throne is made of my knowingness and realized postulate. That is an extremely firm material, nothing delusional or mock-up. I have a similar structure free society of male thetans with a similar structured throne, made of Adam's knowingness and realized postulate. My mobility though is different. I can jump on my own throne even from a body in pawn, even while being zapped with electricity, because I have not damaged Adam. So, my throne is in good condition.
But the problems are under his throne. To visit his Kingdom of Heaven the female thetans threw theta space on me, which separated me from the Major Ridge. So I flew out of a bucket or cylinder which the female native thetans had turned into static electronic wave, so I was intact with full mobility and the Major Ridge was now a solidly visible harmless object. The unique quality of theta space is that it turns all implants, injuries,stuck force into black solid visible harmless thing and the native thetan is free to move in and communicate, look around and participate.
So the sequence of events was:
1. Round 1. The Great Serpent says God doesn't want you to know your power, that meant Mark doesn't want you to know your power, Joanna doesn't want you to know your power, because we are a binary God, so the Great Serpent told to each one of us that the other part of the binary God is a burden and an obstacle to knowledge and more power.
2. Round 2. Adamas bought the lie. So, there is one fornication taking place: it is Adamas adopting the instructions and advice of the Great Serpent to get rid of me, divorce me as a God, demote me or make me vanish (not-is) me.
3. Round 3. Adamas locates anchor point in MEST universe (a useless boring novelty) but a novelty sure, and uses the "new" weapon of explosions and thunderbolts. Here, we got force as a substitute for super sovereign beingness. This is the major degradation stage. Bolts,blitz,thunder and lightning, electrical storms, electricity beams all of these things are useless trash that collapsed Adamas theta space.
4. So the evil intention had a good intention behind it. To kill the binary God in order to build up a bigger, self determined (as in unaccountable and blind at effect point God). So when Hubbard was saying to Mark, "kill the bitch, she wants to prevent you from being powerful", he was actually dictating "smash your throne, because her beingness and knowingness and materialized postulate is your throne", so the advise to the binary god that it shoud be destroyed, was actually advice to God to commit suicide.
5. So together with his followers Adamas was shot down by trying himself to smash his throne.
6. The goal to become a Greater God had failed and next substitute was to be a capricious God the Jupiter stage.
7.This failed and was substituted with the goal to be Absolute Ruler, that's where the Confederacy disaster happened, because Xenu had been brainwashed with the same false goal.
8.This goal went down to be a powerful King and General, which we see in the last three thousand years. Last time he was Ludwig II of Bavaria, and the failed goals, the brainwashing, the injuries, had been consolidated in mental illness.
9. Today Mark Rowberry, first life where he is not a King or General is just an amnesiac guy, whose love of superiority, status, importance, moneyman identity is the consolidation of the false direction to be and to create is the heaviest damage point the Great Serpent managed to inflict on him by false goals, use of force as substitute for being strong and being right.
10. I did look quiet and stupid all these years but I did manage to find both the Kingdoms of Heaven and what are their qualities, products, statistics and purpose.
11. The damage repaired is our Exodus, because it is not the body that blocks our traffic with the free (or Heaven) but the energy fields of the Ridge.
12. The dislike I have for his "bestest mates" originally comes from the war in Heaven, and later I failed to copy and perceive that they had been implanted and brainwashed to create power and domination by destroying people and relationships. It is a sure thing that I had brutalized early at some stage all of those dimwits that suck up to Mark, but it's way before 90 million years and I cannot recall the events. Heber Jetzsch knows the details in full, because he got angry and scared and threw a blue fireball at me. I must have done something very frightening, but in the last 85 million years they kill me first. So, distance is a good thing for both sides, and I need to learn how to audit Pain-drugs-hypnosis implanting-overwhelm, to find the first source of our conflicts as my fury was from failing to know they had been brainwashed and failing to undo this.

Thursday 12 July 2007

Why should Mark Rowberry get repaired this lifetime

Because he is the first one that got damaged by the Great Serpent, in terms of implants and Pain Drugs Hypnosis. The kind of "concern" you have about Mark Rowberry, is to call me a whore and in this way show that you are "bestest" friends with him. Your friendship and your interest about sex with Mark Rowberry is based purely on wishing to degrade me and feeling a hate which originally belongs to the Great Serpent, L Ron Hubbard. L Ron Hubbard has reason to hate me, because he had been lying and leading thirty trillion souls in a downward spiral and had multiplied their mutilation through warfare and previously through Implanting and Pain Drugs Hypnosis(PDH). This damage can be reversed by reversing the damage to the prototype, Mark Rowberry. So, yes I need resources and funds and support.
But not from Mark. I cannot live in proximity with Mark. What I need to know about Mark is that he is doing ok with his health and safety and has a normal life without excessive ups and downs and that his entourage does not mean harm to him. Clearly, from the freak-out situation if these rumours are true Valerio and Eva know who did what. Your grotesque name-calling to me works only for L Ron Hubbard and if "freak-out things" were done to Mark in 2002-2004 Valerio and Eva have some explaining to do.
You need to give up each one individually and all of you collectively, all six billion of you this malicious itch to degrade me or to harm Mark Rowberry in any way. This malice comes from L Ron Hubbard personally and you better snap out of it, it is pure insanity.
I need mass media support to tell Hubbard's full story and I need money and funding to train privately especially in Solo Auditing and Pain Drug Hypnosis (PDH) Security Checks. When Mark Rowberry, his mates and his girlfriends decided to nuke the Confederacy to seize power from Xenu, they had been PDHed by Hubbard millions of years earlier. Hubbard is out and about on the loose and all terrorist acts only help Hubbard's plans to come back as the Beast. Regardless how much you love justice, how much personal sacrifice the suicide bombers are willing to do, the only guy who benefits by the mayhem is Hubbard. Nobody else and God is life. Hubbard is the destroyer and he loves it while you bomb each other in the name of this or that unjustice and he may very well have unsuspecting "normal" amnesiac people PDHed from millions of years ago, just like it happened in the Confederacy. I need funds and resources to start solo-auditing and to team up with remote-viewer groups and other trained auditors. The media should air my views about Hubbards past and the Church of Scientology. It is cowardice to shut me up, when we are drowning in blood worldwide and when you have the courage to send your troops in Irak and Afganistan. What's the matter with you? It's ok to have 25 and 30 year old Britons being blown up to pieces and you are afraid to let me on TV in case Hubbard the Antichrist gets upset?
I got my memory back from 2005-2007 and now it's time for action and I expect support. Heber Jentzsch knows all of these things I have been discovering and evaluating from 1986 already and had all the money, power and status to tell the world. What blocked him is that he had been manipulated into gratitude and reversal of ethics conditions by Hubbard, Hubbard knows how to make people destructive, selfrighteous and irresponsible.

The social participation in the Mark Rowberry sex "scandal"

Society was expecting from me to try harder, that's where the Henley and London involvement begun as soon as Mark Rowberry spread the word in Henley society. Mark and the wider society share a lot of belief and value system agreements. The common ground between Mark and me was narrow: three months friendly with someone new and casual sex out of curiosity. What he got out of it was the certainty that his virility and libido are in excellent condition but Joanna as a person does not fit the rich and thin stereotype that he is supposed to value/protect. Another subconscious agreement he had with his mates, his women and Henley was that "power in bed"has to be punished, the Law of Attraction is a fraud unless it applies to them personally. I don't believe that other women don't want or don't have "power in bed" or that they are not supposed to be part of the Law of Attraction. So, I didn't mind at all when he had those eighteen women after me. I didn't worry to be sexy and when he told me to fuck off in June 2001, it was a good idea because he is no joy to me. Why this casual sex turned ugly over six years, is because there is an original and very influential Third Party who wants us both destroyed and discredited: L Ron Hubbard, the Founder of Islam and Scientology.
This six billion planet is a very small world indeed. All six billion have an individual involvement in this love-hate triangle since time begun. Dickpower is the immortal soul and the true high quality attention Mark Rowberry got from me was a direct and true life message that he has lived forever, he lives forever and he is the most desirable man in the universe. Hubbard has a very "special" relationship with Mark Rowberry's bestest mates and his many women he has brainwashed them billions of years ago to hate, ridicule,betray,degrade me.
But the life message that he is God, which is what repaired him and he was at his best shape ever, is individual possession of mine. This is the real deal and the superiority complex he has towards me comes from killing me many times, so he is sure he can invalidate me and betray me and has been converted into hypnotic command programs and brainwashing programs billions of years ago. Hubbard had put together the Monarch type mind control described by Cisco Wheeler and Fritz Springmeier,
http://www.tradebit.com/filedetail.php/1121503,
http://www.theforbiddenknowledge.com/hardtruth/illuminati_formula_mind_control.htm, and had already destroyed our relationship 95 million years ago and knowing that he is God, proved to be a good start, but it was not enough, that's why Jesus said " where the mind is there is the treasure...He does not see through the soul nor through the spirit, but the mind that is between the two that is what sees the vision ".
The minds of Mark Rowberry at the top and the six billion here have been brainwashed by Hubbard for trillions of years and if I guide you how to use his methods you can get direct communication with Jesus and other Gods on the common ground of what is being created forever and what brings the Antichrist down from Power over us down to Power transfer to us.
Mark cut me out socially because he was moaning I destroy his relationships. No stress on my part, he is not my type and I am not his type, but there is a lot of PDH(Pain-Drugs-Hypnosis) behind the conflicting personalities, values and genetics we got.
My part in this hostility against me here in London is this: you can suck dick, and make sure you throw in some more assets like big tits and ass and money,cars and houses, the more he gets the better, he wants to go to the highest bidder, so you had all the time and the opportunity to make your offerings to this guy with no worry or stress from me.
Meanwhile, after I got my memory working again, I possess this truth about him because we were that binary God and your Binary Leader that engaged in combat with the Great Serpent, L Ron Hubbard the Antichrist and Beast who will make you the six billion die in slow pain if you stop me from going to Power Condition in order to repair the Binary God and if we fail to place Hubbard the Beast in power transfer condition. Your stable datum is that you got a nationality and that Britain has lots of weapons to protect its democracy for decades, but Hubbard's stable datum is that he managed to cause you severe injury and a Major Ridge of split theta from which he can pull you into implant stations and kill you slowly with massive horror and pain. Regardless of your religion beliefs, Hubbard brought you to a point where you can die for ever and you only die with pain and horror. This started in the past by turning your Leader, Mark Rowberry against me, to kill off the binary God and become an individual God instead, who is cause over matter and can throw thunderbolts if anybody disagrees. You followed your Leader against me, convinced by the Great Serpent that you can change your multilateral first decision to be forever and that the way to do that is to invalidate me by using material force. It was Hubbard's idea to convince Mark Rowberry and a number of native thetans, thirty trillion in total, out of which six billion are here now, that if you destroy the Binary God you will become greater individual Gods with more power and freedom. So, Mark Rowberry was your Leader in the Rebellion against the Binary God structure. Hubbard is a female Goddess and she trasfered to you the hate and derision for the female principle, purely to destroy God. Hubbard is two-thirds destroy Goddess and she asked you the question What effect can you have on God? Destroy it's structure, free yourself from God's structure and you will grow in immortality, power and influence. Your stable datum of growth, power and influence is true in your native thetan society, but Hubbard mind-merged this goal with his destroy to win intention.
So, you and Mark Rowberry agreed to destroy God in order to create a greater individual god. I failed to confront very early on the track his mind-merging programs on Mark Rowberry and his mates and women. That's where the conflict began and I shot you down, split my theta, you split your theta too, Hubbard intensified his mind-merging programs into pain, drugs, hypnosis (PDH) and implants programs. Hubbard created a bunch of mates and women who loved Mark Rowberry and wanted to share power and love with him and were so brainwashed that they did not hesitate to nuke 350 billion people and me, in order to seize power from Xenu and share love and power with Mark Rowberry and of course destroy our marriage and any trust between us. After that you had split your theta or received radiation injuries and you were all in concentration camps organised by Hubbard with Lesevre as ED for a variety of shock torture and PDH "behaviour modification" programs. After that, Hubbard had now stronger faster psychos to back up Mark Rowberry in his quest to be the most superior God, none of us remembers that we are Gods but we detest each other, and 3.000 years ago, I was married to Mark Rowberry again and the mother of his children living in the last royal court of the Shang Dynasty, where husband had absolute rule, sharing power with at least fifty Charles Mansons and their venomous sluts doing "helter-skelter" in the royal court and the citizens.
Today, we have Charles Manson and the family in an American jail. They imagine that the "helter-skelter" they did was a first-time do, when it was routine for them for years on end back in China, the idea that there is something divine about the courage to kill comes straight from Hubbard's mind merger programs. Mark Rowberry's mentality is a direct product and the prototype of Hubbard's mind-merger, hypnosis, implants, PDH and my anxiety about Mark Rowberry will be dealt with only when I have taken apart his subconscious programs that if he kills me or destroys me he will be popular and powerful too. Well, he was popular when he cut me out socially and called me a whore, but his sexual problems come from killing me, his binary god too many times. Each time he kills me and survives me on the throne with a kingdom, wealth and soldiers, he gets more superiority complex but less and less life force to achieve life goals.
There is at least 49 Charles Mansons and their venomous sluts out on the loose, and I don't have inventory how many are still his hangers on. The tall slim guy with the horse face, the toothy grin and the short ponytail is the main Charles Manson near him, they were together in the Confederacy betrayal and in China too. In other words, Mark Rowberry has been feeding some very high maintenance killers and fraudsters for millions of years and I have been coming to terms with our past in the last few years here in London. It is part of the process of doing an estimate what does it take to bring together an all powerful binary god above and an amnesiac guy with an over-analytical woman at the other end over here.
Hubbard had invested early on, is it billions of years is it trillions? in mind-merger programs over Mark Rowberry his mates and his lovers.
What LisaMcPherson was saying was that she had mind-merged and been hypnotized by Hubbard at least half a billion of years before the nuclear holocaust of the Confederacy. Hubbard respects stable datums, so he encouraged her stable datum that she loved Mark Rowberry and wanted to win him over, put her under a drug-hypnosis program that she is ready and willing to kill for him because she loves him and hey pronto, when the time was right, Hubbard, Minister of Education,Citizenship and Welfare and Xenus auditor in Operating Thetan Levels, whispered to Mark that now is the time to seize power, whispered to Lisa and a ouple of other women that now is the time to win her love and down we went in a blaze and from there in concentration camps.
http://www.whyaretheydead.net/lisa_mcpherson/logs/lisam.htm

Scientology's Logs of
Lisa McPherson's Torture. 1995-11-18

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FSO 00156 to: SNR C/S 18 Nov 95 >From Med. Off. Manager
2:45 P.M. She had 1 1/2 cup Cal Mag, small bite of turkey & spagettie, 3/4 banana. Lisa is talking since about 30 minutes: -"I created time 3 billion years ago and now I am dramatizing it since than." --"I am LRH and I didn't confront it because I didn't confront that power." --"I can't confront force. I am dramatizing it." -"I have an MU on the Student Hat." -"I was 1.1. What my chronical tone level is."
When Hubbard writes http://home.snafu.de/tilman/krasel/germany/quotes.html

"There are only two answers for the handling of people from 2.0 down on the tone scale, neither one of which has anything to do with reasoning with them or listening to their justification of their acts. The first is to raise them on the tone scale by un-enturbulating some of their theta by any one of the three valid processes. The other is to dispose of them quietly and without sorrow."
He is telling you, hello upstats and uptone people, please do genocide the downstats and the lowtoned as I want you to split your theta, then I can pull you from the ridge and turn you into body thetans or too weak to be an amoeba. Sure, you'll get your kicks that you are superior but I will have the last laugh. I respect your stable datum that you want to be superior and I don't invalidate it's false position, so there is give and take, you consent to be deceived and don't blame me because I wrote down the dynamics which is proof that I am a nice guy. It's showdown with Jesus. Look Jesus your native thetans how stupid and weak mentally they are, I am TELLING THEM IN THEIR FACE that I am the original source of the Genocide Solution and they just don't get it: I am the Source.
The social participation in the sex "scandal" doesn't stop here. I want more participation and this time on my side and against the Antichrist and his pts servants. This amnesiac guy Mark Rowberry was repaired by Jesus directly, no e-meter or processing. This repair has to be done again and this time in a complete manner. This guy is the lead to the Exodus judaism is talking about. There is one exit point: it is into the free native thetan society where I have been. Two people lead the way there: me and this guy Mark Rowberry. I repair him your Exodus starts, if not, the Beast rules with PDH and terror. This relationship is not about friendship, preaching, having an affair and it's outcome concerns you all. I need resources, such as mass media because the conflict with the Antichrist and his true condition about Scientology, Mark Rowberry and me have to be known worldwide. I may not be the type of girl he values and protects, but you better disagree with Mark Rowberry on this, you have been against me and all it brought you is war, desease, mental illness and horror waiting around the corner.
The vision of the true Church of Magdalene and St John is the repair of the original binary God Adam-Eve and it has to start now by giving me wider access in the media, the back up for books, lectures and people resources. I don't count on Mark Rowberry "to reward me", I count on my country for support which is involved in this since the time of Socrates and is about to be hit if the Middle East explodes, and on the British Mass Media because it is my job to show how the Source of evil had contaminated religions and governments by a subtle premeditated degradation strategy and what were the key factors and still are.
London is the gate to Europe and the gate to America. You have been working to influence the World. Let's start with the review of the key three people in the past and the future: Mark Rowberry, L Ron Hubbard and me. It is here where the good points of Islam and Scientology have to be recognized and the traps have to be identified because the boobytraps in Scientology and Islam, had cascaded in other ideologies and religions too. The unfinished business between the Antichrist and me starts here and freedom of speech will stay above the Church of Scientology. I have faxed the CoS Florida, they did not answer, you have done Panorama, case closed with them, now it is my turn. This transfered sexual hate and moneychanger heart you got, you have to give it a rest and listen without prejudice.
The repair of Mark Rowberry is not about giving him an erection and sitting on his money, and he cannot afford to provide me with the resources I need. The repair is to reconnect him back with his sanity and true self the way Jesus had done, and I distanced myself to size up the task, I am not as big as Jesus. But the success of this task is your Exodus. In this guy's subconscious and mine are all the traps and snares that turned you from God into amnesiac Ape.
here in London we got St John, Magdalene and the Antichrist out of the closet.
Heber Jentzsch is St Peter and he is holding the keys. We got a past and he has a birthmark too.

Tuesday 10 July 2007

Getting Real about love-hate and value-protect

Thanks to the three month acquaintance with Mark Rowberry and the fling back in April 2001, now the cards are on the table. I have done my homework with my pragmatic immortality program, got my memory back. Once I managed to go through my war-crimes,I ended up with facing who is the Antichrist. It's this guy who's wife Mary Sue spent years in prison while he was in hiding, his son Quentin had a "mysterious" death and read what his other son Ron DeWolf writes about his father, in Son of Scientology, at www.lermanet.com.
On top of that there is the usual "Operation Funnybone" "Fair Game" and secrecy about the "Freak-out" going on.
Plus, this guy had taught Islam to spread their religion by the sword, and now that he has installed the electronic implant station at Flag, he showed up to George Bush, made an imitation that he is God and convinced him to attack them, because now he has new henchmen in Florida.

Wednesday 4 July 2007

Exit from the freakout situation, 3rd of July

Tuesday July 3rd Mark answered the phone, and I told him that he is the guy who wrote the Revelation, and of course he does not remember it, it's normal. I could have told him that since the year 2001, but there was no point because I could see he was amnesiac, and also I had a lot to investigate before I say anything. More importantly, that he is amnesiac St John the Evangelist means nothing if we don't know who is the Antichrist. So Mark asked " and who is the Antichrist?" and I told him L Ron Hubbard! Never heard of him. I made it clear to Mark that the fact that he hasn't got a clue who is Hubbard and the Church of Scientology doesn't protect him in anyway, because they know who he is. So, to look after himself, health and safety. He sounds in good health and good spirits.
The freakout rumours, may be true or false, I don't have any direct data, not having seen him since December 2001. No doubt they are intended to fair game me and freak out me to discredit me as a person. The bottom line is that Mark knows now who is the Antichrist and that he has very bad intentions against both of us. I said it. That's what counts. And also, that he sounds well. Later on I will explain in detail what are the crimes of the Antichrist and what is his conflict with Jesus. Look up my Antichrist focused blog www. splitjudas.blogspot.com