Thursday 30 August 2007

I called Mark today, about his buddy the horseface, that cunt who hates me

Mark sounded chirpy and "social". Once again, he responds as if he doesn't register mentally.
He says "he doesn't remember" this guy who was ringing his doorbell and they were going out practically every night at the Angel. I am sure they know who is the horseface,6 foot 2-3, with the short ponytail and the long teeth and the hunched shoulders. He was quite a character "fixer" in Henley.
Again, knowing thatMark was Ludwig II of Bavaria, and Alexander the Great the chances that he had ECT (shock treatment) this lifetime are 80%.
Even plain alcohol was trigger for psychotic breaks on Mark, let alone the street drugs we got today.
So, I don't know how many layers of ECT block his memory and his reactions from the year 2001 when I last observed him until now, 2007.
The mental illness factor is not to make Mark wrong, it is because, he caused me damage when he was General Alkiviades, with the same people, with the same hate-ridicule machinery in place, for the same reasons, because he has a lot of faggots and slugs that love his money and hate it when he declares that he loves Socrates or he loves Joanna. Knowing that he is bonkers they stick the daggers in my back, because they are deeply criminal and downstat personalities and this "love" no matter how unlikely it sounds threatens their wallet and their imaginery "influence" over Mark. They don't have "influence" over Mark, he is decapitated by the Great Serpent.
Because he is St John the Evangelist, his medical records and his psychiatric records should be public property. Jesus had released from mental illness and kept in perfect functional mental balance for one lifetime a guy who became mentally ill because of warcrimes and too much proximity to the Great Serpent Hubbard the master of brainwashing and agreement psychology.
What happened between Mark and me was 3 months friendly and a 1night stand. After that his morons wanted to shove in their shit. So, the whole freak-out, is their black public relations in order to keep Mark sexually and mentally cripple and exploit his vulnerabilities.
If you ask me any given moment do I want a vulnerable or schizophrenic boyfriend, my answer is no. But they didn't get the drift that I mean it when I told them to leave me alone and I sent him a goodbye note.
One of the most remarkable things he had told me when he showed up in 1962 as St John the Evangelist, to tell me that we will meet in 39 years was "I am working for you, I am in your command!" That's why I was observing him so closely: I was pinching myself: is this guy working for me? this guy is all against me. I better go away as fast as I can, I don't even want remotely this guy to work for me.
Yet, on a forever basis he is working for me as my Satan-catcher partner.
But, ever since the Great Serpent, that's to say this beginning of time, our partnership is "excalibured" and now is the first time I can estimate the full extent of the layers of mistaken identities, false goals, criminality and corruption that Hubbard managed to spread in his team.
The most dangerous aspect, is not that the fucking cunt, his buddy, lost me £100K and he had done the same when I was Socrates. Ever wondered why Socrates, a spiritual leader died thinking about his unpaid debts?(read Plato's Apology of Socrates) Because the same fucking cunt was doing the same fucking hate war for 25 years or more!
Now, Mark doesn't register and the guy doesn't get caught.
Mark Rowberry's entourage, is soaked and marinated in criminality,corruption and viciousness for over 75 million years now.
The only difference is, I went through some of my warcrimes and I got my memory back.
The danger out of their hate-ridicule which was meant back in 2002-2003 "to prevent me from going back to Mark" as Aziz put it, is that the goal of all this filth against me was to denigrate me so that they go unpunished for their crimes.
No doubt, the encounter with Mark wrote a turning point chapter in History.
There is still identity confusion. At this very moment I doubt that Mark actually understood what I wrote about the SDH the sex,drugs and hypnosis rundown that Hubbard had used on him to destroy his ability to create a relationship.
Mark is probably scared to see me face to face with the morons who suck his fart for his money, because he is afraid I will chase him around the street with a dildo dipped in cocaine! Mark is so mixed up, that he cannot tell friend from enemy. This means that his entourage can harm him, just like they did when he was Ludwig Ii of Bavaria. Did he drown or was he murdered?
This means that society did not protect him at all, during the years 2002-2004. Society just soaks in the scams and the spins in mindless mirroring.
So, is the horseface still in Henley?

Wednesday 29 August 2007

Your buddy the horseface, I am talking to you socially inferior Mark Rowberry

Date: 29 Aug 07
Subject:
Message: Your buddy the horseface
He hates my guts and your guts.
He has grotesque sexual hate for me and for you.
The horseface, 6 foot 2, short ponytail, long teeth, long face, hunched shoulders. What's the name of that rotten f***ing ***t who pretends to be your friend?

One more time: I declare Mark Rowberry socially inferior and I was right to exclude him back socially

Henley understand why you are the land of the Rising cunt and not the land of cosmic love. Because General Alkiviades and his parasites settled down with you, and disgraced you, just like they disgraced Athens 2.400 years ago.

Mark will try to give excuses why he did not email me to bring over the horseface, that fucking cunt over here.
There is indestructible love between Mark and me but I will not tolerate his social inferior shit.

I bet he will be saying that after his birthday he is going to Italy and stuff and hope to cover up the horseface with the raging and grotesque sexual hate.
What do you know about the horseface? Does he have sex with dogs and crystal meth?

Mark Rowberry's SDH subconscious and Henley's "sex power"

Mark has been SDHed by Hubbard, already 85 million years ago or even earlier. SDH= Sex,drugs,hypnosis rundown. Hubbard the Satan knows that Thetans like an interesting and stimulating approach in order to learn new things. So, at some point he had decided to teach Mark Rowberry what is sexual power. So he banged him up the ass, probably as a child to make things more overwhelming and sickening, and kept telling him that he wants that dick up his ass, when in fact the sensation is the COKE up his ass. Of course, that's Satan. Coke up the ass is not recommended because it can damage the gut, just like it damages the nostrils. It's obvious that I don't recommend it and my job is to take apart Satan's traps and make them ineffective and quickly. So, Mark is a restless extrovert, always looking for novelty and new conquests and shenanigans because he is looking for the same coke with a different face. And that's why he cannot create or protect a relationship with me. However, we are the satan-catchers and we are going to win. But because you secretely hate us and want us to fail, you will be dead by the time we win and I will explain why in another post.
This secret sexual hate that makes the Henleys and the Londoners cover up this extremely odious backstabbing creature, the tall guy with the short ponytail who is busy destroying Mark and me will drown your life in blood and terrorism because I have as Jesus advocate the stable data for terrorism and the Middle East and the hate-ridicule campaign gets in the way of me having authority just like when I was Socrates. A major reason why the Golden Age went down and I did not manage to get my way and prevent the wars against Sparta and Sicily was the tall guy's secret hate campaign that went undetected for over 25 years back in Athens!!!! and ended with my death penalty.
He was the closest to General Alkiviades, so the more Alkiviades was saying that he respects and loves Socrates the more his buddy was backstabbing Socrates with an endless ridicule and hate campaign and remained the secret source of the hate against Socrates
This time the Antichrist has just been born and if you don't catch and expose my detractors and backstabbers it is YOUR death-penalty. An A-Bomb in the Middle East means you'll be on food rations for a dozen years at least.

Henley and London, you don't have any "sex-power" on this guy Mark Rowberry: he has been wrecked by Hubbard the Great Serpent and this life is to retire from big ambitions and I put together a team to repair him.
I will strip you off any social status you tried to steal from me.
Those two stuffy cows Mark tried to build up because he imagines he is socially powerful, Amanda and Elisabeth are just two bricks of vulgarity posing in restaurants and didn't even manage to make him quit drugs. Useless vaginas who imagine they are sophisticated, just because Mark had been trying to make me wrong and hoped that I will try harder.

The other pathetic scrubbers, should stop assuming that they gained social status at my expense.
Eva that Mark fucks because the dinner date with Amanda or Elisabeth will be too tedious playing the perfect gentleman, so at least if he fucks a hole and cums he will be more relaxed to go through the polite drudgery. Just how desparate is that malicious monkey to be fucked any time it's conveniant by Mark and have a moron boyfriend Valerio and imagine that she is some kind of sex goddess?
I will take back any social status hint that Mark Rowberry has given to fucking whores in Henley at my expense by backstabbing me.

Both Amanda and her daughter can suck dick and clearly if Mark fucks Eva before he goes out with Amanda that says it all how excited he is by Amanda's charms.

Lee thought that because the tall guy with the horseface and the short ponytail hates me, she gets her man. No, she gets her man on her own merit. Lee can give blowjobs on the weekend, while Mark sleeps around Monday to Thursday. She is so eager to bag herself a loaded bloke that she will tolerate anything and her mother supports her cocksucking in full. If Lee doesn't throw up and doesn't fall sick, and I observed her six months, if she is that desperate to pose in an opentop car, frankly I admire her. She is a determined and persistent goldigger with an iron stomach.

The same goes with the Wallis Simpson joke from Maidenhead, I think her name is Elisabeth. She is about 10 years older than me and I couldn't believe that Mark is sleeping with his granny.

Henley get this straight. Mark is Mentally decapitated. He is being tragic. This is going on for 85-150 million years now.
You don't have any sex power or personal power or influence, just because Mark discusses Joanna with you or asks your advice. He is doiing that because he used to kill me together with you. That's why he ended mentally ill.
You hate so much the prospect that Mark can get repaired in the next 20 years that you might plan to kill him.
This is transfered hate.

Mark Rowberry's inferior social circle, why I excluded him

My decision within 2 months after sex with Mark back in 2001, so, by June 2001 was to exclude him socially. I saw his friends parade their ghastly stupidity and I understood that this guy is cursed or jinxed to have arselicker conniving morons who parade as superior just because their friend Mark has an open top car.
It is a very firm decision to exclude this guy socially. He is socially inferior and since we are the two most famous people on the planet, the details of this life and all past lifes are to be known worldwide.
I have asked Mark to bring me over here in Walthamstow his fixer: the tall, 6ft2-3 guy with the short ponytail and the horseface with the long teeth. His fixer started the hate campaign against me, immediately when Mark told him about sex with me, after midnight 24 April 2001, until now.
Mark is decapitated mentally by th Great Serpent. I will pressure for all his psychiatric records to be released. I wanted to ask him back in 2001 if he had ECT already.
The paradox of his sexuality has been solved by Ken Ogger: he has been a bisexual fornicator, as General Alkiviades and Alexander the Great as well as this life because of SDH. In other words, Hubbard-the Great Serpent- had hadfucked him with at least one gram of coke up the ass in previous lifetimes. Hubbard knows that thetans learn if something is interesting and provides sensation. So, Hubbard taught Mark in past lives dicks with condom and sprinkled with coke for a hard fuck. It is COKE that Mark is looking for with a hard fuck, not love,desire or commitment.
That's why he is such a restless and manic fornicator. He is looking for coke in the sexual act, but he doesn't know it, and there wasn't any coke back in Athens 2.400 years ago.
Since I have an oath to repair this guy back to Satan-Catcher God, I need to take up these issues with Freezoners and Class XII auditors, because anything that repairs him repairs the rest of humanity, that is the messiah path of repair. Whatever process wins this guy theta back, works for all. He is our one key to repair. The rest of the damage is with me. Anything that repairs me repairs all. So, I will need to put together an extended team and get medical and psychiatric records for Mark Rowberry and do an annual Research and Discovery convention.
His friend the horseface, his fixer, is an extremely malicious creature that wants Mark to be cripple mentally and sexually and imagines himself to be very powerful because he managed secretely to wreck both our lives for the past 6 years. This tall guy with the ponytail arranged that Mark gets raped and he arranged that the blame is placed on me, which is preposterous, because IHAD BINNED Mark, I sent him to the rubbish bin, immediately as a one night stand, an unpleasant, malicious backstabber and meanspirited guy I shoud get rid of.
I had a firm decision that Mark's backstabbing to me, will not win him any favours and I sure will not make any effort to please him. This idea that hey Amanda, Elisabeth and Lee I am giving it all to you to upgrade you girls socially and demote Joanna socially because this way I will invalidate her and will undermine her and put her under my control is a no-no.
Mark Rowberry and his horseface fixer are socially inferior and have to be gettoed and excluded.
Together they damaged the Hermes statues back in Athens 2400 years ago. The tall guy with the horseface has developed the confidence that he always gets away with his crimes.
He has been doing a 7 year hate-ridicule campaign which includes me being videoed in the toilet, in my bedroom, naked or wiping my ass or whatever with no privacy. The guy has put together a degradation and ridicule intrusion and now all the private lives of Henley and London will collapse as well. You know that this is a human rights violation.
I got various fucking cunts and frenzied goldiggers, knowing 7 years now WHO stuck the daggers in my back and sniggering. So, the time for the horseface is up. These activities to video me in the toilet and my bedroom have to be checked by a program like Dispatches, to establish if a bloke has a right to destroy my life, health, finances here in Britain and get away because he counts on your sexual hate and malicious repressions to cover up for him.

So, can somebody from Henley email me this guy's details , name address, how many hundred thousand pounds has he squeezed from Mark?
Was he providing Mark with crystal meth to destroy his good looks and mental health?

Is he the distribution centre for all videos from my bedroom, does Britain really thinks this will stay hush-hush?

Do you Londoners and Henleys enjoy so much that Mark Rowberry and I have an extremely malicious guy who hates our guts and does non-stop damage against us for 7 years? He really expresses your repressed sexual hate and deeply rooted viciousness and you just snigger and cover him up.
Before any repair process can work on Mark Rowberry, his "friendship" with this guy has to be shattered to pieces and all crimes exposed. Nothing gets repaired when sitting on crimes.

As for me, all my life I had been involved with early Christians and other disciples, but was amnesiac so hadn't realised it. I will continue to create relationships and friendships based on lifegoals and mutual support.
Mark Rowberry is somebody to research for aberration and brainwashing methods by Hubbard. Not somebody I trust or I lean on.
Here, I have been asking him to bring over and expose the fixer and he is hiding him. He continues to be bonkers and socially inferior.

Sunday 26 August 2007

I asked Mark for a favour today on Wayn.com

This is the exact copy of my email
The tall guy with the short ponytail, the long face and the long teeth and the hunched shoulders. Do me this big favour Mark, take him with you asap, and meet me in front of the Main Library Building in Walthamstow Central.
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Read about you on http://markrowberryfreakout.blogspot.com/

and read about Jesus and Hubbard on http://splitjudas.blogspot.com/
I will publish this request on my blog and I expect this favour asap.

Thursday 23 August 2007

Mark I expect you to read this blog

Last lifetime you were Ludwig II of Bavaria. Good with buildings and showbiz and keeping up appearances and feeding a lot of male and female parasites in your Royal Court. This was you for real, look it up here http://www.neuschwanstein.com/english/castle/ludwig/ludwig_image_01.htm



Now,with your discussions in 2001 about sex with me behind my back you created a very hostile environment for me.
The sluts and the faggots you asked to dictate to you what to think about me, used to suck up to you back in Bavaria a hundred years ago. Same old, same old. Because I disconnected in 2001, I don't know if you had psychiatric treatment.

Honestly I don't know if you can hold record of your actions at all.

I treated you like my equal the first time around and casually. I saw with your girlfriends that you are not into equality, you are better off to buy a relationship or three on your own terms.
For me, if we are not equals you don't get any sex at all.
I am still fuming that various disgusting morons, tried to slag me off to win status at my expense and squeeze money and favours from you.
So, what's the score?
This builder Paul Jackson, who spent the night at my place throwing up and sleeping on a lampshade, can't he find another way to kiss your ass?
Do you hold any record how much money Simon the Dentist and the tall guy with the short ponytail have squeezed out of you, giving you advice that I'm a whore and you should exclude me? Why don't you ask those parasites for your money back?

Frankly, you seemed to be an attractive affair, but your reactions scared me off that I will not cope with your insanity.
I should have studied the last 76 trillion years of Satanic insanity we lived and have forgotten from 1984 to 2001, but I was doing more "normal" things and so when we met in 2001 I hadn't done my homework. From 2005 to now, at least I managed the basics of the last 100 million years.
You know what, I have an oath to repair you mentally back to a cause over life level, and that's in my estimate a twenty years work that requires auditing the time track, your past deaths and electronic incidents.
Hubbard is the Satan we are dealing with, normally I should have been the Leader of the Church of Scientology since 1986 the latest.
The only thing predictable about Hubbard the Satan is that he wants to be a challenge and he wants to do the maximum damage which is to kill all forever except the 144.000 sealed souls.

I am really annoyed with Panorama and Max Clifford not replying to me.
The fucking cunts of Britain want to sabotage my communication to hush hush what is the Antichrist agenda.
I find it annoying that your sluts and your walletfaggots are doing public relations that I would make a fortune if I was "nice" to you, when in fact they did £100.000 damage to my personal financial circumstances.
What I saw for myself about you is that you were too mean spirited to ask me down the pub because you were terrified you might entertain me and cheer me up.

From my viewpoint, Henley on Thames is the place of the Rising Cunt. A 2000 population with unanimous agreement to destroy good sex and enforce criminal sex and criminality about sex.

To me, sex was no big deal and I couldn't wait to get rid of the morons who suck your fart for your money.
You tried to vilify me Mark, and enforce social penalties and social exclusion for being good in bed and that's why I wrote you off immediately. I binned you without the slightest sense of loss.
Actually if I had the chance to live throught this ordeal all over again, I wouldn't just send you a good riddance polite note, I would have taken some paint and write on your front door and on the doorstep of "Percy Cottage" : You moron! You Idiot!
Why do you collect malicious morons for friends Mark? You can't live without flattery?
You and your buddies have enormous quantities of viciousness in common, that's why you and them spend sooo much time together daily.
It seems I don't possess sufficient malice and viciousness for you to spend an hour with me down the Pub.
Honestly what possessed you to slag me off to the frenzied goldiggers, the cackling harridans and the venomous sluts of Henley?
Were you thick or what?
Anyway happy birthday.

Wednesday 22 August 2007

To Abi Titmuss re. BBC1 You can't fire me

When I was fired from two temp. contracts in the City, 2004, I wasn't famous. Last night I watched your interview with Piers Morgan. Then I read your bio. on http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abi_Titmuss.
There is a worldwide archetype pattern that goes like this:
destroy sex, destroy woman, destroy man as lover, mob gets involved in man-woman-sex creation. Mob commits a lot of crimes to vilify woman, mob commits a lot of crimes to estroy man-lover, mob wants destructive control over sex. Mob does crimes against man woman, man does crimes against woman. Mob supports man infringing on woman's human rights.
The origins of this pattern are older than 76 trillion years and the motive is strategy.
Next time you get similar questions like with Piers Morgan, ask your critic to differentiate:
When a close friend or your man releases sex photos, or videos or other visual material, without your knowledge, consent and against your intentions it's called Enforcement.
When you take up on a self-determined basis a role where you are at cause in subjects of commercial sex and media, you are being self-determined.
I don't think that corporate Britain, whether it's a hospital or a terestrial channel would have hired you after you were sacked from Richard and Judy. Corporate Britain would want you to curl up and die.
You went with the flow.
The expression you sold your soul to the devil is nonsense, because a you have forgotten who's th devil and even if you wanted to you wouldn't know the procedure.
Anyway, the chance for a sale to the devil was very early, and the devil was an expert in agreements.
What remains from that situation is a general mob hate destructive control about man-woman-sex.
Corporate and middleclass Britain has enforced a "scandal" on me too. I don't have tabloid-friendly looks, in fact my face started to reflect british ugly souls and got rather sour.
But I have no intention to curl up and die as they wish me.
When I get unhappy I become a philosopher. Your Brits got me in trouble in a similar manner from 2001 until now, for the same motives.
Read this blog and see what a freak-out they can make out of a one-night stand.
Ask your Agent to email me or contact me. I will get out in the media what I have discovered about immortal sex. I will split sex from the sex'n drugs trap and expose the original engineer of sexual hate, perversion, enforcement, inhibition, the whole malicious filth attached to sex and how we got duped into it.
Sex should not be big deal, an it isn't really. Evil intentions are big deal and robotic malice.

Friday 17 August 2007

Heber Jentzsch can find out directly why Hubbard fears the Satan Catchers

Heber Jentzsch who was St Peter back in Judea and has the Sign of the Beast, had access to Heaven back when "the Holy Ghost descended" that's to say when the free native thetans threw theta space on the disciples which activated their native thetan bodies and memory banks, which normally during a lifetime are totally incapacitated because of collapsed theta space.
Now, we know that this lifetime Heber has flourished and prospered with Hubbard. He is among the top five in CoS and has extensive training, solo auditing skills and knowledge how to trap, manipulate, monitor and sabotage anybody by using the electronic body in pawn technology that Hubbard has put together at Flag.
Of course he should take all the goodies Hubbard has so generously given to him, but, he should ask himself, why is Hubbard keeping me so sweet?
We forget our losses and get stuck on our wins. That's what I have seen happening with me and Mark Rowberry the Satan-Catcher couple.
We have forgotten all the power and abilities we had together, because recently on the track our achievements are buried under atrocious war activities. But Heber should definitely ask, why is Hubbard so nice to me?
Because, with all the solo auditing and knowledge goodies this lifetime, Heber has forgotten that he owns a stash of hostage Satans at his command from previous expeditions on earlier time tracks, before the Great Serpent.
Heber doesn't need to do any mumbo-jumbo to find out where is this stash of hostage servant Satans that can show him abilities, relationships and Kingdoms that are being created for ever.
All that Heber needs to do is recall true things he did during Jesus time. He has to start with bad things, overts, withholds, missed withholds because these block his access and open his access to his activities of 2.000 years ago.
He is a Sea Org member dozens of years, flinching from overts should not stop him from finding the truth. Once he has good confront and recall of his main activities and anxieties or GPMs from that life, he will recall true things he achieved, true postulates he had done and on the narrow path of truth he will remember perhaps unique things Jesus had done or postulated. Once Heber has recalled true actions and postulates from Judea, then he has an open com. line with Jesus and his personal stash of hostage Satans will be activated. Heber, once he goes through Jesus he has access to his personal property which is there to serve his forever power-condition and that's what Hubbard doesn't wish him to find out. Heber is part of another binary Satan-Catcher God. In fact, the 12 disciples, including me and excluding Judas we are six pairs of veteran Satan-Catchers Binary Gods.
Once his Satan servants are activated, they will show up on time every few weeks, from the north or from the west, depending what type of collection he had been building up, and he can send them forth to cut any entheta against him. That's a very effective first command to give to a servant Satan. The Satan will be back a few weeks or a couple of months later, and will announce that the task has been accomplished, nine days in advance. Nine days after the servant Satan is back he will have reconnection from a Kingdom of Heaven, a free society where Heber really came from and he will have the opportunity to inspect for himself what is the environment there and what abilities, qualities and general lifestyle his Kingdom of Heaven has. We are truly free when we are equally included in a free society in power condition, and that's what the Kingdoms of Heaven really are. The "own universe" where we postulate and mock-up situations of beauty and happiness is a very limited world, because it has independence and actuality, but it doesn't have power condition equally shared and forever.
Heber should not delay at all, he is a fire thetan and this is the year of the fire, so, he should recall Judea and his own actions and postulates, get hold of his property of Satans and find out for himself that he was not meant to be a "housemaid to the mest" but forever in cycles of evolution and power increase without liability.
So, Heber, check out this specific past that Hubbard tries to cover up saying that the Jesus thing was an implant and never happened, because it did happen and this cover-up is make or break for Hubbard's wish to do legendary damage.
Heber does not have any duty to Hubbard to maim his own ability to know and to lose for a lifetime his own property and belongings in terms of servants and access to free society and more abilities.
With his knowledge of Solo Auditing Heber could get there within August or September the latest.
Heber should investigate immediately these possessions he has left inactive for 2.000 years due to the implanting we get every time between-lives.
He will find out that Hubbard bribes him to make him disposessed of his true worth that he had been creating for ever.
There is a good chance that he will have the opportunity to see for himself the ability of placing a strong vacuum between two terminals and preventing any opponent from building up space and energy to enforce on us and overwhelm us .
He might also be close to finding out how to reproduce by postulate that vacuum in any direction where he wants to remain unaffected by any thetan's creations without using force against the thetan, which is where total freedom and dignity begins.
So, Heber check out for yourself what Hubbard has been hiding under a mountain of lies.
It goes without saying that a Satan confronted by six pairs of Satan-Catchers and a gang of native thetans has been resourceful to the max to control with lies and stay free and ahead of the game.
Heber, just because St John the Evangelist and me have warcrimes, it's no reason for you to be cheated of your access to your property of Satans and your access to the free people and the original abilities they use.
So, let me know in due course.

Thursday 16 August 2007

Hubbard's fear of the Satan Catcher Couple

Mark Rowberry looks like a winner, but is a person with serious mental and cognitive injuries inflicted through hypnosis, implanting and trillions of years by the Great Serpent, Hubbard because we are his number one enemy. One couple who are veteran satan-catchers.
So, he made Mark a winner from a false position. Moneyman, with superiority complex, and womanizing. Winner from a false position, the position of the human identity. Hubbard has sabotaged that binary God in all religions. His priority was his safety. Lies that protect his safety.

Wednesday 15 August 2007

Scandal, boundaries, enforcement-inhibition and sanity

After lunchtime and when everybody was back at work I took out a Stella and poured myself a pint of beer on my desk. Up to that moment in Invesco there was a secret consensus that they can do as much sexual harassment and sexual degradation and innuendo to their heart's content against me. They wanted to vent out their sexual hate and the Human Resources were complicit to this because I had my doubts about getting hold of that scrawny and puny head of the Human Resources and give him a Reality Factor and therefore under his favour the obsessive-compulsive nuicance was persistent.

So, if they can cross well known boundaries about sexual harassment, I cross an equally well known boundary at work, not bringing alcohol in the premises.

Basically Invesco knew from high up that there is a scam going on behind my back, the rumour that I'm a secret hooker and enjoyed keeping the backstabbing active and hiding the source from me.

Anything else they can confront with sanity. So, the matter of alcohol in the premises was dealt with by the rules. I was given a caution in my files, a disciplinary penalty of no annual bonus and was asked if I want counselling. There wasn't any tongues wagging for long or any obsession.

What I know now is that Henley in particular is heavily Excalibured on the subject of sex. A lot of ugly blokes and frustrated women within Invesco were trying to survive on the subject of sex, that's to say reassure themselves that they are winning and that they are dangerous to the environment. So, they were venting out their backstabbing gossip because they want to reassure themselves that they are sexy and winning. Especially that super fat woman who was friends with the Mr potato head at the Groundfloor office.
It was so bizarre for the Head of Human Resources to backstab me like this just because i had binned Mark Rowberry. Well, if he worries about Mark Rowberry he should give him a blowjob himself.

Tuesday 14 August 2007

Scandal at last! Sex in the Gents! THE adventure

The opportunity for a scandal came up at the Invesco Christmas Party. Towards the end of the party a guy about twenty years younger was kissing me, and we run in the Gents to have sex.
That was a hotel somewhere in Central London, so the cubicles where large enough to lie down and lock the door. There was an intercom phone and somebody called the reception, the guy heard it, so we got up and we were gone in time. That young guy was a smooth operator!
That was the first and the last time I had sex in the gents, and I was forty plus. It's not about the sex, it's about the adventure and escaping on time and nobody telling us off.
Otherwise, the place is a turn-off even though it was a large and clean space.
So, I was waiting anxiously from the next day to hear tongues wagging at Invesco, but no, what we had here was a person specific insanity about Mark Rowberry and me. Nothing changed. Clearly the twenty years youger guy didn't push their buttons.
The only reaction from Human Resources came up at the next Christmas party one year later! They gave a warning in advance about improper behaviour, but I didn't even bother to go to that party.
So, I decided to produce another scandal, to see When are they going to give up the Mark Rowberry thing.

Enforcement at Invesco continues, trying hard to make a scandal

The potato heads, the beer bellies and the scrawny and puny guys at Invesco continued to shove in their shit about Mark Rowberry and me on a regular basis.
At some point I complained to Helena Flood about loud ridicule I had at the canteen. At the same time a male colleague of mine complained about sexual harassment. He had overheard two Invesco guys telling about him and his girlfriend something like "he banged her and left her pregnant and now there's going to be a shotgun wedding" that sort of thing. Now, he knew their names and they got written warnings on their files for their "comment", but I didn't know all the ugly blokes names, I tend to have an eye for the handsome ones, so Helena Flood said, well, that was wrong what they did because it was in the canteen and Rob Hain might have heard it if he happened to be there. So, basically it was well done they slagged me off, but not in the canteen. The place was the problem because Rob Hain traffics there.
So, I didn't manage to get them a written warning in their files, like my male colleague did.
So, I decided I have to produce another scandal because I don't understand why the dimwits can't get on with their life, what is wrong with them?

Curiosity satisfied, desire none whatsoever, enforcement- inhibition at Invesco

Various potato-heads, beerbellies and other repulsive Invesco guys continued to slag me off about sex with Mark Rowberry day in day out. By June 2001 I was fed up with the salaried humanoids of Invesco, so I went to Andrew Brownfoot, who was the head of the Department to take up the issue of sexual hate at work. Andrew Brownfoot had lived and worked in the area for over twenty years. So, his verdict was "Joanna don't do one night stands in Henley, they are idiots, and don't go paranoid every time people laugh that they are laughing at you" that second bit was going to be very prophetic.
Mark had already told me to fuck off to please Elisabeth, now it was the Regatta Week, early July and Simon the Dentist's girldfriend I think had her birthday and there was that very gregarious builder there Paul Jackson bringing more and more champagne cocktails. So, I decided to kiss him to get rid of the Mark Rowberry jinx. Now, they tried to manufacture a scandal about this but it didn't work. Paul Jackson slept over at my house, the benefit was that there were two toilets so we could throw up at the same time. we had way too many units, so it was vomit festival first thing back at my place. Then we blacked out as soon as we hit the bed, and next day I woke up and he was sleeping on the floor on top of a broken lampshade. How can a guy manage to sleep on the lampshade was beyond me. Did he fall off the bed or did I kick him off? Anyway, we had a morning coffee, and he told me about his two girlfriends.
Next thing, it was the Invesco summer party at Farrington, around the 8th of August, where a tall and handsome guy pulled me. He walked me back home, it was 2.30 in the morning, he wanted sex, I asked him how old he was, he was 11 years younger than me, so I decided no sex, and actually I told him I am not having sex with you because then you will stop talking to me. He said why should I do that? and at that moment there was a knock at the door, it was Mark Rowberry's cunts wanting to inspect the situation. To snoop into my personal life and report back to Mark Rowberry like the good arselickers they are. I kissed the guy goodnight, and sent them all away.
Guess what at Invesco? Within the next 48 hours, the humanoids had spread around that there was a new "conquest" on my part. Then I see the Head of Human Resources of Invesco coming out of the main building with the tall and handsome "conquest" of mine, giving him advice. Of course, the "conquest" never talked to me again after the tete-a-tete with the Head of Human Resources. I was staring at this scrawny and puny, with facial hair and thick glasses ugly and revolting Invesco fatcat whispering and whispering and looking my way, and I was wondering what's a handsome guy like that taking advice from this ugly obnoxious bloke? Do I care about the "conquest"? No. Do I give a dime? No.
In retrospect I have huge regrets about the Human Resources ugly monkey who was so eager to do dick management. I didn't know that some men are cunts back then, secret women hiding in male bodies with obsessive hate against communication lines with attraction. The ugly head of Human Resources was a humanoid who attacked what he hates most. He was dreadfully upset that I might pull a handsome guy, and like the secret rotten vagina that he is, he jumped in to cut off the attraction. Did I give a fuck about the handsome guy ? No.
That's where I really really confused the issue. It was a huge mistake on my part not to grab the Head of Human Resources and slap him around in front of everybody, right there near the Fountain.
So much regret about that nasty cunt. This rotten vagina with the facial hair and the glasses was getting between 60-80K plus bonuses to shove his repressed hate into my personal life! What a waste of money!
That's where I should have done a scandal. I should have thrown a tantrum and a hissy fit and yell to that ugly fatcat to go fuck himself!
Politeness in Britain is a suicidally wrong attitude.

Curiosity,desire,enforcement,inhibition about sex

Since we all know that this 6 years long reputation attack, hate and ridicule campaign against me benefits the Antichrist first and foremost and has no benefits to anybody else, you better update what do I think about sex.

Back in 2001, I was out of a happy marriage, and up to that point I had been told that I am a fantastic partner both by my husband and my previous boyfriends. I had never been told that I am good in bed, or unusual in any way. Both my husband and previous boyfriends used to reassure other women approaching them to see if they can cut into our relationship by sexual advances that "you see Joanna over there? She's got me in her little pocket, I belong to her. If you are serious to have sex with me you have to ask her permission."

And women would back off. My husband and previous boyfriends were not insane in any way to try to use other women to undermine me. Why undermine me if they really want to be with me? What's the point?

So, in 2001 being single again for the first time since 1987, that's 14 years in a relationship, I got curious about sex, with a view to start a new relationship.

So I had some one night stands: what do men want here in Britain? They want to show how good THEY are in bed. THEY do all the work to prove THEY are shag-masters.

Also, they want to feel attractive about themselves and talk about it next day to make other english women jealous and interested and improve their options what can they get in terms of looks and money.

What was different about Mark Rowberry and I gave him that blowjob treat the first time around? He had an effect goal: to be loved well and shagged well. And that was somebody I had observed day and night for three months before sex. We were practically living in one house with no door between the bedrooms. I knew that he was single and celibate for weeks. He wasn't sleeping around the first three months I met him. Plus, why I found him attractive, apart from his obvious good looks, I liked the vibe of the person and I discovered why: because he had visited me before he was conceived in 1962.

Relationships are about what do we do to each other, what we do together, what we do to the World, what the World is doing to us.

So, what Mark Rowberry did for me? He created real fast a hostile environment for me in sharp contrast to providing Amanda, Elisabeth and Lee with a friendly, accepting, very supportive environment,back in 2001.

I was finished with Mark Rowberry completely, I made up my mind about this within two months, in 2001. No way I get involved with somebody who gives me social penalties because I was good in bed. I reciprocated to his social penalties, of leaving me alone to have all Henley shredding me to ribbons and excluding me while he wines and dines Amanda. I excluded back the guy and his friends, no doubt, final answer. I sent him a polite good-ridance note in June 2001.
I was not going to tolerate or reward in any way a person who creates a hostile social environment for me.
I did consider him attractive, I did not consider him or his friends superior in any way.

We had consenting sex with Mark Rowberry. Just me and him. I had never consented for his fucking cunts to get involved into my life, ever. So, by June 2001 I had excluded him back, full stop.
In his particular case, I did not manage to move him up the conditions, from the condition of enemy up to a normal condition, because he pretended I did not exist and nothing had happened between us, except I had done a scandal and I was trying to destroy his relationships.

I definitely want a friendly environment and people in hostility have to be moved up through communication to a normal condition.

This guy Mark Rowberry did not display any other initiative or any other result, contribution in my life except to create for me a hostile social environment. He has done nothing else to me whatsoever.

His oblique manner left a number of repressed issues all around, that I will take up.

Tuesday 7 August 2007

Adam and Eve and your problems with love

From my life as Socrates, I sure remembered the hemlock and what happened afterwards, as this was the most intense experience in that lifetime, so, I got curious to read what did I teach, what did I say and what others said about me:
What Mark Rowberry said about me is in the Symposium, where he is General Alkiviades: He says that I was cagey with him, he wanted to seduce me,slept next to me and I made sure nothing happens between us in terms of sex. That's because in Athens I knew his sex life in advance and as he was a fornicator, that was sexually inhibiting for me. This life he got lucky, because when I met him in Henley, he played his cards right and he seemed to be single and celibate. So, I jumped on him to give him some dickpower and make him mine, but when he went manic and started sleeping around, I got sexually inhibited, old habits die hard. So, away from me, this lifetime he kicked up a fuss again why we didn't have more sex and why I didn't go back to him and try harder to seduce him. But how am I going to kiss him after 18 other women? He needed to pay a pro or find a new fool. Obvious.

It's hard to imagine that Socrates and Alkiviades are in truth Eve and Adam. That the body is an injury from forgetting that we got to pin down the Great Serpent and instead starting false goal co-creations with it, that place us in conflict with each other. So, while in Heaven we are each other's better half and main support and have pinned down several Satans, so we are a veteran Jihadi couple, with this Satan, we lost the plot and got stuck in conflicting solid creations: the Great Serpent was a candy man, getting us addicted to various types of candy to fight each other. So Adam got the Single God ambition candy from the Candyman, and I got the "Are you thick or what? You can't make it without my qualities and leadership" and we fought each other. That's where your problems with love start from. The couple who is normally a winning role model in previous Jihads, shred each other to ribbons over trillions of years. The only time you see them to fit in with each other without any troubles are as St John and Magdalene. It takes somebody as big as Jesus to come down here on Earth, straighten up their mind for a life to demonstrate that it can be done. Then, Jesus got Judas the Great Serpent to write down what went wrong since the beginning of time, so as to learn from it, stand on my own two feet and fix things from the Source. When it comes to your sex life, love and marriage, your problems cascaded down from this Threesome Adam-Eve being divided in creations by the Great Serpent. A major event is a Theta war where I hit him as he was a rebellious single God and his friends who supported this wrong attitude with massive force.
Love is not the ability to be patient and tolerate all the disfunctional nonsense you get in relationships. Love is removing the damaging co-creations, the poison candy from the Great Serpent. With Mark Rowberry, I trusted him and he nuked me back in the Confederacy, I tried to save our marriage and Kingdom and he had me killed back in the Shang dynasty in China, then I was his most genuine friend Socrates for over thirty years in Athens and yet he flipped with that war against Sicily and I was given the blame, later on he was telling everybody that he wants to marry me when I was Kassiani and he insulted me in public and married someone else just to teach me a lesson, and this life he run out of my house to shag all Henley and he moans about me too!
Because the false co-creations with the Great Serpent made us two individual and conflicting value and goal systems, Jesus came here to demonstrate what nice guys and good to each other we are when free from the Third party influence.
I bet the Christian Clergy today will have a hugely hard time to come to terms with what miracle influence Jesus had on Mark Rowberry and Joanna 2.000 years ago.
That starting back the true Church, starts when I asked myself in 2001, what is wrong with us and how did we end up like this? But they will have to focus on the fact that love is motivated by immortal life evolution, not by the creation of an effect. The Great Serpent sure had caused an effect, massive damage to Adam-Eve and their people. Evolution is the highest goal, that's why he was made to write up the entire structure of God, matter and their mechanics.
Love is the desire to win evolution of the true self through Jihad, not evolution from monkey bodies. In Judea, the Disciples with the monkey bodies were aligned with true self and true purpose without any false goal or disfunctional attitudes.
It does not start with nagging Mark about his lifestyle, it starts with getting the Great Serpent and it's influence out of the way.
Of course I am not as big as Jesus. This was my first conclusion watching him being a wild guy back in 2001, that's why I said nothing and went away.
Basically what upset the entire Henley and London society was the fear that we might treat each other well and love each other succesfully this time. So, he reassured them that he regards me as a whore, which means that nobody is supposed to love me and I lost my good health and looking ten years younger as normal and got sick and sad.
So, because the damage started at the top, don't gloat behind our backs about our troubles, because they are your troubles too.
What I need to do is win back the abilities the last free citizen of Heaven has: to see clearly the true being in Mark Rowberry and see clearly where to pull the plug in theta space for me and for him, where the contracts with the Devil really started.
For my purposes I am 80% blind, but back in 2001 I was 95% blind as a thetan.
From the freak-out rumours, it seems that he could not behave like a 40 year old grown up and ask me down the Pub and switch on the charm. Now, I know that his inability to communicate directly with me comes from killing me a few times. The result is low communication and low reality. That's why he was being so oblique, talking a lot about sex with me but not able to behave like a normal guy would and get some more.
Face the facts about your intentions as society to us: you ate a lot of malice candy from the Great Serpent, so you took your chance to degrade us on the subject of sex: that I am a whore and he is a faggot. Recognise the poison candy in you: this is transferred sexual hate from the Great Serpent.
What is not obvious to you is that the Great Serpent has to fight back, because we are a Jihadi couple and will bounce back, pin her down and have her for Lunch. That's the Last Supper. Jesus dipped his bread in Judas plate, Judas was sent off to betray him, and what Jesus implies is, once I point out to you who is the Opponent for you to defeat, you will absorb his greatest qualities, go back to Evolution warfare, the Holy War with spiritual weapons and go back to the true Greatness that is still yours.
We cannot pose as a couple of Godly guys, because I have to work at it to bridge the gap between what is being created forever and what "fornication" of true purpose we did in off-purpose creativity games, mesmerized by the theta space ability and energy command of Judas-Hubbard.
So, we are still a threesome and I made the start to fix what went wrong and catch up with him for all of us.
It is ludicrous, this resentment of yours that I had fixed his dickpower. This determination to reduce us to a faggot and a whore describes your relationship with the Great Serpent.
There is a great deal of layers of evil, but crimes start with misunderstandings not so much of words but of beingness and identities. Our true beingness is your Leaders Adam-Eve, the two individuals you see today are the separate co-creations with our crafty opponent.
We are totally out of sync but we got interested in each other.
You were interested in what happened between us too.
We are in the same boat and the blowjob is not as embarassing as the sexual hate you went on to express against both of us.
What I found out is this Jesus Agenda point which applies to Mark and me and you. First find your warcrimes and audit your soul through them. Relationships cannot be fixed without this, because by forgetting the single target of Jihad, you made false enemies and so you lost your self too.
Our challenging enemy has the structured knowledge, he will stay evil. The knowledge is for us to win back our integrity and ability to level with him.

Sunday 5 August 2007

Binary God and "the Devil told me to do it"

Now that it has been established that L Ron Hubbard is Mr Satan the real deal that we got to defeat, you see we didn't go down to a lower creation as humans because he told us "do this" "do that" it was a lot more subtle than that. We got involved with him in the Factors, No 4 when we extended and he extended points to view, which became dimension points to reach and withdraw with No 6, No 11 and 12 describe how we tangled up our dimension points, and No 20 describes how we mixed up ownership of dimension points and became dependent, so Mark Rowberry for example waged lots of wars by misowning dimension points and creations with Hubbard, while in all probability I participated in a huge thetan war, which I am looking to recall, and possibly got training from Hubbard how to implant other thetans because we had disagreements because they were mixed up with Hubbard in different dimension points. This motherfucker Satan has a finger in every pie (that's to say every conflict and every lie) and undoing progressively crimes, wars, considerations, misconceptions and prior confusions I can win repair of this binary God from the theta space, the spiritual dimension. Lesevre and Heber did not volonteer to remind me anything all these years from 1986 until 2006 and they do a lot of sabotage with the electronic body in pawn monitoring system, which, unless the FBI raids them, there is no material evidence.
So, when we say "the Devil told me to do it" we mean that we shared visions and creations a looong time ago and he doesn't want me to undo the damage and dehypnotize myself wholetrack.
I wonder if there is any auditor in the Freezone who can audit thetan wars against bodies and thetan wars against thetans. I don't want to get stuck, this material seems to be rather suppressed.